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 Oceanshore
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Registered: 03/22/19
Posts: 49
Last seen: 6 years, 11 months
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 realization 
#837294 - 04/22/19 09:09 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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suicidal thoughts are not a result of anxiety, that's a really bad joke. it's because of insidious depression
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Mof
Registered: 07/02/08
Posts: 704
Last seen: 4 years, 2 months
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i haven't exercised in awhile
the thoughts hopefully aren't cancer
Edited by Mof (04/22/19 10:30 PM)
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Mof
Registered: 07/02/08
Posts: 704
Last seen: 4 years, 2 months
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 Re: realization [Re: Mof]
#837298 - 04/22/19 10:30 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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or a stroke/seizure coming on
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 Chakanooga
Always Lmao
Registered: 12/16/15
Posts: 393
Loc: Wonderland
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Re: realization [Re: Mof]
#837299 - 04/22/19 11:53 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Icetech
Stranger
Registered: 12/17/18
Posts: 40
Loc: Detroit
Last seen: 7 years, 20 days
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You just realized this? I have never once heard anyone say suicidal thoughts were linked to anxiety.. As a manic depressive i think about killing myself 24/7 just never got the balls to do it.. i have 13k in cash sitting here at my store.. thinking of trying to hire someone to kill me.. 20k is my limit though.. being here in detroit i will find someone eventually  Figure when one of my customers i know that carries comes in i will offer it to him to just pull a trigger.. 1 second to make 20k.. not bad..
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Chakanooga
Always Lmao
Registered: 12/16/15
Posts: 393
Loc: Wonderland
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Re: realization [Re: Icetech]
#837304 - 04/23/19 09:29 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Yall need jesus
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Sham87
マリオ
Registered: 03/20/12
Posts: 7,626
Last seen: 28 days, 2 hours
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or some better weed. Jesus weed would be the cure all for sure in this case
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Data
That Guy
Registered: 08/12/08
Posts: 4,143
Loc: Southwestern US 
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Re: realization [Re: Sham87]
#837306 - 04/23/19 04:55 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Sham87 said:
or some better weed. Jesus weed would be the cure all for sure in this case
That's a specific type of opium.
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“The Universe is under no obligation to make sense to you” -NDT
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Chakanooga
Always Lmao
Registered: 12/16/15
Posts: 393
Loc: Wonderland
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Re: realization [Re: Sham87] 1
#837307 - 04/23/19 04:59 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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I mean i have no clue the thought pattern of a manic, let alone a depressed one, but i can guarantee that no one has truly experienced everything life has to offer, and that is something that i live for. The lows, the highs, all of it.
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poor boy
Village Idiot
Registered: 06/07/13
Posts: 16,230
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I have suicidal thoughts every day. I'm always thinking about Sham jumping off a bridge.
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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Rider420
Stranger
Registered: 06/21/17
Posts: 520
Loc: BC Canada
Last seen: 8 months, 25 days
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 Re: realization [Re: poor boy]
#837319 - 04/24/19 11:10 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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poor boy said:
I have suicidal thoughts every day. I'm always thinking about Sham jumping off a bridge.
Should have known that poor boy is a total Sham.
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Data
That Guy
Registered: 08/12/08
Posts: 4,143
Loc: Southwestern US
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Re: realization [Re: Rider420]
#837321 - 04/24/19 12:47 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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poor boy said:
I have suicidal thoughts every day. I'm always thinking about Sham jumping off a bridge.
Rider420 said:
poor boy said:
I have suicidal thoughts every day. I'm always thinking about Sham jumping off a bridge.
Should have known that poor boy is a total Sham.
Puppet identified, initiating GIGABAN protocols.
Growery officials will arrive shortly to confiscate your retinas for future identification.
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“The Universe is under no obligation to make sense to you” -NDT
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poor boy
Village Idiot
Registered: 06/07/13
Posts: 16,230
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Re: realization [Re: Data]
#837322 - 04/24/19 04:06 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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I'm so confused...
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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Stoneth
D.I.L.L.I.G.A.F.
Registered: 10/06/08
Posts: 25,276
Loc: No where ville, USA
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Re: realization [Re: poor boy]
#837324 - 04/24/19 06:30 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Nothing new
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poor boy
Village Idiot
Registered: 06/07/13
Posts: 16,230
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Re: realization [Re: Stoneth]
#837328 - 04/25/19 05:26 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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What?
Members babbling on during another marijuana psychosis?
Space ships are from rocks and the bottom of the ocean is made out of wood because lizard people. Their watching me!
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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Icetech
Stranger
Registered: 12/17/18
Posts: 40
Loc: Detroit
Last seen: 7 years, 20 days
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Re: realization [Re: poor boy]
#837331 - 04/25/19 06:56 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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poor boy said:
What?
Members babbling on during another marijuana psychosis?
Space ships are from rocks and the bottom of the ocean is made out of wood because lizard people. Their watching me!
Actually no... when i post here i'm at work and i never touch weed or any drug before or during work. some people actually have issues that have nothing to do with weed.
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Icetech
Stranger
Registered: 12/17/18
Posts: 40
Loc: Detroit
Last seen: 7 years, 20 days
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Re: realization [Re: poor boy]
#837332 - 04/25/19 06:58 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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poor boy said:
I have suicidal thoughts every day. I'm always thinking about Sham jumping off a bridge.
No idea what sham is.. but for me it's just eating my gun.. i have sold off most of what i own and done a quit claim deed on my house and got all my paperwork done so my sister won't have much to take care of. After cleaning up after other peoples lives it sucks when people don't prepare to die. Just a matter of time one way or another
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poor boy
Village Idiot
Registered: 06/07/13
Posts: 16,230
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Re: realization [Re: Icetech] 1
#837333 - 04/25/19 07:55 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Sham is all things horrible.
Nightmares, pain, death. Anything negative is sham.
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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Data
That Guy
Registered: 08/12/08
Posts: 4,143
Loc: Southwestern US
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Re: realization [Re: Sham87]
#837334 - 04/25/19 10:36 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Sham87 said:
or some better weed. Jesus weed would be the cure all for sure in this case
Sham is sham....
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“The Universe is under no obligation to make sense to you” -NDT
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Sham87
マリオ
Registered: 03/20/12
Posts: 7,626
Last seen: 28 days, 2 hours
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Re: realization [Re: Data]
#837335 - 04/25/19 02:20 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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 what up fellas
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