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Invisiblestill beLIEve
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to all the drug addicts out there
    #39231 - 05/25/08 06:11 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

this is not concerning the potsmokers who smoke a few days. this is for the druggies. i got a real question, as im starting to question my life.

how do you handle it?

my life has been going no where for the past 3 years. im very intelligent (although im sure my posts might have others thinking different). i dropped out when i was a junior. i just lost my badass job because i cant control my drug abuse, and now im delivering pizzas. thats a bitch job and i shouldnt be doing it. i just see all my friends going to college and doing something with there life and im not. sure, i make money flipping the trips. and sure i have cash on me and a nice car. but im going no where. i just cant control my drug cravings. i mean, i got 100 bars in, and once i ate the first one it was over, i ended up eating a 1/3 of them in 3 days. all those rolls i got, i could have sold them and made bank, but i just ate them and gave them away. i lost my girlfriend, the one i was going to marry because i cant stop eating bars.

all the people in my life just say 'slow down, and moderate'. but i cant. i have addiction in my family and i cant moderate. its always been all or nothing for me. i went to rehab for 9 months and the day i got out i got fucked up.

i just want experiences from those of you who do drugs like i do. how do you handle it? how do you make a decent life while still getting fucked up on the daily?

i dont want to give everything up, but i want a life that in 20 years i can look back and call successful.

so please, give me some advice. how do you do it? cuz i cant keep going like i am.




i know i fuck around a lot on here, but this is all real talk, and i would appreciate real responses. im at a low point and i dont know what i should do.

thanks


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niteowl said:
See, that term pedo gets thrown around a lot.
Is a 16 year old guy having sex w/a 16 year old girl a pedophile?
If not, then how is a 30 year old considered a pedophile for doing the same thing?
I think y'all need to look up the definition for pedophile.


Edited by still beLIEve (05/25/08 06:14 PM)


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Re: to all the drug addicts out there [Re: still beLIEve]
    #39237 - 05/25/08 06:19 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

It sounds like you're asking, "How do I fuck my life up without fucking my life up?"

I suspect you know there isn't a simple answer. You have to decide whether "flipping the trips" is really what you want to do with your life, or if you've got higher aspirations. And if you do have goals, then you need to restrict your drug use in a manner consistent with achieving those goals.

You say you have an addictive personality and that it's all-or-nothing. If this is the case, you really need to stay away from benzos. Unless you know of any productive job/goal where being barred out of your skull isn't problematic.

Hard drugs can be used while leading a productive life, but it's never an easy balance. Usually the most successful hard drug for productive lives is amphetamine, but even then you need to moderate in order to minimize getting spun and crashing.


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Re: to all the drug addicts out there [Re: still beLIEve]
    #39238 - 05/25/08 06:20 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

i know kids way more hardcore than you and your bars

kids that smoke meth and pop a dozen rolls at a time

mixin booze and molly or mda then blowin lines n shit

i got no advice but there is always people out there that are way worse/crazier


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Re: to all the drug addicts out there [Re: Sativus]
    #39240 - 05/25/08 06:23 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

Sativus said:
It sounds like you're asking, "How do I fuck my life up without fucking my life up?"

I suspect you know there isn't a simple answer. You have to decide whether "flipping the trips" is really what you want to do with your life, or if you've got higher aspirations. And if you do have goals, then you need to restrict your drug use in a manner consistent with achieving those goals.

You say you have an addictive personality and that it's all-or-nothing. If this is the case, you really need to stay away from benzos. Unless you know of any productive job/goal where being barred out of your skull isn't problematic.




it is all or nothing for me. but i see people that can do there thing and mantain a good life, and im wondering how they do that.

and yes, i was kind of asking how to still have fun but have a life, and i dont know how. ive never been able to.

and i know there isnt a simple answer, if there was things would be peachy.

thats why i wanted to know everyones person experiences and how they handle it.

Quote:

Atheist said:
i know kids way more hardcore than you and your bars

kids that smoke meth and pop a dozen rolls at a time

mixin booze and molly or mda then blowin lines n shit

i got no advice but there is always people out there that are way worse/crazier




i know there are worse than me, im not trying to say im the hardest mother fucker out there. i know im not TOO deep, i wasnt trying to act hard


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niteowl said:
See, that term pedo gets thrown around a lot.
Is a 16 year old guy having sex w/a 16 year old girl a pedophile?
If not, then how is a 30 year old considered a pedophile for doing the same thing?
I think y'all need to look up the definition for pedophile.


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Re: to all the drug addicts out there [Re: still beLIEve]
    #39244 - 05/25/08 06:27 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

oh ya i know that, im not sayin ur tryin to be badass

but that there are people out there waaaaay more fucked up, id lay off the xanax tho IMO


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Re: to all the drug addicts out there [Re: Atheist]
    #39247 - 05/25/08 06:30 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

yeah for sure.

the only reason i fuck with them is i get them dirt cheap. and its like the white persons crack. when i get a 100 pack in, its gone in 4 hours. thats why its so hard to stay away from them.



but those people that are WAAYYYYY more fucked up, do they have any type of life what so ever?


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niteowl said:
See, that term pedo gets thrown around a lot.
Is a 16 year old guy having sex w/a 16 year old girl a pedophile?
If not, then how is a 30 year old considered a pedophile for doing the same thing?
I think y'all need to look up the definition for pedophile.


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Re: to all the drug addicts out there [Re: still beLIEve]
    #39250 - 05/25/08 06:31 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

maybe you should have stayed in school, refused to take certain drugs, and use the appropriate drugs in moderation.

but now that you can't change that, you can always try and use your drug addiction in YOUR favor.


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Re: to all the drug addicts out there [Re: still beLIEve]
    #39251 - 05/25/08 06:31 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

what do you want?

a better job, money, respect, a simple life...

once you choose that it's just your willpower


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Re: to all the drug addicts out there [Re: bananatelephone]
    #39252 - 05/25/08 06:33 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

bananatelephone said:
maybe you should have stayed in school, refused to take certain drugs, and use the appropriate drugs in moderation.

but now that you can't change that, you can always try and use your drug addiction in YOUR favor.




yeah maybe i should have done that. but i fucking didnt. and its easy to say moderation, but you arent in my position. its not that easy, i promise.

and how the fuck to i change drug addiction to my favor?


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niteowl said:
See, that term pedo gets thrown around a lot.
Is a 16 year old guy having sex w/a 16 year old girl a pedophile?
If not, then how is a 30 year old considered a pedophile for doing the same thing?
I think y'all need to look up the definition for pedophile.


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Re: to all the drug addicts out there [Re: Compass]
    #39253 - 05/25/08 06:34 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

Compass said:
what do you want?

a better job, money, respect, a simple life...

once you choose that it's just your willpower




i WANT a life where i can have fun, make money, flip the trips, live a good life with my girl, and have a good job

but it doesnt seem like all of that is possible


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niteowl said:
See, that term pedo gets thrown around a lot.
Is a 16 year old guy having sex w/a 16 year old girl a pedophile?
If not, then how is a 30 year old considered a pedophile for doing the same thing?
I think y'all need to look up the definition for pedophile.


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Re: to all the drug addicts out there [Re: still beLIEve]
    #39257 - 05/25/08 06:36 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

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still beLIEve said:
Quote:

bananatelephone said:
maybe you should have stayed in school, refused to take certain drugs, and use the appropriate drugs in moderation.

but now that you can't change that, you can always try and use your drug addiction in YOUR favor.




yeah maybe i should have done that. but i fucking didnt. and its easy to say moderation, but you arent in my position. its not that easy, i promise.

and how the fuck to i change drug addiction to my favor?



somewhat like how in Thailand many businesses dole out yaba to keep employees awake and making money....same with in the sex trade...


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Re: to all the drug addicts out there [Re: still beLIEve]
    #39259 - 05/25/08 06:37 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

I'd say you have to quit all the drugs and work hard to land the job you want.

Then see how you can fit that other stuff into your life.

It's all in what comes first.


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Re: to all the drug addicts out there [Re: bananatelephone]
    #39260 - 05/25/08 06:37 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

well thank you for the advice, i dont see how i can apply that to my life though

maybe there isnt an answer and im just bitching cuz im coming off a nasty drug binge. i dont know. its whatever.


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niteowl said:
See, that term pedo gets thrown around a lot.
Is a 16 year old guy having sex w/a 16 year old girl a pedophile?
If not, then how is a 30 year old considered a pedophile for doing the same thing?
I think y'all need to look up the definition for pedophile.


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Re: to all the drug addicts out there [Re: still beLIEve]
    #39264 - 05/25/08 06:43 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Start smoking meth and deliver more pizzas.:shrug:


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Re: to all the drug addicts out there [Re: still beLIEve]
    #39266 - 05/25/08 07:09 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Well man sorry to say but its a choice. You either have the love of your life, a real job, a successful future for yourself. Or you stay dedicated to doing drugs, nothing will get better, you'll be alone in the worst way, and you'll probably die alone or end up in jail alone.

Its either one or the other, not both. Like I was telling you before, your not past the point of no return, make the choice now or stay with what your doing. Its all up to you.


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Re: to all the drug addicts out there [Re: still beLIEve]
    #39267 - 05/25/08 07:10 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Quit the benzos and get back in school!


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Re: to all the drug addicts out there [Re: JoppA]
    #39269 - 05/25/08 07:13 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

well sucks for you, you're an addict and no one's going to be able to help you unless YOU want to change it, you can't expect to get out of rehab and not have the addiction anymore, you've got to work on it, so stop being a puss and have some self control.


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Re: to all the drug addicts out there [Re: heyAdroid]
    #39276 - 05/25/08 07:20 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

using addiction and self control in the same sentence is almost an oxymoron. Thats the point man, when you have a chemical dependency, your need for the drug physically not to mention mentally defeats your self control.

He's not a pussy and He's not a dumbass, he has a problem like I have and a shitload of other people around here have. Its a choice to be sober, once you make that choice you should probably seek a doctor. He'll be able to prescribe you medicine that will enable you to regain your self control.

In the right state of mind anyone can say no, in the state of mind an addict embodies, its not a question of deciding, the decision is made for you without any kind of reasoning


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Edited by JoppA (05/25/08 07:22 PM)


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Re: to all the drug addicts out there [Re: still beLIEve]
    #39294 - 05/25/08 08:11 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Quote:

Toiletduk said:
Quit the benzos and get back in school!





whats happining right now is you are realizing you are wasting your life. i recomend you cut back for a while and really think about where you are headed. sure you are making money but its not what you want you even said so yourself. take a year off drugs. all drugs. they will be there when you want em but you need the time to clear your head and pick a direction.


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Re: to all the drug addicts out there [Re: roby000]
    #39316 - 05/25/08 08:37 PM (8 years, 6 months ago)

Honestly, I have no fucking clue.

I'm not really the one in control.


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