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 poor boy
Village Idiot
Registered: 06/08/13
Posts: 16,230
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 So here's the thing... 
#857584 - 07/04/22 07:48 PM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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I worked super hard to get where I'm at and I'm still moving forward, but... I'm not happy. I'm not unhappy... I'm not depressed, but I'm not undepressed.
I don't get it. Sure there's adult stress. Bills, the world chaos, kids, and wife, but I'm just not... Happy. I'm on autopilot. I feel like I'm just playing the part.
Now that I got the realism out of the way, fuck you guys. Weird hippy tree fucking monkey skating sidewalk gremlin.
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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Data
That Guy
Registered: 08/12/08
Posts: 4,174
Loc: Southwestern US 
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Re: So here's the thing... [Re: poor boy] 1
#857585 - 07/04/22 09:37 PM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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“The Universe is under no obligation to make sense to you” -NDT
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poor boy
Village Idiot
Registered: 06/08/13
Posts: 16,230
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Re: So here's the thing... [Re: Data]
#857586 - 07/04/22 09:52 PM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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Don't be gay
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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 Queeninferno
Queen of the Fire
Registered: 06/09/22
Posts: 62
Loc: Texas
Last seen: 4 years, 1 month
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Re: So here's the thing... [Re: poor boy]
#857587 - 07/04/22 10:39 PM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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Solid Log
Hollywood
Registered: 03/01/22
Posts: 6,372
Loc: Seattle
Last seen: 18 minutes, 38 seconds
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Re: So here's the thing... [Re: Queeninferno] 1
#857589 - 07/05/22 12:54 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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If you get the time to know yourself you will become the King of your destiny.
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Mammoth Exercise and Robust Administration
-Dr. Subhash Cock
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Data
That Guy
Registered: 08/12/08
Posts: 4,174
Loc: Southwestern US
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Re: So here's the thing... [Re: poor boy] 1
#857591 - 07/05/22 10:13 AM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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poor boy said:
Don't be gay
Don't constrain my sexuality to your binary system
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“The Universe is under no obligation to make sense to you” -NDT
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Solar Nexus
Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 243
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Re: So here's the thing... [Re: poor boy]
#857593 - 07/05/22 08:18 PM (4 years, 4 months ago) |
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Keep on Truckin' homie!
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resincoatedlungs
Brickweed Aficionado
Registered: 09/05/12
Posts: 503
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Re: So here's the thing... [Re: poor boy]
#857654 - 07/20/22 04:07 PM (4 years, 3 months ago) |
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Do something dangerous. Force yourself to appreciate the boredom or monotony. Or enjoy the thrill of the danger. Either way, do something to shake shit up.
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Man Eater
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Solid Log
Hollywood
Registered: 03/01/22
Posts: 6,372
Loc: Seattle
Last seen: 18 minutes, 38 seconds
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Get yourself a mansion and use it as a home base for parties.
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Mammoth Exercise and Robust Administration
-Dr. Subhash Cock
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Solar Nexus
Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 243
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Re: So here's the thing... [Re: poor boy]
#857656 - 07/21/22 08:40 PM (4 years, 3 months ago) |
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Throw some charcoal in the grill toss some burgers on there and drink a beer
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Solid Log
Hollywood
Registered: 03/01/22
Posts: 6,372
Loc: Seattle
Last seen: 18 minutes, 38 seconds
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Re: So here's the thing... [Re: Solar Nexus]
#857657 - 07/21/22 09:31 PM (4 years, 3 months ago) |
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Poor Boy might need some reefer right now. I am going to fly to his home base to light him up!
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Mammoth Exercise and Robust Administration
-Dr. Subhash Cock
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resincoatedlungs
Brickweed Aficionado
Registered: 09/05/12
Posts: 503
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Re: So here's the thing... [Re: poor boy]
#857679 - 07/27/22 05:56 PM (4 years, 3 months ago) |
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Ha I forgot I replied to this. Still stand by the suggestion, would've worded differently though.
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Grandmas Boy
Registered: 05/23/14
Posts: 164
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Re: So here's the thing... [Re: poor boy]
#857681 - 07/28/22 11:41 AM (4 years, 3 months ago) |
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Happiness is the ultimate idealogue. I don't think it's ever been a mode of being. Should it even be the ultimate goal? You know? I need satisfaction because I hunger. My wants, needs, ambitions are all experiences compounded by my negativity. Men need to suffer a little bit. Compete. When you understand that, the moments that are happiness aren't failures when they end they are just the minor victories that make up our positive outlook. We need opportunities to be happy or it's basically worthless. I think during youth all those hormones feel a certain way and when they start going away we forget it's going to change us. The best thing to do is just be willing evolve and all that hippy bullshit.
The people who say they are unequivocally happy are all particular folks.
-the light of heart
-the liars
-the outliers
Basically the asshole, the lucky few, and the simple man. You can be any of those but I think just doin thangs is enough. I like having things to look forward to.
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Solar Nexus
Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 243
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Re: So here's the thing... [Re: Grandmas Boy]
#857685 - 07/28/22 09:51 PM (4 years, 3 months ago) |
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I'm pretty simple. 
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Data
That Guy
Registered: 08/12/08
Posts: 4,174
Loc: Southwestern US
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Re: So here's the thing... [Re: Solar Nexus]
#857689 - 07/30/22 08:42 AM (4 years, 3 months ago) |
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Solar Nexus said:
I'm pretty simple.
We know  
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“The Universe is under no obligation to make sense to you” -NDT
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Jenny
Registered: 11/19/19
Posts: 1,634
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Re: So here's the thing... [Re: poor boy]
#857690 - 07/30/22 04:19 PM (4 years, 3 months ago) |
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Solar Nexus
Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 243
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Re: So here's the thing... [Re: Jenny] 1
#857691 - 07/30/22 06:15 PM (4 years, 3 months ago) |
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Queeninferno
Queen of the Fire
Registered: 06/09/22
Posts: 62
Loc: Texas
Last seen: 4 years, 1 month
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Re: So here's the thing... [Re: Solar Nexus]
#857720 - 08/09/22 12:40 PM (4 years, 2 months ago) |
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baffalo1
Stranger
Registered: 06/25/25
Posts: 1
Last seen: 1 year, 4 months
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Re: So here's the thing... [Re: poor boy]
#872898 - 06/25/25 09:58 AM (1 year, 4 months ago) |
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im new on growery, but we all felt like you in the moment, i have enough money to make my friends happy gifted to one bro ps5 to anotherReplica patek philippe(dont have money for real one he said hes fine with it) gave away some money for my parents, and im feeling like im doing well got promotion but still im feeling very apathetically
Edited by baffalo1 (06/26/25 06:26 PM)
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