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 KaptKid
Spaced Pirate
 
Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 5,616
Loc: Bright Side of the Sun
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 Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making....  [Re: Lucid]
#480327 - 09/21/10 12:27 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Positive attitude. Way to Go.
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Child of the 60's, Tripping ever sence.
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FRACTALife
Rust Fuckin' Cohle
Registered: 03/19/10
Posts: 6,838
Loc: Carcosa 
Last seen: 9 years, 1 month
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 Re: Day 13 off Suboxone, I BEAT THIS SHIT. [Re: Lucid]
#480363 - 09/21/10 02:28 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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I'm very proud of you lucid. I love you, brother.   
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Yahweh
Registered: 09/26/08
Posts: 434
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Re: Day 13 off Suboxone, I BEAT THIS SHIT. [Re: Lucid]
#480382 - 09/21/10 03:44 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Fuck yes, so awesome! Good job, mate. You make the weedery proud.
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Lucid
Monster Plant Creator
Registered: 07/18/08
Posts: 1,082
Loc: Canada-ish.
Last seen: 9 years, 9 months
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Re: Day 13 off Suboxone, I BEAT THIS SHIT. [Re: FRACTALife]
#480431 - 09/21/10 06:25 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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FRACTALife said:
I'm very proud of you lucid. I love you, brother.
Thanks for the support from everybody. It makes a huge difference! Can feel those happy vibes from all over!
And come on Pickelz! You can beat that shit man, but you really have to drop all using friends. Its a beginning step and a very important one. You will just convince yourself its ok if you use because, well your friend is using, its only fair right? FUCK NO. Kick the dope and the dopey friends. Then you get your life back, soul and all. well, atleast most of it.
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Picklez
Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 17,919
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Re: Day 13 off Suboxone, I BEAT THIS SHIT. [Re: Lucid]
#480435 - 09/21/10 06:27 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Im good man! I am working hard today
I just took .1mg of clondine. Definitely helping with the sickness 
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Lucid
Monster Plant Creator
Registered: 07/18/08
Posts: 1,082
Loc: Canada-ish.
Last seen: 9 years, 9 months
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Re: Day 13 off Suboxone, I BEAT THIS SHIT. [Re: Picklez]
#480442 - 09/21/10 06:37 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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KillerPicklez said:
Im good man! I am working hard today
I just took .1mg of clondine. Definitely helping with the sickness
Hell ya man, that drug should be a standard prescription for anybody going off opiates. Unfortunately its not well enough known yet. It made a huge difference in me being able to actually sit still and, say type messages on here or facebook. In all previous withdrawls I would be bouncing off the walls, I couldn't even look at my computer. I could just sit in the shower and that was about it. I know my plan helped alot with the WD but still, I think it makes a huge difference. I also think they need to invent like a contained Jacuzzi leg suit. The restless leg shit is all that keeps you awake, and after a hot shower they feel fine. So I'm thinking we build a suit for our legs that circulates warm water. I'm so rich.
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Picklez
Registered: 04/20/08
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Re: Day 13 off Suboxone, I BEAT THIS SHIT. [Re: Lucid]
#480443 - 09/21/10 06:42 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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haha, build it! maybe some detox facilities would purchase it!
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Lucid
Monster Plant Creator
Registered: 07/18/08
Posts: 1,082
Loc: Canada-ish.
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Re: Day 13 off Suboxone, I BEAT THIS SHIT. [Re: Picklez]
#480483 - 09/21/10 07:23 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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KillerPicklez said:
haha, build it! maybe some detox facilities would purchase it!
I kinda want to man, I thought it was going to last a super long time seeing as I used for about 5 years. but my restless legs are not that bad tonight, and I only took my .15 clonodine this morning at 7am. It seems if I stay active during the day I dont even notice them. Just when I go to settle down at night they kinda go nuts. But it got so much better after like day 9. So hang in there and your gona be good man. wooo! plus you get to fall around like your drunk from the clonodine. always fun to fall down.
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Picklez
Registered: 04/20/08
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Re: Day 13 off Suboxone, I BEAT THIS SHIT. [Re: Lucid]
#480488 - 09/21/10 07:27 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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haha, yeah im drinking a 40 with my clonodine
hopefully get some sleep tonight
the health care system he is trash. I went to see the psychiatrist today hoping to get something to help, and found out I have to wait another 4 weeks. Fuckin ridiculous.
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Lucid
Monster Plant Creator
Registered: 07/18/08
Posts: 1,082
Loc: Canada-ish.
Last seen: 9 years, 9 months
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Re: Day 13 off Suboxone, I BEAT THIS SHIT. [Re: Picklez]
#480492 - 09/21/10 07:41 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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KillerPicklez said:
haha, yeah im drinking a 40 with my clonodine
hopefully get some sleep tonight
the health care system he is trash. I went to see the psychiatrist today hoping to get something to help, and found out I have to wait another 4 weeks. Fuckin ridiculous.
4 weeks? fuck man! Fuck that. Guess I'm lucky Minnesota had some democratic Governors who gave a shit about healthcare. I got a pretty wicked dental plan they pay for 100% of that, and all my medical visits. with 3$ copay on any prescription. It works if you dont have serious needs, If I say got in a serious car accident. I would max out my insurance and be fucked. SO in that respect it sucks, but shit it helped me kick opiates so it gets my praise. oh right so ya umm somebody give this man some Benzos! kpins last the longest, have a long lasting effect. Im tapering off as of today. They help but its just another crutch, and I still wake up in the morning and feel like im getting a fix taking a benzo. SO ya I gota kick that shit too. anxiety sucks but whatever IM CRUISIN ON A DREAM ILLUMINIGGER!
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Picklez
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Re: Day 13 off Suboxone, I BEAT THIS SHIT. [Re: Lucid]
#480494 - 09/21/10 07:46 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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No shit man, I about walked out of the office when she told me it would be over a month til I could actually be seen by a doctor. I just answered questions about my history and shit for about 30 minutes
Benzos would be nice. I have about 2-3 days supply of this clonidine. I am hoping it helps. Ive read a lot of good things about it, including what you have said
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Lucid
Monster Plant Creator
Registered: 07/18/08
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Re: Day 13 off Suboxone, I BEAT THIS SHIT. [Re: Picklez]
#480507 - 09/21/10 08:14 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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KillerPicklez said:
No shit man, I about walked out of the office when she told me it would be over a month til I could actually be seen by a doctor. I just answered questions about my history and shit for about 30 minutes
Benzos would be nice. I have about 2-3 days supply of this clonidine. I am hoping it helps. Ive read a lot of good things about it, including what you have said
ya, you just better do it this time otherwise you wasted those pills. and they are your best chance at salvation man. When I harvest I will so come shoot you in the leg if your not sober.
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Picklez
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Re: Day 13 off Suboxone, I BEAT THIS SHIT. [Re: Lucid]
#480512 - 09/21/10 08:23 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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You of all people should understand but I definitely agree. This is it.
Its just hard to quit when all other aspects of life are going soo well
I got my 1 week goal. I will make it
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Lucid
Monster Plant Creator
Registered: 07/18/08
Posts: 1,082
Loc: Canada-ish.
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Re: Day 13 off Suboxone, I BEAT THIS SHIT. [Re: Picklez]
#480516 - 09/21/10 08:28 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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KillerPicklez said:
You of all people should understand but I definitely agree. This is it.
Its just hard to quit when all other aspects of life are going soo well
I got my 1 week goal. I will make it
I know your trying, Just trying to motivate! 
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Inverted
CNC Machinist/Greenthumb
Registered: 06/01/08
Posts: 9,953
Loc: North Star
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Re: Day 13 off Suboxone, I BEAT THIS SHIT. [Re: Lucid]
#480523 - 09/21/10 08:41 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Yeah god knows how many times I failed before I actually WANTED it that bad.
Keep your head up.
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Lucid
Monster Plant Creator
Registered: 07/18/08
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Re: Day 13 off Suboxone, I BEAT THIS SHIT. [Re: Picklez]
#480524 - 09/21/10 08:48 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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KillerPicklez said:
You of all people should understand but I definitely agree. This is it.
Its just hard to quit when all other aspects of life are going soo well
I got my 1 week goal. I will make it
i think you have this BACKWARDS. When I tried to kick banging heroin, I had no friends, nobody to talk to, no future, no money, no plan. It was not until I came up with a life plan and put it into action WHILE kicking opiates. And now its all coming together! If your life is going so well you will be like the happiest person on the earth if you get off opiates for 2 weeks man! I know you gota get though those 2 weeks, but dude think about getting 80% of your mental capacity back. Think about being able to FEEL again. I know it seems like your thinking clear and feeling everything. but your getting like 5% max man. Keep your mind on that! keep your mind BUSY. OFF the WD! whatever it takes man, go out with a sober friend for exercise. Best advice I can give you.
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Picklez
Registered: 04/20/08
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Last seen: 11 years, 10 months
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Re: Day 13 off Suboxone, I BEAT THIS SHIT. [Re: Lucid]
#480740 - 09/22/10 10:44 AM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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This clonoidine puts me on my ass
I took .2mg last night and was passed out by 9pm
Took another .1 this morning and I dont think ima make it to school 
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Inverted
CNC Machinist/Greenthumb
Registered: 06/01/08
Posts: 9,953
Loc: North Star
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Re: Day 13 off Suboxone, I BEAT THIS SHIT. [Re: Picklez]
#480744 - 09/22/10 10:50 AM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Yeah I tried one of those yesterday .15mg and I was like drunk walking all over the disc golf course.
My game was really up and down
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Picklez
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Re: Day 13 off Suboxone, I BEAT THIS SHIT. [Re: Inverted]
#480746 - 09/22/10 10:52 AM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Yeah it makes me feel really SLOOOOOOW and heavy
Im surprised I had never heard of this shit before
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Lucid
Monster Plant Creator
Registered: 07/18/08
Posts: 1,082
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Re: Day 13 off Suboxone, I BEAT THIS SHIT. [Re: Picklez]
#480747 - 09/22/10 10:52 AM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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KillerPicklez said:
This clonoidine puts me on my ass
I took .2mg last night and was passed out by 9pm
Took another .1 this morning and I dont think ima make it to school
Ya dude, its crazy how much that stuff fucks you up. First time I got it was my first day off, So i take .3mg because the idiot kid tells me too. And then I go play 18 holes of Frolf with Inverted.
LOL!! so...I get to hole 13...ish.. and im like falling over at this point. I try to throw a disk and it went like 90ยบ to the right and like 20 feet. these 2 people behind us were like...dear god hes fucked up... I just walked off and met Inverted at the top of the 18th Tee. I was so fucked up christ, so man if it gets like that you can eat salt to make yourself feel not so drained. KEEP IT UP MAN. 
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