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TIC- im all out
    #155083 - 12/03/08 08:26 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

or all in?

whats up growery?

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Picklez]
    #155087 - 12/03/08 08:28 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

I'm dope sick but things are all right.
I need to bust through my HW soon I've put it off far too long.

Asshole friend won't give me any suboxone!

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
    #155089 - 12/03/08 08:30 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Just do it man. Putting things off means there more to do later right.


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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
    #155090 - 12/03/08 08:31 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

some suboxone does sound good, but getting yourself clean for a while is probably a much smarter idea. I have a little bit of homework I am trying to finish up tonight so that I can be done for the semester with assignments and start studying for my 2 final exams

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Picklez]
    #155091 - 12/03/08 08:33 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

i have 4mgs of subutex. Im saving it for a rainy day when i can afford a 8 hours of good awesome feeling and 2 days of puking my guts out.

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Stoneth]
    #155092 - 12/03/08 08:34 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Yea it's hard when you feel like you got the flu x10  though...

Oh well. More coffee.

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Picklez]
    #155093 - 12/03/08 08:34 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Sounds like fun.


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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Stoneth]
    #155096 - 12/03/08 08:35 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

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Sounds like fun.




not much fun but better to get it done with now instead of slaving over the weekend to do it and trying to cram for exams at the same time. :shrug:

not to mention I am still apartment hunting

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Picklez]
    #155099 - 12/03/08 08:36 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Yea I really need to get clean. :sad:
Goodbye beloved opiates!

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
    #155100 - 12/03/08 08:37 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

drugs r bad mmm K

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Phriend]
    #155106 - 12/03/08 08:43 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

come on Tang you can do it
it could be worse

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Picklez]
    #155108 - 12/03/08 08:44 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Yea yr right do now and later be free for the things of fun and excitment. Smart move on yr part. Good luck on the apartment hunting too bra.


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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Justice_Fish]
    #155109 - 12/03/08 08:45 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Stoned.

Playing halo 3.

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Justice_Fish]
    #155110 - 12/03/08 08:47 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Yea I know.  I need to get this damn monkey off my back!

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
    #155112 - 12/03/08 08:48 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

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Yea I really need to get clean. :sad:
Goodbye beloved opiates!


 

One of the best moves u will ever make.
Like Justice Fish said it could be wrost and opiates are not good for u. Good luck and stay with it u can do it.


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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Stoneth]
    #155113 - 12/03/08 08:48 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

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Yea yr right do now and later be free for the things of fun and excitment. Smart move on yr part. Good luck on the apartment hunting too bra.




Thanks, the apartment situation has been most stressful because I have to file for a release from my dorm lease and hope that gets approved and find somewhere to live all in the same time. Its driving me insane :crazy2:

I might have a 30mg roxy on the way :rail:

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
    #155114 - 12/03/08 08:48 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

:obama:

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Stoneth]
    #155115 - 12/03/08 08:49 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

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Quote:

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Yea I really need to get clean. :sad:
Goodbye beloved opiates!


 

One of the best moves u will ever make.
Like Justice Fish said it could be wrost and opiates are not good for u. Good luck and stay with it u can do it.



opiates are fine if used intermittently.


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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Doitagain]
    #155118 - 12/03/08 08:52 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

True but moderate use often leads to heavy use.

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
    #155119 - 12/03/08 08:54 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Exactly right u are.


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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Doitagain]
    #155121 - 12/03/08 09:00 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

I think every junkie says that in the beginning. Everyone I've ever known anyway. It's been true for some but, how does one know they will be one of those? They don't.

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
    #155126 - 12/03/08 09:05 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

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True but moderate use often leads to heavy use.



yeah thats definitely true, i was just responding to the blanket statement "opiates are bad for u." They can be bad for you (very easily) but they don't necessarily have to be.  i've used opiates for about a year and a half and its never become an excessive thing.


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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: TripityDooDaDay]
    #155127 - 12/03/08 09:06 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

That's how it happened to my friend. And he is in complete denial that he has a problem. He tells me that I buy it as much as he does (which is a full blown lie). His gf, his friends, and his family all tell him he is fucking up his life and he thinks we are the problem.

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Doitagain]
    #155132 - 12/03/08 09:09 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

I used to use once a week or so.  Last week when I was home for thanksgiving I was fucked up for 5 days straight without break :syringe:.

5 days ain't much doing opiates, but keeping a constant high those 5 days is.
Opiates are sneaky that's for sure.

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Picklez]
    #155133 - 12/03/08 09:10 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Thats the way it always is until the user wants to quit.
If he or she doesnt want to then everyone else is a problem to them.


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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
    #155137 - 12/03/08 09:12 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

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I used to use once a week or so.  Last week when I was home for thanksgiving I was fucked up for 5 days straight without break :syringe:.

Opiates are sneaky that's for sure.



yeah that's why i have always been extra careful, my usage frequency would probably be once a month on average for the time span i've been using them.  Generally weaker op's, oxycontin, percocet.  Heroin i've only done once, for about a day and a half straight with 2 friends.  We were speedballing at first but the coke ran out before the h did.


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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Stoneth]
    #155138 - 12/03/08 09:13 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

oh well, I lost another homie to the dope game

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Doitagain]
    #155140 - 12/03/08 09:13 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Speedballing is :awesome:.  I never Iv'd a speedball but even snorting it was amazing.

It's funny because H is the only opiate I can get these days.

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
    #155143 - 12/03/08 09:17 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

I could/ would never go to the needle, it's all downhill from there

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Picklez]
    #155144 - 12/03/08 09:18 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

I said that same thing ironically.

Anyways, I've not eaten anything in two days so I'm going to force some food in.

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
    #155145 - 12/03/08 09:18 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

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Speedballing is :awesome:.  I never Iv'd a speedball but even snorting it was amazing.

It's funny because H is the only opiate I can get these days.



yeah i just snorted it because im afraid of needles and the increased addictive potential, but even that felt godlike.  Are you an iv user?  I've only hotrailed and smoked (waste).


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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Doitagain]
    #155146 - 12/03/08 09:19 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

I recently started IV and that's why I'm quitting. Along with the fact I'm broke.

Tar is so fucking nasty and that is all that is around here. Up back at home is the china white which is much cleaner.

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
    #155147 - 12/03/08 09:19 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Always beware of the H its distroyed to many of my older friends.


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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
    #155148 - 12/03/08 09:19 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

I'm glad I can't handle opiates. I railed a couple of morphines a couple of weeks ago. A couple of hours of nodding followed by hours of puke fest wasn't worth it. Just not my thing and that's a good thing I'm sure. 5 - 10 or so mgs of OC works as a keep awake and energized thing for me but that is about as much as I can enjoy. I do have my other vices though.

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
    #155149 - 12/03/08 09:20 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

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I recently started IV and that's why I'm quitting. Along with the fact I'm broke.



both good reasons, ur lucky ur doing it now after only a short time with the needle, and 5 days being constantly loaded, I'm sure that's an awful comedown, but it could be a lot worse.


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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Doitagain]
    #155150 - 12/03/08 09:21 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

so whens the last time u took a shit tang?


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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Stoneth]
    #155151 - 12/03/08 09:21 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

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Always beware of the H its distroyed to many of my older friends.




Ain't that the truth. I know we have both watched helplessly as too many have fallen over the years.

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    #155152 - 12/03/08 09:22 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

I just felt like shit being doped up entire thanksgiving break around my family and shit.

I fucking had to wear long sleeve shirts the entire time. :sad:

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Doitagain]
    #155154 - 12/03/08 09:23 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

I shit yesterday briefly. I think I'm so full of shit at this point that when I eat it just pushes shit out equivalent to how much I eat. I'm still waiting for the squirts.

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
    #155156 - 12/03/08 09:26 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

yeah even after only day and a half i was pretty backed up.


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    #155157 - 12/03/08 09:26 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Way tooo many.
Good luck Tangs stick with it and get yr head straight.
Ill see u guys tomorrow time to call it a night.
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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Stoneth]
    #155160 - 12/03/08 09:30 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Thanks man.

I hate being all depressed like and feeling like a piece of shit. IT AINT ME I TELL YA its the lack of dope speaking!

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
    #155161 - 12/03/08 09:31 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

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I just felt like shit being doped up entire thanksgiving break around my family and shit.

I fucking had to wear long sleeve shirts the entire time. :sad:




damn man, I am really sorry to hear that. I cant say I know the exact feeling but I somewhat felt the same way for not being able to keep from smoking weed the whole time I was back home. They all knew I kept sneaking off to blaze

you'll pull through, you hear me!

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Picklez]
    #155163 - 12/03/08 09:36 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Yea man thanks for the support.  I'm blessed I have no money because if I had a pocket full of cash it'd be that much harder.

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
    #155165 - 12/03/08 09:42 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

My dealer called me offering to front me the pill and I was still somewhat hesitant. I could really careless if he doesnt end up bringing it over, it would be much smarter because of my financial problems. Sooo tempting

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
    #155166 - 12/03/08 09:42 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Good for you man. Too many people let themselves get lost with H.

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Stoneth]
    #155168 - 12/03/08 09:44 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

G'night Stoney.

Tang. Get out while ya can bro. It ain't going to get easier. You know all that shit though. Nothing i can say really and I know that. Not going to give you a hard time. Only support. I just hope you do it. It always seems to be the more likeable people that go down. That is what makes me worry about ya.

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    #155173 - 12/03/08 10:00 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

im not getting that roxy tonight :sad:

although its probably a good thing

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Picklez]
    #155176 - 12/03/08 10:07 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

If ya feel like it's a good thing then it probably is. Feel ya on the disappointment anyway. :thumbup:

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
    #155178 - 12/03/08 10:11 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

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Thanks man.

I hate being all depressed like and feeling like a piece of shit. IT AINT ME I TELL YA its the lack of dope speaking!



i feel ya.  Haven't blazed in 5 days due to moving back in with the parentals due to financial necessity, just keep telling urself it'll get better.


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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Picklez]
    #155180 - 12/03/08 10:16 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Sucks you couldn't get the roxi but you are probably right it being a good thing.


Hopefully I feel well by saturday and I better feel well by Sunday because I have exams next week. :crankey:

I hope my asshole doesn't spring a leak during class or something. I should get immodium.

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
    #155185 - 12/03/08 10:21 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

just keep thinking how much it would suck to feel this shitty all over again if you get tempted.


now feels worse than later because it's not better now.

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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
    #155188 - 12/03/08 10:23 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

get clean.

stay clean.

dont have a celebratory hit. you don't need it.

good luck.


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    #155197 - 12/03/08 10:35 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Well I'll be clean  for at least 1.5 weeks unless I went out and robbed someone. :smirk:

NIN fuck yea

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    #155201 - 12/03/08 10:44 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

1.5 weeks is a damn good starting point. The physical will be getting better instead of worse by then. It's yer head that you will have to deal with more at that point. Good luck to ya cause it's gonna take a bit of things going the right way for you as well. You are a cool dude with a good mind. The best to ya man.

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    #155204 - 12/03/08 10:46 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Yea man the mental anguish will be the worst.  Always craving that buzz...

I have to do it for myself and for my fucking family.  Feel like an asshole being a junky behind my parents backs I'm going to tell them once I'm clean for a while. Lay it all down.

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    #155208 - 12/03/08 10:54 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

If you have a tight relationship with them and you know they would support you in the ups and downs that can be a great thing. If all they will do is browbeat ya then better leave them outta that loop. You know your relation with them though. I don't Hopefully it's the aforementioned type. Hard for me to put myself in your shoes. I have to dig back. These days I've got kids gaining interest in a lot of things. Kinda weird being on this end but I'm committed to doing a better job than my parents. I think all caring parents are like that but it's a hard line to define sometimes.

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    #155211 - 12/03/08 10:55 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

I know exactly what my parents would say. "You are a fucking idiot" and I'd agree with them but they would support me 100%.  They used to blow coke I know for sure and my mom still blazes.

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    #155212 - 12/03/08 10:56 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Most of all with all things considered. You have to do it for yourself.

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    #155214 - 12/03/08 10:59 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Fair enough. Expect some shit talking and be ready to take it. The support that it sounds like will follow in your case is more important than getting bent over the shit talking in the beginning.

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    #155217 - 12/03/08 11:03 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Some serious shit talking would do me good.  Plus I'm sure my dad has some stories that would relate to my situation regarding old friends etc.

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    #155222 - 12/03/08 11:12 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Get yerself as straight as ya can, go home and talk. That's my final advice for tonight. Not many are as fortunate as you.

That's not entirely true. My attention to the boards is sporadic. Feel free to PM me anytime ya just need someone to talk to.

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    #155223 - 12/03/08 11:13 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

NIN from where?


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    #155224 - 12/03/08 11:14 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

I appreciate it.  It's funny TIC turned into a Tangerines help thread. I'll talk to them over break.

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    #155225 - 12/03/08 11:15 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

I'm was listening to NIN at that point and it was good music for how I was feeling.

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    #155226 - 12/03/08 11:18 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

LOL know that feeling. Like NIN in many states for many reasons but way back in the dxm syrup days it was the only thing to ride me past the nausea as it faded into the trip. Matched the intensity harmoniously. lol

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    #155227 - 12/03/08 11:19 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Goodnight, Tang. now my dealer has me jonsing for some haha

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    #155228 - 12/03/08 11:20 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Quote:

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I know exactly what my parents would say. "You are a fucking idiot" and I'd agree with them but they would support me 100%.  They used to blow coke I know for sure and my mom still blazes.



yeah i told my mom after i got off tweek that that's what i had been doing, i knew she suspected something was up, she told me pretty much the same thing, but she was chill and understood.


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    #155229 - 12/03/08 11:22 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

my mom knows I like my opium tea, she caught me red-handed with a box of poppy pods when I used to live there. I tried to play it off but she knew what was up. :lol:

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    #155230 - 12/03/08 11:22 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

I was listening to The Fragile and I felt like Trent sung. Must be our common Cleveland roots.

Picklez- That sucks. :lol:  Fiending sucks.  I don't think I've ever had Roxi before just lots of oxy back in the day. Must better?

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    #155231 - 12/03/08 11:23 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

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I appreciate it.  It's funny TIC turned into a Tangerines help thread. I'll talk to them over break.

:goodnight:



just goes to show how chill this community is at times.


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    #155232 - 12/03/08 11:24 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Nah Im not fiending, ill be just fine. He just kind of got my hopes up. And roxy is the same as oxy if im not mistaken

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    #155233 - 12/03/08 11:24 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

LOL. Mine wouldn't have had a clue. She would have been expecting some sort of home made flower arrangement or something after finding them. lol

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    #155242 - 12/03/08 11:40 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

I wish I had some alcohol :crankey:

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    #155253 - 12/03/08 11:58 PM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Got a half gallon of Turkey, a fith of Mezcal and a fith of Absinth on hand along with various wines and beers. Nermind all of the other stuff lol. Wish I could email ya some. Maybe one day that will be possible. lol

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    #155259 - 12/04/08 12:16 AM (15 years, 4 months ago)

I think its about time to scrape my bowl

congrats on 500 posts, now you can get into the Cannabis Club forum!

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    #155260 - 12/04/08 12:18 AM (15 years, 4 months ago)

I've been sick, it's getting late and I'm getting drunk. I should hit the sack. G'night all. After this bowl... lol

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    #155264 - 12/04/08 12:23 AM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Hadn't noticed. Thanks for that whatever it is. I'll check it out tomorrow. I'm really more or less stunned that I apparently found that many things to post about in the past month or so here. Hadn't been watching my post count at all. lol I've been mostly dormant here since 4/20.

Why the crankey?

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    #155265 - 12/04/08 12:28 AM (15 years, 4 months ago)

What you talking bout?  :coleman: I don't see no cannibis club?

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    #155266 - 12/04/08 12:31 AM (15 years, 4 months ago)

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Hadn't noticed. Thanks for that whatever it is. I'll check it out tomorrow. I'm really more or less stunned that I apparently found that many things to post about in the past month or so here. Hadn't been watching my post count at all. lol I've been mostly dormant here since 4/20.

Why the crankey?




Cause I am sober

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    #155268 - 12/04/08 12:35 AM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Oh yeah that. wish there was something I could do. I can drink one more fer ya. that's about it though bro.

And the only reference I saw to a cannibis club mentioned 5000 posts not 500???

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    #155269 - 12/04/08 12:38 AM (15 years, 4 months ago)

rule #1 of the cannabis club is that you dont talk about the cannabis club :tongue:

PM ltd for your invite

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    #155276 - 12/04/08 12:42 AM (15 years, 4 months ago)

ROFL. Yeah right. You been around the past few days I know. lol I'll do it now.

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    #155284 - 12/04/08 12:48 AM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Done. I ended up on the rules thread. lol

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    #155285 - 12/04/08 12:49 AM (15 years, 4 months ago)

What?

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    #155288 - 12/04/08 12:55 AM (15 years, 4 months ago)

Hell if I know. Told ya I waz drunk foo. You stsrted in on the cc. You tell me. lol

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    #155289 - 12/04/08 12:58 AM (15 years, 4 months ago)

No shit! It's 3:00 am here and that boew I mentioned earlier is cashed. I gotta get some shut eye. G'night all.

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    #155301 - 12/04/08 03:22 AM (15 years, 4 months ago)

this pattern of not being able to sleep at all followed by a week of extreme fatigue is getting old

:crankey:

anyone still up?

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    #155305 - 12/04/08 04:04 AM (15 years, 4 months ago)

tell me about it. Christmas break soon though. I just gotta hang tight this week coming.

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    #155306 - 12/04/08 04:05 AM (15 years, 4 months ago)

6:00 here and i havnt slept yet. But strangely managd to do almost no homework. I should get honours in procrastination.

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6:00 here and i havnt slept yet. But strangely managd to do almost no homework. I should get honours in procrastination.




4:15 here out west, I might head into work an hour early and see if I cant get away with putting in a half day or something. (well I know I can, if not I will just walk out)

And I was at least good about homework, I got english finished and all I have left for the year are 2 math assignments and studying for my 2 finals.

the end is near

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    #155313 - 12/04/08 05:30 AM (15 years, 4 months ago)

I could have been writing an extra credit philosophy paper these past 5 hours but I didn't. YA!

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    #155314 - 12/04/08 05:35 AM (15 years, 4 months ago)

How are you doing in your classes this semester?

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    #155315 - 12/04/08 05:36 AM (15 years, 4 months ago)

I'm actually doing great in all my classes so far. I dropped  a class earlier in the quarter but that doesn't count against me or anything. I'm hoping for a 3.2-3.5 this quarter depending on how finals go.

How about yourself?

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I'm actually doing great in all my classes so far. I dropped  a class earlier in the quarter but that doesn't count against me or anything. I'm hoping for a 3.2-3.5 this quarter depending on how finals go.

How about yourself?




Im doing alright. Started off real strong but slowly fizzled out. Hopefully end the semester with around a 3.0 depending on final.

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