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RasJeph
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growery, help me out.
#661762 - 03/11/13 07:22 AM (11 years, 1 month ago) |
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So I quit drinking liquor a few months ago and I've been pretty good about just sticking to beer.
Saturday night I only drank beer but still got way too drunk.
I've decided to quit drinking completely now. It's killing me, and hurting my loved ones. I feel like a real piece of shit for how I acted.
So, if I post here saying I'm drinking or that I'm drunk tell me to Fuck off. Give me a shifty rating. Hell, even temp ban me if you're a mod and that's allowed.
I'm not telling any of my friends just yet. I wanna go a month or so on my own before I tell anyone. I'm fairly sure I can do it, but any help from you guys would be awesome. <3 thanks.
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drawde
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Re: growery, help me out. [Re: RasJeph]
#661767 - 03/11/13 07:53 AM (11 years, 1 month ago) |
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I can assassinate you if you start drinkin
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RasJeph
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Re: growery, help me out. [Re: drawde]
#661775 - 03/11/13 09:21 AM (11 years, 1 month ago) |
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I'd really appreciate that to be honest. The more I think about it, the more I want to quit. Its been fucking my life up for almost 10 years now. I can't think of more than a handful of problems I've had that weren't at least semi related to me drinking. I sure have a lot of fun, but lately its almost stopped being fun. Its not worth the headaches and the stress it causes other people anymore. I never wanted to be "that guy", but I guess I became him without even noticing.
I should be OK. I'm just gonna smoke a lot more weed. I've never woken up not knowing where I was or what I did or who I offended from a night of smoking.
I wish I could handle just drinking a few beers and rocking a steady buzz, but I guess I can't. Even when I tell myself I'm just gonna drink 6 or so, it never goes that way. So, fuck it. Weed it is <3
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Hawksresurrection
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Re: growery, help me out. [Re: RasJeph]
#661803 - 03/11/13 02:53 PM (11 years, 1 month ago) |
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Ban you? Well we can do that if that's what you really want.
I hope you get this under control man. Good luck!
-------------------- Dude she isn't as young as she use to be. -niteowl
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RasJeph
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Ya if You notice me posting that I'm drinking or drunk and remember, give my ass a temp ban. Thanks for the support man. I think as long as I smoke I'm ok. I only drink once a week now as it is but always too much.
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Hawksresurrection
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Re: growery, help me out. [Re: RasJeph]
#661808 - 03/11/13 03:56 PM (11 years, 1 month ago) |
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Will do
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P-O
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just clean up ur act bro.
u know urslf more then we do.... buy a kilo of kratom. and quit drinking FOR-EV-ER
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RasJeph
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Re: growery, help me out. [Re: P-O]
#661827 - 03/11/13 07:41 PM (11 years, 1 month ago) |
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Ya. I'm by no means relying on you guys. But I post here a lot, so a little reminder from you guys might do more good than you'd think
it really shouldn't prove to be a problem, but it might.
For now? Kushhhhhhhhh!
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KaptKid
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Re: growery, help me out. [Re: RasJeph]
#661830 - 03/11/13 07:47 PM (11 years, 1 month ago) |
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Stop drinking has been one of the hardest things for me to do. I make 30 or so days and pick up.Then its on for 3 or 4 days. Right now I'm checking out AA but I'm not going to stop my pot use. Those guys want me to stop everything. The pot helps with pain in the old body.
Good luck to you.
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Hawksresurrection
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Re: growery, help me out. [Re: KaptKid]
#661841 - 03/11/13 07:56 PM (11 years, 1 month ago) |
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Smart Recovery is a pretty decent alternative to AA, you should check it out.
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still beLIEve
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I feel your pain. Month out of drug court im already trying to kick heroin. Shit ain't no joke. I thought things were going to be different, but they weren't.
-------------------- niteowl said: See, that term pedo gets thrown around a lot. Is a 16 year old guy having sex w/a 16 year old girl a pedophile? If not, then how is a 30 year old considered a pedophile for doing the same thing? I think y'all need to look up the definition for pedophile.
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RasJeph
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Aww man.
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RasJeph
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Re: growery, help me out. [Re: RasJeph]
#662689 - 03/17/13 06:52 PM (11 years, 1 month ago) |
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heeeey my first not drunk st pattys day. Haha I'm proud of myself for not drinking today. I ended up telling my friends. That may be part of what stopped me. I don't wanna disappoint them more than I don't wanna disappoint me.
I am pretty stoned indeed. Hence the accidental centering. New Kush is wonderful.
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Hawksresurrection
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Re: growery, help me out. [Re: RasJeph]
#662690 - 03/17/13 07:02 PM (11 years, 1 month ago) |
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Awesome dude!! Keep it up!
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zzzzzz
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I'll tell you what will help you reduce or quit drinking - the gout. Changed my life .....
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RasJeph
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Re: growery, help me out. [Re: zzzzzz]
#665103 - 04/06/13 05:25 AM (11 years, 19 days ago) |
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Well, its been a month of Saturday's which was my drinking day. I've done a lot of thinking. A lot of smoking haha. Honestly, I don't even really miss drinking too much. If I said I didn't want a beer when one was offered to me, I'd be a liar. But I never had an overwhelming need to drink. My buddies come over and drink while I smoke, and its really not as tempting as I anticipated.
I'm very proud of myself. My friends all ask if I'm done drinking forever. I guess probably not. I know right now I'll probably have a few on memorial day, and the fourth of July. But I told them I'm not going to the bar anymore, I'm not staying out until 4 anymore, I'm not drinking until I blackout and puke anymore. I guess I'll view this as a reality check. So long as I can remember how shitty it felt, I'm sure I'll be ok.
And that's not to say I'm about to run out and drink because its been a month. Nah. Definitely not haha. Just posting to update and remind myself about it. I feel so much better and healthier, I'm gonna stick with herbal.
I'm lucky enough to have birthday on 4/20 so for my birthday I'll be good with just smoking.
Woo!
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USAlien234
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Re: growery, help me out. [Re: RasJeph]
#665105 - 04/06/13 06:03 AM (11 years, 19 days ago) |
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Nice Brother im proud of you ! Keep it up and Im sending good vibes your way !
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still beLIEve
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Re: growery, help me out. [Re: RasJeph]
#665114 - 04/06/13 10:20 AM (11 years, 19 days ago) |
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Quote:
RasJeph said: Well, its been a month of Saturday's which was my drinking day. I've done a lot of thinking. A lot of smoking haha. Honestly, I don't even really miss drinking too much. If I said I didn't want a beer when one was offered to me, I'd be a liar. But I never had an overwhelming need to drink. My buddies come over and drink while I smoke, and its really not as tempting as I anticipated.
I'm very proud of myself. My friends all ask if I'm done drinking forever. I guess probably not. I know right now I'll probably have a few on memorial day, and the fourth of July. But I told them I'm not going to the bar anymore, I'm not staying out until 4 anymore, I'm not drinking until I blackout and puke anymore. I guess I'll view this as a reality check. So long as I can remember how shitty it felt, I'm sure I'll be ok.
And that's not to say I'm about to run out and drink because its been a month. Nah. Definitely not haha. Just posting to update and remind myself about it. I feel so much better and healthier, I'm gonna stick with herbal.
I'm lucky enough to have birthday on 4/20 so for my birthday I'll be good with just smoking.
Woo!
Congratulations!
This post makes me feel guilty! I posted something about my own addiction problems in the beginning of this thread, and about how I was currently kicking an H habit. Well I did get clean, and I stayed clean 4 weeks until LAST NIGHT. I'm not super worried, and I'm making sure it stays an isolated incident; but after reading your post it would have been cool to be able to say I still hadn't used either.
In any event, awesome job man!
-------------------- niteowl said: See, that term pedo gets thrown around a lot. Is a 16 year old guy having sex w/a 16 year old girl a pedophile? If not, then how is a 30 year old considered a pedophile for doing the same thing? I think y'all need to look up the definition for pedophile.
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Keep up the good work! I'm a little over a year with no booze and just the thought of drinking is really unappetizing. I know I can't touch alcohol again so I don't ever give myself that "just once" opportunity for a drink. I know just once is enough to start all over. Keep doing what you're doing and eventually you won't even think about it, you just don't drink.
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sloantbone
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Re: growery, help me out. [Re: RasJeph]
#665241 - 04/07/13 11:01 AM (11 years, 18 days ago) |
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congrats on you quitting drinking.
I quit drinking about three years ago. I smoke pot, I wont drink any alcohol drinks.
I enjoy life much better.
The longer you quit drinking the more you will wake up and appreciate how stupid people are to drink a drink that only serves to make them more stupid.
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