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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Picklez]
    #477296 - 09/15/10 12:26 AM (9 years, 6 months ago)

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85 hours in. Went and hung out with Inverted today, Helped passed the time a little I guess. It is getting easier though. I have no doubt that I will ever touch that shit ever again.




Good man! I got faith in you.

I had a major relapse. Im back to day 1 :nonono:




Keep fighting man, this was not my first try. I was scared so I stayed on methadone/suboxone for like 2 years.  If you can, Going on sub for like 6 weeks. starting at 8mg and tapering 15% a week
. for me when I went though heroin withdrawl it was HELL. but coming off 2mg of sub, It was like I skipped to day 6 of heroin withdrawl. just the lack of energy and leg things going on.


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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Picklez]
    #477298 - 09/15/10 12:28 AM (9 years, 6 months ago)

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Well at least you realize that and are trying to get off the shit.




Ive been "trying" to get clean for years. Although I have got much closer lately than every before

But this is the OP's thread. I hate to derail.





No worries man, I'm not a douche about owning my threads. Say what you gota say man. Everything you learn helps you get clean.


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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Lucid]
    #477581 - 09/15/10 02:39 PM (9 years, 6 months ago)

Getting clean is like being out in the sun after a dark winter.  It feels awesome at first and you are happy.  Then you start getting sun burnt and it sucks but you can't find your way back in unless you get dirty again.  So you just stay in the sun and make the best of it. :shineon:


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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Tangerines]
    #477605 - 09/15/10 03:37 PM (9 years, 6 months ago)

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Getting clean is like being out in the sun after a dark winter.  It feels awesome at first and you are happy.  Then you start getting sun burnt and it sucks but you can't find your way back in unless you get dirty again.  So you just stay in the sun and make the best of it. :shineon:




I suppose that makes sense :crazy2:


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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Picklez]
    #477607 - 09/15/10 03:39 PM (9 years, 6 months ago)

Well life does not exactly make sense so I figured the best way to describe life is to make as little sense as possible without crossing over into the crazy threshold.

Trying to make sense out of life is a losing battle.


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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Tangerines]
    #477608 - 09/15/10 03:41 PM (9 years, 6 months ago)

Fuckin doctor today refuses to prescribe any benzos :crankey:

What you up to today Tang?


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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Tangerines]
    #477609 - 09/15/10 03:41 PM (9 years, 6 months ago)

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Well life does not exactly make sense so I figured the best way to describe life is to make as little sense as possible without crossing over into the crazy threshold.

Trying to make sense out of life is a losing battle.



:thumbup: you said it brother


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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Picklez]
    #477612 - 09/15/10 03:46 PM (9 years, 6 months ago)

I am chilling listening to music.  That is all I do anymore.  I need something constructive to do other than listen to music and work at nights. Maybe make some music or play some bball.  I hate video games these days and pretty much everything else.  I sort of want some benzos but I think it would just get me in trouble so I am not going down that path.  I am doing pretty good though.  I got this half bottle of Jameson and it just sits here now as opposed to being gone in a night.

You?

Lucid, get some hobbies or the boredom will kill ya once you come off the "pink cloud".  The pink cloud being that initial WOAH I FEEL AWESOME BEING SOBER phase that every junkie goes through when getting clean.  It fades away and then it's like hearing nails on a chalkboard forever unless you can distract yourself from the sound.


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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Tangerines]
    #477631 - 09/15/10 04:41 PM (9 years, 6 months ago)

Same ol', Same ol'

Although ive been a lot more proactive lately about trying to get healthy and to manage my addiction/mental issues. I got an 8mg suboxone to help get me through the WD this time. I know it wont last long but it should at least help the symptoms.

Other than that bullshit, just school and looking for work. Definitely going to pick up a bunch of applications to fast food places this weekend and just settle for a mcjob. I need some paychecks coming in. It sucks being broke all the time

Oh, and im out of weed :crankey:


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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Picklez]
    #478228 - 09/16/10 04:05 PM (9 years, 6 months ago)

I would just like to state that today FUCKING SUCKS. its fucking shitty and cold out, I feel worse for some damn reason. Legs are exploding and I'm going to run out of clonodine before my source can get more. Man that bad karma just stacked the fuck up I guess, :justdontknow:  Wish i was a fucking mechanic, I dont know how the fuck to change a wheel cylinder. KILL EVERYTHING!!!!:thumbdown:

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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Lucid]
    #478229 - 09/16/10 04:07 PM (9 years, 6 months ago)

Go harvest some branches, and smoke away sir.

:happyweed:

PS, edit your OP to say day 5 or whatever


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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Lucid]
    #478239 - 09/16/10 04:12 PM (9 years, 6 months ago)

Keep with it brother, you are a better man than I.

Stay strong, you are just about to the other side.


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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Picklez]
    #478288 - 09/16/10 05:18 PM (9 years, 6 months ago)

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Keep with it brother, you are a better man than I.

Stay strong, you are just about to the other side.




I keep thinking I'm getting to the other side, but I dunno its been pretty shitty so far. Depression hit HARD today.  Its so much easier if you have somebody to hang out with and talk to, just takes your mind straight off that shit. I dunno, I need my fucking car fixed god dammit fuck shit.


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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Lucid]
    #478324 - 09/16/10 05:55 PM (9 years, 6 months ago)

Do you do any type of physical activities? Working out is a GREAT cure for depression. Release them endorphins :thumbup:

Just stick with it. You are giving me a bit more hope. Everyone else I know is in the same boat as me. A few days off, then BOOM, relapse.


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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Picklez]
    #478329 - 09/16/10 05:57 PM (9 years, 6 months ago)

Most people remain in that limbo period for a long ass time. :sad:


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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Tangerines]
    #478340 - 09/16/10 06:12 PM (9 years, 6 months ago)

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Most people remain in that limbo period for a long ass time. :sad:





i know it sucks!


And ya I get on my exercycle every morning and go for as long as I can. I use to be able to do like 40 minute rides on a level 5 setting. now i can only do 6 minutes on level 3. it was fucked. ughhhh


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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Lucid]
    #478342 - 09/16/10 06:13 PM (9 years, 6 months ago)

exercise bikes suck. I hate them.

Talk about the most boring form of exercise possible, a bike that doesnt go anywhere.


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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Picklez]
    #478368 - 09/16/10 07:15 PM (9 years, 6 months ago)

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exercise bikes suck. I hate them.

Talk about the most boring form of exercise possible, a bike that doesnt go anywhere.





lol, ya I watch TV while doing it, its just easier because I would get way too tired, and like not be able to make it home.


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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Lucid]
    #478374 - 09/16/10 07:20 PM (9 years, 6 months ago)

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exercise bikes suck. I hate them.

Talk about the most boring form of exercise possible, a bike that doesnt go anywhere.





lol, ya I watch TV while doing it, its just easier because I would get way too tired, and like not be able to make it home.




That's what gives me extra drive

"well, I can either finish this ride up, or get off and walk my bike like a faggot."

Plus riding a road bike is 10x easier than a normal bike


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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Picklez]
    #478407 - 09/16/10 07:52 PM (9 years, 6 months ago)

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exercise bikes suck. I hate them.

Talk about the most boring form of exercise possible, a bike that doesnt go anywhere.





lol, ya I watch TV while doing it, its just easier because I would get way too tired, and like not be able to make it home.




That's what gives me extra drive

"well, I can either finish this ride up, or get off and walk my bike like a faggot."

Plus riding a road bike is 10x easier than a normal bike





maybe ill try busting out my bike tomorrow, I have to go down big hills no matter what way I go down the road though. Maybe your right though, maybe it will force me to push though it.


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