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 Inverted
CNC Machinist/Greenthumb
 
Registered: 06/01/08
Posts: 9,953
Loc: North Star 
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 Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making....  [Re: Mr. Kite]
#476573 - 09/13/10 02:50 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Oh.
Wow, you win!
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 Tangerines
Grease Wizard
Registered: 04/20/08
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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Lucid]
#476576 - 09/13/10 02:56 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Hey Man hang in there! It will get much worse before it gets any better at all! Feeling the wind against your skin is not as awesome as it seems. old habits do in fact die hard and they take as much soul as they can with them.
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Lucid
Monster Plant Creator
Registered: 07/18/08
Posts: 1,082
Loc: Canada-ish.
Last seen: 9 years, 9 months
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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Tangerines]
#476602 - 09/13/10 03:38 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Tangerines said:
Hey Man hang in there! It will get much worse before it gets any better at all! Feeling the wind against your skin is not as awesome as it seems. old habits do in fact die hard and they take as much soul as they can with them.
surprising enough at hour 55 hour mark I'm feeling pretty good. That clonodine totally nuked the leg shit that use to drive me nuts so I'm mainly dealing with being extremely weak, and being a little depressed but no more than I was the entire time I was on Methadone and sub.
Somebody give me a fucking car. GOD I NEED TO GET THE FUCK OUTA MY HOUSE.
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Kilroy
old stoner
Registered: 06/15/10
Posts: 1,347
Loc: Cold as Hell
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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Tangerines]
#476613 - 09/13/10 03:59 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Tangerines said:
Hey Man hang in there! It will get much worse before it gets any better at all! Feeling the wind against your skin is not as awesome as it seems. old habits do in fact die hard and they take as much soul as they can with them.
That was great. That really hits it on the head. I am glad I changed my rating of you
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Tangerines
Grease Wizard
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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Kilroy]
#476620 - 09/13/10 04:32 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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I figured someone had to be the depressing, truthful asshole in this thread. 
Stick with it Lucid. The hell you go through makes the little bit of joy that much better.
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Lucid
Monster Plant Creator
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Posts: 1,082
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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Tangerines]
#476640 - 09/13/10 05:05 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Tangerines said:
I figured someone had to be the depressing, truthful asshole in this thread.
Stick with it Lucid. The hell you go through makes the little bit of joy that much better.
nah its cool, You described it very well. It truely does try to take as much of your soul with it as it can. If a drug can be pure evil its heroin. nobody ever thinks there gona get addicted. yet I know only 2 people who have tried it and not become full addicts. and it was because I wouldn't get it for them. I mean its just staggering, its becoming the top drug of choice among youth our age.. Shit started just flooding in 10 years ago with no end in sight. If I ever see one of the mexican drug dealers who fucking slang that shit and called me to pull me back in when I was sober. I'm putting my fucking new Glock 23 in his fucking mouth and all his friends and blowing the back their fucking head off. Hell ill probably save 20 lives for each one I kill. Fucking parasites.
Edited by Lucid (09/13/10 05:07 PM)
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Lucid
Monster Plant Creator
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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Lucid]
#476928 - 09/14/10 08:12 AM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Alright 72 hours clean. Today I woke up with a little more anxiety than usual. Kinda sucks ass, gona smoke like 9000 bowls now and see what happens. Why does withdrawl have to be a fucking marathon run. Karma owned me.
Oh, and i just sneezed for the first time in like 3 years. Opiates block that sensation to sneeze. Shit was insane, felt so good.
Edited by Lucid (09/14/10 08:15 AM)
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DungenessDank
Lord of the Flies
Registered: 05/05/08
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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Lucid]
#476929 - 09/14/10 08:15 AM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Blow = Marijuana or Cocaine
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Lucid
Monster Plant Creator
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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Lucid]
#476942 - 09/14/10 08:41 AM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Tank333
Psychotic Hippie
Registered: 08/19/10
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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Lucid]
#476944 - 09/14/10 08:44 AM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Keep it up, dude! I'm on day 6 of no cigarettes, and damn, is it hard! Last night I had a dream that I sneaked a little butt of a smoke, and I woke up in a cold sweat! Now I'm sitting at Labor Ready waiting for work, and it's all I can do to keep from going outside and bumming a smoke from someone... lol
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Lucid
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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Tank333]
#476947 - 09/14/10 08:51 AM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Tank333 said:
Keep it up, dude! I'm on day 6 of no cigarettes, and damn, is it hard! Last night I had a dream that I sneaked a little butt of a smoke, and I woke up in a cold sweat! Now I'm sitting at Labor Ready waiting for work, and it's all I can do to keep from going outside and bumming a smoke from someone... lol
Tank333 said:
Keep it up, dude! I'm on day 6 of no cigarettes, and damn, is it hard! Last night I had a dream that I sneaked a little butt of a smoke, and I woke up in a cold sweat! Now I'm sitting at Labor Ready waiting for work, and it's all I can do to keep from going outside and bumming a smoke from someone... lol
Ya quitting can be a bitch, Those are called User dreams. good thing I dont remember my dreams as of recently. they like to come out often, user dreams that is.
Edited by Lucid (09/14/10 09:14 AM)
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Lucid
Monster Plant Creator
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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Lucid]
#477193 - 09/14/10 10:36 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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85 hours in. Went and hung out with Inverted today, Helped passed the time a little I guess. It is getting easier though. I have no doubt that I will ever touch that shit ever again.
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Picklez
Registered: 04/20/08
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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Lucid]
#477201 - 09/14/10 10:48 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Lucid said:
85 hours in. Went and hung out with Inverted today, Helped passed the time a little I guess. It is getting easier though. I have no doubt that I will ever touch that shit ever again.
Good man! I got faith in you.
I had a major relapse. Im back to day 1 
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Kilroy
old stoner
Registered: 06/15/10
Posts: 1,347
Loc: Cold as Hell
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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Picklez]
#477203 - 09/14/10 10:52 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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sorry to hear that picklez, but we all mess up every now and then. I relapsed a couple of times before I made it this long.
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Just smoke a bowl and get over your self
We are human beings first everything else is second
You can not hold anything I post against me for I am delusional
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Mr. Kite
For The Benefit.
Registered: 08/09/10
Posts: 483
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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Kilroy]
#477207 - 09/14/10 10:54 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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I've never been on the shit, thanks everyone for telling me how bad it is. I guess I made one good decision in my life.
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Picklez
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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Mr. Kite]
#477212 - 09/14/10 10:57 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Mr. Kite said:
I've never been on the shit, thanks everyone for telling me how bad it is. I guess I made one good decision in my life.
Certainly did. I regret all this shit.
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Mr. Kite
For The Benefit.
Registered: 08/09/10
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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Picklez]
#477214 - 09/14/10 10:58 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Well at least you realize that and are trying to get off the shit.
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Kilroy
old stoner
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Posts: 1,347
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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Mr. Kite]
#477215 - 09/14/10 10:58 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Mr. Kite said:
Well at least you realize that and are trying to get off the shit.
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Just smoke a bowl and get over your self
We are human beings first everything else is second
You can not hold anything I post against me for I am delusional
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Picklez
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Last seen: 11 years, 10 months
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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Mr. Kite]
#477217 - 09/14/10 11:00 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Mr. Kite said:
Well at least you realize that and are trying to get off the shit.
Ive been "trying" to get clean for years. Although I have got much closer lately than every before
But this is the OP's thread. I hate to derail.
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Mr. Kite
For The Benefit.
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Re: Day 2 off Suboxone, 4 years in the making.... [Re: Picklez]
#477218 - 09/14/10 11:01 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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I think this thread wont be derailed because of other people trying to get clean.
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