Harlz said:

to answer that, you'd probably have to know my life story, but to sum it up in short I guess I could say..

Im unhappy, not always but frequently Id say, while all my loved ones are alive. I always turn to them for help and emotional support too,

and Ive been thinking what the fuck im going to do when they aren't around... and I'm left here alone..


yepp, thats basically why im freaking out Id say..

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FurrowedBrow said:

mdma can provide long term relief for a lot of issues, whether it be emotional connections to loved ones or ptsd and for lots of other issues too.  I didn't meant to put it in a recreational context.  I've never done it myself but I don't really need to have done it to know of its potential benefits.  It certainly beats whatever a doc will give ya.  Unless you're lucky enough to know an underground psychedelic psychotherapist.  Before I tried to use it in a therapeutic context I would do a LOT of reading.  I wouldn't take it at a rave and expect to have a life changing perspective shift in your long term consciousness though.  I think it requires a bit of focus and bringing some of those issues you are dealing with to the surface so that you can look them in the eye and go deeper into them with the purpose of resolution so you can move forward with positivity. 

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Coaster said:

Harlz said:

to answer that, you'd probably have to know my life story, but to sum it up in short I guess I could say..

Im unhappy, not always but frequently Id say, while all my loved ones are alive. I always turn to them for help and emotional support too,

and Ive been thinking what the fuck im going to do when they aren't around... and I'm left here alone..


yepp, thats basically why im freaking out Id say..

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dood i no how that is
and its all preprogrammed too
you see we evolved to have a social desire because we are social creatures and rely on one another for support
b/c if we didnt we would b as pathetic as the lonely cheetah, and not as dominate as the alpha lion
you need to become independent and realize your friends are just a crutch, a tool only used at proper times
you, yourself is what is there to provide everything you need
every1 else is there to provide what you need ONLY when you are in a strut
otherwise you are using ur tools for projects that require just ur hands

FurrowedBrow said:

mdma can provide long term relief for a lot of issues, whether it be emotional connections to loved ones or ptsd and for lots of other issues too.  I didn't meant to put it in a recreational context.  I've never done it myself but I don't really need to have done it to know of its potential benefits.  It certainly beats whatever a doc will give ya.  Unless you're lucky enough to know an underground psychedelic psychotherapist.  Before I tried to use it in a therapeutic context I would do a LOT of reading.  I wouldn't take it at a rave and expect to have a life changing perspective shift in your long term consciousness though.  I think it requires a bit of focus and bringing some of those issues you are dealing with to the surface so that you can look them in the eye and go deeper into them with the purpose of resolution so you can move forward with positivity. 

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ya dood mdma is fucking win
i was talkin to aquaket from shroomery while on his first "roll"
all he had was bkmdma it still totally changed his life
u shouold PM him he told me this long explanation of how his life is changed for the better permanently dood

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Wow Coaster.  I think that is the best post I've ever seen out of you!



PS, Harlz, you do need a good ass roll.  It changed my life too, definitely.