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    #633105 - 07/29/12 03:04 AM (4 years, 4 months ago)

Got to be about my 250th time trying to quit. I recently had my longest. Period cleaan in 4 years but have been fucking up bad these past couple of months. Just crossed the 48 hour mark.. could be worse but this shit sucks. I hope this time is for good, made it over 5 months last time.

Wish i had something to smoke. Been doing nothing but sitting in the tub


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Re: forever junkie [Re: Picklez]
    #633106 - 07/29/12 04:55 AM (4 years, 4 months ago)

Been thinking about dosing a couple grams of mushrooms but dont know if that'll do more harm than any good

Plus i dont know if my body can go another day without sleep

58-60 hours since last hits

50 hours of clean time. Approx.

More sitting in the bath tub posting on the internets, keeping myself hydrated,  taken some good shits, and been reading. Hopefully the physical parts are over by tuesday night

Need to go to CVS and get some more fluids and vitamins though

Boredddddom


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Re: forever junkie [Re: Picklez]
    #633107 - 07/29/12 06:03 AM (4 years, 4 months ago)

got me some coffee and some vitamin water

hoping this coffee helps clear me out a bit


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Re: forever junkie [Re: Picklez] * 3
    #633108 - 07/29/12 07:37 AM (4 years, 4 months ago)

dont take shrooms, that will be awful


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niteowl said:
See, that term pedo gets thrown around a lot.
Is a 16 year old guy having sex w/a 16 year old girl a pedophile?
If not, then how is a 30 year old considered a pedophile for doing the same thing?
I think y'all need to look up the definition for pedophile.


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Re: forever junkie [Re: still beLIEve]
    #633109 - 07/29/12 08:00 AM (4 years, 4 months ago)

Yeah ill save that for a couple days down the road as a bit of mental therapy.

Im surprissed i havent thrown up... yet.

Been in the shower literally eevery 3-4 hours and downed 7 bottles of drink the last 2 days.

I know no one cares but im bored and posting here is at least keeping me busy

That and the book the ive about finished.


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Re: forever junkie [Re: Picklez]
    #633110 - 07/29/12 08:01 AM (4 years, 4 months ago)

In all reality this is the softest wd's ive ever had, but they still blow ass.


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Re: forever junkie [Re: Picklez]
    #633111 - 07/29/12 08:09 AM (4 years, 4 months ago)

what's a wd?


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Re: forever junkie [Re: Debute23]
    #633112 - 07/29/12 08:17 AM (4 years, 4 months ago)

Junky slang for withdrawals


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Re: forever junkie [Re: Picklez]
    #633113 - 07/29/12 08:34 AM (4 years, 4 months ago)

mental therapy?

vitamin water?

dopesick without weed?

Rapey?

Terrarape?

I say just eat the mushrooms and have an awesome day xD

Lifes hillariously weird sometimes

ima forever junkie too yknow.

shrooms are good

always good

shrooms are good.


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Re: forever junkie [Re: Fisherman]
    #633114 - 07/29/12 08:36 AM (4 years, 4 months ago)

count all the stars that are not there

THIS IS NOT A STAIRCASE WITH STARS BENETH IT, IT HAS GROWN TO BE ALIKE CUPCAKES

9/11

NEVER FORGET
how many busniess tried flying that day

Space babeh


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Re: forever junkie [Re: Fisherman]
    #633115 - 07/29/12 08:37 AM (4 years, 4 months ago)

and  now comes the saddest moment of forever




have a great dato!


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Re: forever junkie [Re: Fisherman]
    #633116 - 07/29/12 08:37 AM (4 years, 4 months ago)

welcome back from your 24 hour ban :tongue:

ima go get some spice to smoke here in a couple hours, that will at least keep me busy


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Re: forever junkie [Re: Picklez]
    #633117 - 07/29/12 08:43 AM (4 years, 4 months ago)

Thank you, I ended up not remembering wat I did o.o

felt bluesey

spice sounds nice.. smoking my last half gram of hash, gonna drink a bottle of wine and just lie in wait for those mushrooms to come save my life and take me to anotherworld cause this shits gettin too weird

wiered

wierd...

scary n happy to say the least

woof.


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Re: forever junkie [Re: Fisherman]
    #633118 - 07/29/12 08:48 AM (4 years, 4 months ago)

You tripping here soon?

Have fun man, positive vibes your way

Spice sucks but the action of having SOMETHING to smoke, has helped the first couple days..

On my 4th cup of coffee, shit taste soo bomb, I am going to be paying for it through the asshole here soon. Quite literally.

3 more hours til smoke shop even opens :thumbdown:


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Re: forever junkie [Re: Picklez]
    #633120 - 07/29/12 08:57 AM (4 years, 4 months ago)

meh, ill go to the parents place and fetch some coffee too later tonight, maybe try to get some cash from grandma, most likely :b

But yeah ima be eating that 10g heroic dose soon

I really need to blow my and everyone elses minds wide open soon or im literally fucked and will never be happy in this mess

So im counting on the mushrooms and my long term damaged soul to repair EVERYTHING and then have some darned fun

and heres a song I think ud find nice



eat lemons, lol


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Re: forever junkie [Re: Fisherman]
    #633121 - 07/29/12 08:58 AM (4 years, 4 months ago)

I feel undead at times lol

real torn up lol

then I laugh

suddenly missed you

didnt remember much .________.

now I wish I had more drugs as every other happy day

wondering where to go or what to remember

this is almost funny

Abormality I call!


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Re: forever junkie [Re: Fisherman]
    #633122 - 07/29/12 08:59 AM (4 years, 4 months ago)

I waz talking to u pizkles ;<


and mah torn pair of shoes


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Re: forever junkie [Re: Fisherman]
    #633123 - 07/29/12 09:04 AM (4 years, 4 months ago)

not my kind of music

10g? nice, most I have done is 8g and I ended up getting waken up by my gf, passed out naked on the bathroom floor. I found the whole trip to be quite overwhelming on the body. Like no matter what I was doing, it wasnt enough to occupy my mind, but I couldnt "handle," doing much of anything. I ended up spending the later part of my trip in bed with her, watching Sportscenter to try and ground myself.

I will stick to 4g or less from now on.

Regardless, you have a good one. You seem like you need it :smirk:


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    #633124 - 07/29/12 09:09 AM (4 years, 4 months ago)

Why do you keep doing this to yourself?
Either man up and stay clean or die a filthy junkie.
You were granted a second chance with your education.
This is go time. This time will define the rest of your life.
Keep your head down and eye on the prize.
Let the future, the one you want, be the force that pulls you through the bad and gives you strength.
I recently went through something somewhat similar regarding education and lifestyle choice.
I am going back to school with a full science course load come sept 4th.
Its not what I want now, but its where I want to be later, and thats what matters.


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Re: forever junkie [Re: Fisherman]
    #633125 - 07/29/12 09:11 AM (4 years, 4 months ago)

guess its abit too.... dirt? for you, im just a stupid hippy anyways :b peace n love dude, good shit eneays.
n the bathroom floor naked sounds hillarious though D: and being so stoned you cant really move sounds beautiful :>
And lying o

A funny thing to do : D and yeah the whole 10g, I really just wanna.... well destroy this infinite hurt molecule to expand only positive energy, I know its doable : )

Will most likely bring me to my jungle queen too

rawr :>

Someday well all eat like... 50 grams of hawaiians or something!

thatll be a feisty day if wee add ayahuasca and smokeable dmt too xD

a day to say the least, I see it commming! xD

I miss my jungle queen ._. mustve  been nice to have a girl around you on that amount of mushrooms

If I were to ground myself id watch some documentary about calm landscapes or just simple music andor meditation

all seems to kinda work great on me

always liked watching fear and loathing....


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