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 Stoneth
D.I.L.L.I.G.A.F.
 
Registered: 10/06/08
Posts: 25,262
Loc: No where ville, USA 
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Way tooo many.
Good luck Tangs stick with it and get yr head straight.
Ill see u guys tomorrow time to call it a night.
Peace
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 Tangerines
Grease Wizard
Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 9,497
Last seen: 7 years, 10 months
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 Re: TIC- im all out  [Re: Stoneth]
#155160 - 12/03/08 09:30 PM (17 years, 4 months ago) |
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Thanks man.
I hate being all depressed like and feeling like a piece of shit. IT AINT ME I TELL YA its the lack of dope speaking!
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Picklez
Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 17,919
Last seen: 11 years, 10 months
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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
#155161 - 12/03/08 09:31 PM (17 years, 4 months ago) |
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Tangerines said:
I just felt like shit being doped up entire thanksgiving break around my family and shit.
I fucking had to wear long sleeve shirts the entire time. 
damn man, I am really sorry to hear that. I cant say I know the exact feeling but I somewhat felt the same way for not being able to keep from smoking weed the whole time I was back home. They all knew I kept sneaking off to blaze
you'll pull through, you hear me!
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Tangerines
Grease Wizard
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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Picklez]
#155163 - 12/03/08 09:36 PM (17 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yea man thanks for the support. I'm blessed I have no money because if I had a pocket full of cash it'd be that much harder.
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Picklez
Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 17,919
Last seen: 11 years, 10 months
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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
#155165 - 12/03/08 09:42 PM (17 years, 4 months ago) |
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My dealer called me offering to front me the pill and I was still somewhat hesitant. I could really careless if he doesnt end up bringing it over, it would be much smarter because of my financial problems. Sooo tempting
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ezKiel
All About the Haze
Registered: 06/12/08
Posts: 2,474
Last seen: 4 years, 2 months
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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
#155166 - 12/03/08 09:42 PM (17 years, 4 months ago) |
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Good for you man. Too many people let themselves get lost with H.
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TripityDooDaDay
Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 7,600
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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Stoneth]
#155168 - 12/03/08 09:44 PM (17 years, 4 months ago) |
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G'night Stoney.
Tang. Get out while ya can bro. It ain't going to get easier. You know all that shit though. Nothing i can say really and I know that. Not going to give you a hard time. Only support. I just hope you do it. It always seems to be the more likeable people that go down. That is what makes me worry about ya.
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Picklez
Registered: 04/20/08
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im not getting that roxy tonight
although its probably a good thing
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TripityDooDaDay
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Posts: 7,600
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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Picklez]
#155176 - 12/03/08 10:07 PM (17 years, 4 months ago) |
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If ya feel like it's a good thing then it probably is. Feel ya on the disappointment anyway. 
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Doitagain
Smoothie therapist
Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 7,226
Loc: i am everywhere and nowhe...
Last seen: 15 years, 10 months
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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
#155178 - 12/03/08 10:11 PM (17 years, 4 months ago) |
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Tangerines said:
Thanks man.
I hate being all depressed like and feeling like a piece of shit. IT AINT ME I TELL YA its the lack of dope speaking!
i feel ya. Haven't blazed in 5 days due to moving back in with the parentals due to financial necessity, just keep telling urself it'll get better.
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ltd said:
fgts just don't understand
keep the shit
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Tangerines
Grease Wizard
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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Picklez]
#155180 - 12/03/08 10:16 PM (17 years, 4 months ago) |
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Sucks you couldn't get the roxi but you are probably right it being a good thing.
Hopefully I feel well by saturday and I better feel well by Sunday because I have exams next week. 
I hope my asshole doesn't spring a leak during class or something. I should get immodium.
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ezKiel
All About the Haze
Registered: 06/12/08
Posts: 2,474
Last seen: 4 years, 2 months
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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
#155185 - 12/03/08 10:21 PM (17 years, 4 months ago) |
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just keep thinking how much it would suck to feel this shitty all over again if you get tempted.
now feels worse than later because it's not better now.
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MistaUNGA
green crack GREEN CRACK!!
Registered: 04/22/08
Posts: 2,382
Loc: Kalifornien, im Süden...
Last seen: 15 years, 7 months
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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
#155188 - 12/03/08 10:23 PM (17 years, 4 months ago) |
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get clean.
stay clean.
dont have a celebratory hit. you don't need it.
good luck.
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I'm an electric smoker 
ExplosiveMango said:
If everyone could do mushroom, yes, it would be a wonderful world. This will never be, only some can do mushrooms. It is the responsibility of those of us who see the world most clearly to pass the clarity on to those who cannot bare to wear our lenses.
Madtowntripper said:Or just give her a cloroform soaked rag and tell her it's ether!
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Tangerines
Grease Wizard
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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: MistaUNGA]
#155197 - 12/03/08 10:35 PM (17 years, 4 months ago) |
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Well I'll be clean for at least 1.5 weeks unless I went out and robbed someone. 
NIN fuck yea
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TripityDooDaDay
Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 7,600
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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
#155201 - 12/03/08 10:44 PM (17 years, 4 months ago) |
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1.5 weeks is a damn good starting point. The physical will be getting better instead of worse by then. It's yer head that you will have to deal with more at that point. Good luck to ya cause it's gonna take a bit of things going the right way for you as well. You are a cool dude with a good mind. The best to ya man.
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Tangerines
Grease Wizard
Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 9,497
Last seen: 7 years, 10 months
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Yea man the mental anguish will be the worst. Always craving that buzz...
I have to do it for myself and for my fucking family. Feel like an asshole being a junky behind my parents backs I'm going to tell them once I'm clean for a while. Lay it all down.
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TripityDooDaDay
Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 7,600
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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
#155208 - 12/03/08 10:54 PM (17 years, 4 months ago) |
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If you have a tight relationship with them and you know they would support you in the ups and downs that can be a great thing. If all they will do is browbeat ya then better leave them outta that loop. You know your relation with them though. I don't Hopefully it's the aforementioned type. Hard for me to put myself in your shoes. I have to dig back. These days I've got kids gaining interest in a lot of things. Kinda weird being on this end but I'm committed to doing a better job than my parents. I think all caring parents are like that but it's a hard line to define sometimes.
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Tangerines
Grease Wizard
Registered: 04/20/08
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I know exactly what my parents would say. "You are a fucking idiot" and I'd agree with them but they would support me 100%. They used to blow coke I know for sure and my mom still blazes.
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TripityDooDaDay
Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 7,600
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Most of all with all things considered. You have to do it for yourself.
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TripityDooDaDay
Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 7,600
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Re: TIC- im all out [Re: Tangerines]
#155214 - 12/03/08 10:59 PM (17 years, 4 months ago) |
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Fair enough. Expect some shit talking and be ready to take it. The support that it sounds like will follow in your case is more important than getting bent over the shit talking in the beginning.
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