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 Triptonic
Registered: 06/13/08
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 Re: Keepin  [Re: Inverted]
#307938 - 11/01/09 08:12 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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No one here is against you man, we are basically saying relapse is part of the process. But that doesnt mean I wont start over the counter. Also you have to look at it through our eyes. Using is using and thats that. I will still be here to support you.
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mhbound
Ballin out at all cost
Registered: 09/22/08
Posts: 8,144
Loc: High
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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Triptonic]
#307945 - 11/01/09 08:18 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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I'm just telling you man...I won't say anything else I'm not being negative I'm being realistic. You clearly have a drug problem that needs some attention. NA kept me clean for well over 1 year and after that I have absolutely no desire to use those drugs anymore...In fact I have used them since and was like fuck this.
Obviously most of the time people with a strong addiction will not come out so lucky...I somehow managed to escape it...You probably won't, or at least the odds are against you.
Well, if you're like me then good, but if not you'll find out soon enough that you need some help other than smoking weed...Even if the help is smoking weed in combination with the NA meetings.
NA will give you support...This site isn't going to give you the support you need if you truly have a problem, and from everything I've read you do.
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Triptonic
Registered: 06/13/08
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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: mhbound]
#307951 - 11/01/09 08:22 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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Ya weed definatly is'nt a cure-all. In fact its not really a cure at all. It's just a help.
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Inverted
CNC Machinist/Greenthumb
Registered: 06/01/08
Posts: 9,953
Loc: North Star
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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Fox]
#307958 - 11/01/09 08:26 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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Fox said:
Do you have any hobbies that are not drug related?
You and your gal could go bike riding, hiking, travel, fly a kite.. whatever. be creative I'm sure you could find a lot of healthy and positive activities to keep your mind occupied and off the H.
Sad story.
I've sold all of my hobbies for the habit.
I used to be HUGE into R/C Racing.
I had an electric stadium truck that would waste a gas version.
It cost me $300 for the base, then I ended up putting another $1000 into it... The little fucker was almost entirely billet aluminum and indestructible.
It was silent because it was electric (not annoying like nitro) and could easily reach 40-50mph on my gravel road! I really really wish I wouldn't have ever sold it. Fuck!
My new hobbies are growing, fucking, and the Growery. Oh and eating when I feel good enough.
I can't wait for another week to go by, because as I remember last time I quit that after 10 days I start to eat again naturally like I used to and could actually EAT BREAKFAST! I haven't eaten food before 3-4pm in the last year... Sad huh? but thats just the way it makes your stomach feel.
Super hungry to the point of pain in the stomach but absolutely NO appetite.
I have a terrible routine of not eating til dinnertime, then I'll eat an entire day's worth of food in one meal and it just FUCKS up my stomach and digestive system.
I can't wait for everything to be NORMAL again. I WANT IT SO FUCKING BAD YOU GUYS HAVE NO IDEA. I CRY OVER IT ALMOST EVERY DAY....
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 Keith22
Registered: 10/06/09
Posts: 217
Loc: Canada
Last seen: 15 years, 2 months
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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: mhbound]
#307959 - 11/01/09 08:26 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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It's sad to see that you gave in inverted but as everyone else has said, it's not going to change our support for you. Start over again. Tomorrow is a new day and a new start. If thats what needs to be done then so be it. We have faith in you buddy, try and make it a little while longer this time. The sub seemed to be what was holding you together so I would hope that you can keep your hands on the stuff for some time. Good luck this time around bro! Were all pulling for ya. Ill be up and around bright and early tomorrow so we can chat if you have nothing to do haha.
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Triptonic
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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Inverted]
#307961 - 11/01/09 08:28 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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At least you're not constipated.
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Inverted
CNC Machinist/Greenthumb
Registered: 06/01/08
Posts: 9,953
Loc: North Star
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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Inverted]
#307963 - 11/01/09 08:28 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yeah until I feel better about the vibes i'm getting right now I don't feel like being here.
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Triptonic
Registered: 06/13/08
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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Inverted]
#307965 - 11/01/09 08:30 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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Aww dude, I'm just messin with you dont be so uptight.
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mhbound
Ballin out at all cost
Registered: 09/22/08
Posts: 8,144
Loc: High
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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Triptonic]
#307969 - 11/01/09 08:32 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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Me mentioning NA ruined your night apparently.
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Fox
healer
Registered: 10/10/09
Posts: 476
Loc: traveling
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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Inverted]
#307971 - 11/01/09 08:34 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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Do you own a bicycle?
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Triptonic
Registered: 06/13/08
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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Fox]
#307972 - 11/01/09 08:35 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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I think he left for the night. He seemed a little angry. About what I dont know. We have all been giving good advice recently.
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mhbound
Ballin out at all cost
Registered: 09/22/08
Posts: 8,144
Loc: High
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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Triptonic]
#307973 - 11/01/09 08:37 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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He wants some hairon. He needs some help...Poor guy, I've been there before.
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Keith22
Registered: 10/06/09
Posts: 217
Loc: Canada
Last seen: 15 years, 2 months
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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Triptonic]
#307974 - 11/01/09 08:39 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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Triptonic said:
I think he left for the night. He seemed a little angry. About what I dont know. We have all been giving good advice recently.
True, but at the same time he is probably feeling pretty down on himself for basically using again. I think if I had been on 6 days sober and broken it I would feel quite shitty myself. What he needs is a good nights sleep if possible. Tomorrow's a new day. Keep your head up inverted.
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Triptonic
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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Keith22]
#307975 - 11/01/09 08:40 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yea, but also its only a week. I would feel worse if it was a month. At least its only a week.
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Keith22
Registered: 10/06/09
Posts: 217
Loc: Canada
Last seen: 15 years, 2 months
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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Triptonic]
#307977 - 11/01/09 08:42 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yeah thats a good point too. Either way he made a great step towards what he's trying to accomplish so props to him.
GOOOOOOOD VIBESSS INVERTED, GOOD VIBESSSSSS
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Fox
healer
Registered: 10/10/09
Posts: 476
Loc: traveling
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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Triptonic]
#307978 - 11/01/09 08:42 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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Six days to be exact.
tomorrow's goal can be to make it seven days!
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Triptonic
Registered: 06/13/08
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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Fox]
#307979 - 11/01/09 08:44 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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Agreed  !
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Keith22
Registered: 10/06/09
Posts: 217
Loc: Canada
Last seen: 15 years, 2 months
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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Fox]
#307982 - 11/01/09 08:47 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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Fox said:
Six days to be exact.
tomorrow's goal can be to make it seven days!
I think that's a good goal to work for. Not to say he should try for seven and then use right away just because he's reached his goal. Shoot for the moon man, try your hardest each time and you WILL break the habit.
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MFDoom666
trash hoarder
Registered: 04/24/08
Posts: 8,842
Loc: emerica
Last seen: 8 years, 5 months
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Re: Keepin' Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Lucid]
#307986 - 11/01/09 08:56 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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Lucid said:
Oh and fuck me I used, I just fucking love the Needle too much!!
SOme Halloween for me :-(
it's alright.
we all have our days.
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FurrowedBrow said:
They should teach african engineering at the college level. mcgyver 101
Harry_Ba11sach said:
Has anyone really been far even as decided to use even go want to do look more like?
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FarBeyondDriven
Truthfully, I'm a bullshitter
Registered: 04/22/08
Posts: 13,834
Loc: Greenbow, Alabama
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Re: Keepin" Inverted off Heroin! [Re: Keith22]
#308003 - 11/01/09 09:33 PM (16 years, 5 months ago) |
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Keith22 said:
Fox said:
Six days to be exact.
tomorrow's goal can be to make it seven days!
I think that's a good goal to work for. Not to say he should try for seven and then use right away just because he's reached his goal. Shoot for the moon man, try your hardest each time and you WILL break the habit.
it starts over cuz he used doesnt it? i would think so anyway. time to start over man.
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