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Picklez
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Re: Off dope [Re: iam23]
#590266 - 10/04/11 12:21 PM (12 years, 6 months ago) |
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No way am I using suboxone or subutex. I am off that shit. Spice is nothing like using dope. It's like a glorified cigarette.
DD- I know it's not a huge deal, but this is the longest ive gone without using in 2 years. to me it's a big deal. ive never been able to stop using. And to the point where I actually feel like I can stay clean. That's the key part.
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Re: Off dope [Re: iam23]
#590271 - 10/04/11 12:57 PM (12 years, 6 months ago) |
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iam23 said: get on methadone or subutex maintenance
Disagree.
A "real" opiate addict has to use these drugs in decreasing doses to effectively quit. In some cases, ie decades of daily use, an addict can have seizures and convulsions, that, without medical supervision, could lead to death. Any "real" junkie knows this, as do Physicians. There is nothing "Cool" about opiate addiction. Its a serious matter.
tough it out. i did, and i know others have as well.
why switch one addiction for another, more socially acceptable one?
-------------------- niteowl said: See, that term pedo gets thrown around a lot. Is a 16 year old guy having sex w/a 16 year old girl a pedophile? If not, then how is a 30 year old considered a pedophile for doing the same thing? I think y'all need to look up the definition for pedophile.
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Whatever your level of addiction, I hope you can sucessfully quit. Did you ever wonder whats it like when, you look back, in the future befor and after you stop using anything to get high, and say to yourself that you glad youve been clean for decades.Now You could, couldnt you?
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Re: Off dope [Re: Picklez]
#590343 - 10/04/11 06:48 PM (12 years, 6 months ago) |
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yeah just ignore dude and keep doin what you're doing... as long as it works, you're good
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Picklez
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Re: Off dope [Re: Big_tiggy]
#590346 - 10/04/11 07:12 PM (12 years, 6 months ago) |
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Big_tiggy said: yeah just ignore dude and keep doin what you're doing... as long as it works, you're good
I am stopping everything as of tomorrow. Maybe still drinking lightly but that I can tolerate.
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Re: Off dope [Re: Picklez]
#590348 - 10/04/11 07:18 PM (12 years, 6 months ago) |
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Just be like me and stay addicted to weed, beer and sports big boy
fuck that herron crap, you dont need that shit in your life and you will lead a lot happier life without it.
Life has its Learn from your mistakes and dont repeat them.
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Picklez
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I cant even do the weed thing right now
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Re: Off dope [Re: Picklez]
#590352 - 10/04/11 07:32 PM (12 years, 6 months ago) |
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Perhaps its not that you cant, its that YOU WONT isnt it? Naturally youve decided for your self to go straight. Am I correct? No one is making you stop everything now, should you not?
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Re: Off dope [Re: Picklez]
#590354 - 10/04/11 07:37 PM (12 years, 6 months ago) |
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KillerPicklez said: I cant even do the weed thing right now
Ok you gotta do what ya gotta do Mee-self is loading a bowl and getting ready to watch the game
I hope the Brewers eliminate the D-backs tonight
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Re: Off dope [Re: iam23]
#590356 - 10/04/11 07:40 PM (12 years, 6 months ago) |
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iam23 said: Whatever your level of addiction, I hope you can sucessfully quit. Did you ever wonder whats it like when, you look back, in the future befor and after you stop using anything to get high, and say to yourself that you glad youve been clean for decades.Now You could, couldnt you?
ill respond to this when you write in english.
-------------------- niteowl said: See, that term pedo gets thrown around a lot. Is a 16 year old guy having sex w/a 16 year old girl a pedophile? If not, then how is a 30 year old considered a pedophile for doing the same thing? I think y'all need to look up the definition for pedophile.
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iam23 said: Whatever your level of addiction, I hope you can sucessfully quit. Did you ever wonder whats it like when, you look back, in the future befor and after you stop using anything to get high, and say to yourself that you glad youve been clean for decades.Now You could, couldnt you?
ill respond to this when you write in english.
Whatsa matter Man? How did I hurt yer feelings?
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Picklez
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damn, wish the game was on ESPN. might have to walk over to the bar
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Re: Off dope [Re: Picklez]
#590361 - 10/04/11 07:59 PM (12 years, 6 months ago) |
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Yeh, but what if after you go there ya drink a few beers and forget all about what you have promised yourself and your friends here. It might help to talk about your addiction. Were you buying yer dope by weight or with mix? Were you shooting, snorting, or smoking it. At the highest point how much were you using? In weight or dollars per day.
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Re: Off dope [Re: iam23]
#590362 - 10/04/11 08:05 PM (12 years, 6 months ago) |
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lol, you give the worst advice ever.
I am not discussing my old habit with a n00bster who suggests using suboxone.
I am at around 17 days, no need for that shit now. it's just about making the RIGHT choices and knowing not to be around the stuff. I am now at the point where I know I will still get cravings and some rough nights here and there but i made it through the sickness, now it's about knowing what i want.
I am about 75% sure I am going to do wwoof in the Spring and not continue with college. Maybe go back to college after a few years of working.
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Re: Off dope [Re: Picklez]
#590364 - 10/04/11 08:16 PM (12 years, 6 months ago) |
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Backs 2 Brew boys 0
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Re: Off dope [Re: Picklez]
#590365 - 10/04/11 08:17 PM (12 years, 6 months ago) |
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Ya , college isnt a guarantee unless its in a technical field. At this point there are very few places that arent drug testing, they are testing for spice though at some labs. If you can find a job thats worth working you are damn lucky. These are the hardest times financially. What kind of work? Something better than minimum wage.
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Picklez
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Re: Off dope [Re: iam23]
#590374 - 10/04/11 08:40 PM (12 years, 6 months ago) |
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it's wwoof.org ... it's like a working program in exchange for room and board and learning how to run a profitable company.. probably do that for 9-18 months depending on how i like it
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Re: Off dope [Re: Picklez]
#590382 - 10/04/11 09:01 PM (12 years, 6 months ago) |
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Lucky, on the job training is a valuable asset. With housing is a definate bonus. There must be age restrictions. I talked to a guy years ago that was involved in a similar thing called job corp. After he went through he was immediately hired at a substantial wage.
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Re: Off dope [Re: iam23]
#590394 - 10/04/11 09:15 PM (12 years, 6 months ago) |
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iam23 said:
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iam23 said: Whatever your level of addiction, I hope you can sucessfully quit. Did you ever wonder whats it like when, you look back, in the future befor and after you stop using anything to get high, and say to yourself that you glad youve been clean for decades.Now You could, couldnt you?
ill respond to this when you write in english.
Whatsa matter Man? How did I hurt yer feelings?
you didn't hurt my feelings i just didn't understand what you wrote.
and KP, 17 days? Good job man, i didnt realize it was that long.
-------------------- niteowl said: See, that term pedo gets thrown around a lot. Is a 16 year old guy having sex w/a 16 year old girl a pedophile? If not, then how is a 30 year old considered a pedophile for doing the same thing? I think y'all need to look up the definition for pedophile.
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Picklez
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Maybe not quite. I am not sure the exact last day I used H. I was heavily benzo'd when I quit and lost track of about a week of my life just laying in bed and being sick. But it's somewhere between 13-17 days. Since I am not using again it doesnt seem as important as it used to be about keeping track of the days. I just know that I am done with it and have moved on.
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