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 bananatelephone
MarijuAnna♫
Registered: 05/18/08
Posts: 5,111
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Pills are the worst, stay away from pharms is what I do.
Drugs may be making your depression worse. 
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captain.koons
Failed Botanist
Registered: 06/25/08
Posts: 6,170
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Or they could be making my depression better.
I think me doing opiates via pills is a lot better than me banging heroin.
I've been eating pills for a few years now. I can't even remember what changed my drug use philosophies, I used to be strongly apposed to any chemical drugs I'd only smoke weed and do mushrooms then I think I tried ecstasy and decided to try more drugs. :o
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bananatelephone
MarijuAnna♫
Registered: 05/18/08
Posts: 5,111
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Damn E always seducing people into pills.....
I mean of course some drugs do help, but idk I always turned them down....so maybe I could feel better with them.
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captain.koons
Failed Botanist
Registered: 06/25/08
Posts: 6,170
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I'm sure it would have happened eventually it's just the fact that I opened up to a non natural drug and found it amazing.
I'm trying to cut back with drugs because of school, specially if I ever want to go to graduate school. Just the other day I ran into some girl who always did lines of ketamine and coke + dropped ecstasy a lot basically weekly and she's now in med school :S
It's crazy how people have such potential for change.
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 Phriend
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Registered: 06/19/08
Posts: 2,416
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Last seen: 17 years, 5 months
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in most cases those kind of drugs are prescribed for pain
not depression as you may well already know
.. I do alot of drugs too/have done
once you do the same ones over and over you know what to expect
and you might even lose intrest in doing them
I pretty much have
I would love to take acid again and dose sum shrooms but don't really have the time
Getting ones life in order is more important
drugs will be around forever
they'll get more advanced the older we get
sort you're fucking life out once you are in good terms with yourself and actually have no worries and feel good about being alive then celebrate by using a good drug not sumthing shitty like coke and pills ..etc..
You're a winner 
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captain.koons
Failed Botanist
Registered: 06/25/08
Posts: 6,170
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 Re: i fucking love october  [Re: Phriend]
#132319 - 10/14/08 01:21 PM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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Yeah I know that opiates aren't for depression.
I've probably done opiates several hundred times (I know I have) so I'm basically no better than a junkie. I lose interest and just avoid them for extended periods of time but I just come back with a vengeance. I do coke whenever it's offered to me which I think was basically ever day last summer :P
I'm dosing shrooms this saturday with a lady friend from highschool :-D maybe I need to figure out some sort of plan to stop doing opiates, misc pharms, ect. I'm just uber destructive but I know I should quit.
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Phriend
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sex is always a good alternative
if it's good sex that is ...
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captain.koons
Failed Botanist
Registered: 06/25/08
Posts: 6,170
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Re: i fucking love october [Re: Phriend]
#132321 - 10/14/08 01:26 PM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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I get all the sex I want, doesn't stop me from doing drugs.
I actually limit the amount of sex I have by not letting my girlfriend (don't have one at the moment) be all clingy or move in. I like working out daily and don't like getting tired out :o That and I hate clingy fucking bitches.
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mel_lonta_tauda
Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 9,407
Loc: the sun
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captain.koons said:
bananatelephone said:
it saddens me when the trees go completely bare though.
I get depressed come winter I think it's from watching all the leaves die and fall off the trees 
then you can always play in the leaves when they fall to the ground. it's only natural, no need to get upset
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captain.koons
Failed Botanist
Registered: 06/25/08
Posts: 6,170
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haha
I got 2 big bags of leaves in my Car that I haven't taken out for some reason. I'm telling people it's so I can smell autumn all winter long :-D
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wowitch420
whippits n ribs
Registered: 04/22/08
Posts: 5,982
Loc: 512 TX
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captain.koons said:
Only copius amounts of drugs help me
I don't even tell my IRL friends I get mad depressed I just go rogue and eat tons of drugs until I feel better. The depression is unreal I totally believe I have seasonal affective disorder
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captain.koons
Failed Botanist
Registered: 06/25/08
Posts: 6,170
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Re: i fucking love october [Re: wowitch420]
#132353 - 10/14/08 02:50 PM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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Glad to see wowitch to read and reply 
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bananatelephone
MarijuAnna♫
Registered: 05/18/08
Posts: 5,111
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mel_lonta_tauda said:
captain.koons said:
bananatelephone said:
it saddens me when the trees go completely bare though.
I get depressed come winter I think it's from watching all the leaves die and fall off the trees
then you can always play in the leaves when they fall to the ground. it's only natural, no need to get upset
There's a bright side to everything, thanks Mel.
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captain.koons
Failed Botanist
Registered: 06/25/08
Posts: 6,170
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I raked up my dads gf's leaves up just to haul them in my car for a while because im freaken weird like that.
I was going to use them for worm bedding at first but never did :S
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slackophage
Misanthropist
Registered: 04/21/08
Posts: 891
Loc: Tacompton, WA
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Careful with the opiates for depression there, capt. I'm actually just now coming out of a 2 year depression that was severely exacerbated (though not caused) by opiate use in the last year. Did the same thing about 10 years ago too, so I knew better but cared less. The easy way out and all that shit...
You don't realize how much worse the opiates make it until you're off them, but is usually takes getting your head on the right path first, then kicking the habit.
If you think you have SAD, try some daily 5-HTP maybe? A good shroom trip like you're saying could also kick it in the right direction, too.
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still beLIEve
State Property..Again
Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 17,167
Loc: a world thats not my own
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Re: i fucking love october [Re: slackophage]
#132743 - 10/15/08 01:23 PM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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i find drugs usually help any kind of depression/feeling bad
just me though
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niteowl said:
See, that term pedo gets thrown around a lot.
Is a 16 year old guy having sex w/a 16 year old girl a pedophile?
If not, then how is a 30 year old considered a pedophile for doing the same thing?
I think y'all need to look up the definition for pedophile.
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Phriend
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Posts: 2,416
Loc: in the walls
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I find good ol sunshine works great
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slackophage
Misanthropist
Registered: 04/21/08
Posts: 891
Loc: Tacompton, WA
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still beLIEve said:
i find drugs usually help any kind of depression/feeling bad
just me though
Or they just cover up deeper problems...if you call that helping then so be it.
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still beLIEve
State Property..Again
Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 17,167
Loc: a world thats not my own
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Re: i fucking love october [Re: slackophage]
#132761 - 10/15/08 02:10 PM (17 years, 7 months ago) |
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works for me
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niteowl said:
See, that term pedo gets thrown around a lot.
Is a 16 year old guy having sex w/a 16 year old girl a pedophile?
If not, then how is a 30 year old considered a pedophile for doing the same thing?
I think y'all need to look up the definition for pedophile.
Edited by still beLIEve (10/15/08 02:11 PM)
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slackophage
Misanthropist
Registered: 04/21/08
Posts: 891
Loc: Tacompton, WA
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Wait 10 years
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