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OfflineOceanshore
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realization
    #837294 - 04/22/19 11:09 PM (2 months, 24 days ago)

suicidal thoughts are not a result of anxiety, that's a really bad joke. it's because of insidious depression


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Re: realization [Re: Oceanshore]
    #837297 - 04/23/19 12:29 AM (2 months, 23 days ago)

i haven't exercised in awhile

the thoughts hopefully aren't cancer


Edited by Mof (04/23/19 12:30 AM)


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Re: realization [Re: Mof]
    #837298 - 04/23/19 12:30 AM (2 months, 23 days ago)

or a stroke/seizure coming on


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Re: realization [Re: Mof]
    #837299 - 04/23/19 01:53 AM (2 months, 23 days ago)

:hmm:


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Re: realization [Re: Chakanooga]
    #837303 - 04/23/19 07:59 AM (2 months, 23 days ago)

You just realized this? I have never once heard anyone say suicidal thoughts were linked to anxiety.. As a manic depressive i think about killing myself 24/7 just never got the balls to do it.. i have 13k in cash sitting here at my store.. thinking of trying to hire someone to kill me.. 20k is my limit though.. being here in detroit i will find someone eventually :smile: Figure when one of my customers i know that carries comes in i will offer it to him to just pull a trigger.. 1 second to make 20k.. not bad..


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Re: realization [Re: Icetech]
    #837304 - 04/23/19 11:29 AM (2 months, 23 days ago)

Yall need jesus


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Re: realization [Re: Chakanooga]
    #837305 - 04/23/19 12:23 PM (2 months, 23 days ago)

or some better weed. Jesus weed would be the cure all for sure in this case


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Re: realization [Re: Sham87]
    #837306 - 04/23/19 06:55 PM (2 months, 23 days ago)

Quote:

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or some better weed. Jesus weed would be the cure all for sure in this case



That's a specific type of opium.


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Re: realization [Re: Sham87] * 1
    #837307 - 04/23/19 06:59 PM (2 months, 23 days ago)

I mean i have no clue the thought pattern of a manic, let alone a depressed one, but i can guarantee that no one has truly experienced everything life has to offer, and that is something that i live for. The lows, the highs, all of it.


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Re: realization [Re: Chakanooga]
    #837314 - 04/24/19 05:14 AM (2 months, 22 days ago)

I have suicidal thoughts every day. I'm always thinking about Sham jumping off a bridge.


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Re: realization [Re: poor boy]
    #837319 - 04/24/19 01:10 PM (2 months, 22 days ago)

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I have suicidal thoughts every day. I'm always thinking about Sham jumping off a bridge.




Should have known that poor boy is a total Sham.:blazed:


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Re: realization [Re: Rider420]
    #837321 - 04/24/19 02:47 PM (2 months, 22 days ago)

Quote:

poor boy said:
I have suicidal thoughts every day. I'm always thinking about Sham jumping off a bridge.



Quote:

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Quote:

poor boy said:
I have suicidal thoughts every day. I'm always thinking about Sham jumping off a bridge.




Should have known that poor boy is a total Sham.:blazed:




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Re: realization [Re: Data]
    #837322 - 04/24/19 06:06 PM (2 months, 22 days ago)

I'm so confused...


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Re: realization [Re: poor boy]
    #837324 - 04/24/19 08:30 PM (2 months, 22 days ago)

Nothing new


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Re: realization [Re: Stoneth]
    #837328 - 04/25/19 07:26 AM (2 months, 21 days ago)

What?

Members babbling on during another marijuana psychosis?

Space ships are from rocks and the bottom of the ocean is made out of wood because lizard people. Their watching me!


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I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better


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Re: realization [Re: poor boy]
    #837331 - 04/25/19 08:56 AM (2 months, 21 days ago)

Quote:

poor boy said:
What?

Members babbling on during another marijuana psychosis?

Space ships are from rocks and the bottom of the ocean is made out of wood because lizard people. Their watching me!




Actually no... when i post here i'm at work and i never touch weed or any drug before or during work. some people actually have issues that have nothing to do with weed.


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Re: realization [Re: poor boy]
    #837332 - 04/25/19 08:58 AM (2 months, 21 days ago)

Quote:

poor boy said:
I have suicidal thoughts every day. I'm always thinking about Sham jumping off a bridge.




No idea what sham is.. but for me it's just eating my gun.. i have sold off most of what i own and done a quit claim deed on my house and got all my paperwork done so my sister won't have much to take care of. After cleaning up after other peoples lives it sucks when people don't prepare to die. Just a matter of time one way or another :smile:


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Re: realization [Re: Icetech] * 1
    #837333 - 04/25/19 09:55 AM (2 months, 21 days ago)

Sham is all things horrible.

Nightmares, pain, death. Anything negative is sham.


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I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better


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Re: realization [Re: Sham87]
    #837334 - 04/25/19 12:36 PM (2 months, 21 days ago)

Quote:

Sham87 said:
or some better weed. Jesus weed would be the cure all for sure in this case



Sham is sham....


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Re: realization [Re: Data]
    #837335 - 04/25/19 04:20 PM (2 months, 21 days ago)

:chillin: what up fellas


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Re: realization [Re: Sham87]
    #837336 - 04/25/19 07:37 PM (2 months, 21 days ago)

What up sham :highfive:


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Re: realization [Re: Sham87]
    #837338 - 04/25/19 09:01 PM (2 months, 21 days ago)

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:chillin: what up fellas




Well if it isnt the one and lonely.


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Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better


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Re: realization [Re: poor boy]
    #837339 - 04/25/19 09:58 PM (2 months, 21 days ago)

crack is bad, it gets you to disbelieve in yourself enough and then switches it around on you and you believe you are losing it


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Re: realization [Re: Oceanshore]
    #837341 - 04/26/19 07:11 AM (2 months, 20 days ago)

Wouldn't know. Crack smokes me...


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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better


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Re: realization [Re: poor boy]
    #837348 - 04/26/19 09:19 PM (2 months, 20 days ago)

i've never lost cocaine before so i haven no idea except that i desire it


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Re: realization [Re: Oceanshore]
    #837350 - 04/26/19 11:38 PM (2 months, 19 days ago)

If you really pick apart how we learn to think that way it makes more sense. Nobody is born that way or thinks hey doc take me out.


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Re: realization [Re: Mhbound2]
    #837352 - 04/27/19 11:22 AM (2 months, 19 days ago)

I found cocaine on a bus once, cured my depression right up. At least for like 20 minutes...


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Re: realization [Re: Sham87]
    #837359 - 04/27/19 06:42 PM (2 months, 19 days ago)

expansion:  believing a lie that is obviously untrue, but then who cares, it's just a mind; plus who knows, it might actually be true in the end


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Re: realization [Re: Oceanshore]
    #837362 - 04/27/19 08:26 PM (2 months, 19 days ago)

Crack?



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Re: realization [Re: Chakanooga]
    #837374 - 04/27/19 10:50 PM (2 months, 19 days ago)

which means?

i thought it was about barriers in outer space.

i woudn't go there though.

havine't smoked weeed in ages, effing fear of change


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Re: realization [Re: Oceanshore]
    #837375 - 04/28/19 12:08 AM (2 months, 18 days ago)

change is the only constant, bro


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Re: realization [Re: Sham87]
    #837376 - 04/28/19 01:23 AM (2 months, 18 days ago)

yeah, no progress


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Re: realization [Re: Oceanshore]
    #837386 - 04/29/19 08:36 PM (2 months, 17 days ago)

panic inside the trap


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