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OfflineFRACTALife
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crazy night
    #655145 - 01/16/13 08:25 AM (3 years, 10 months ago)

It's 8am here. I have been up since 11am yesterday. I had a crazy night.

Went to my mom's for dinner. We've been fighting a lot lately about some serious shit.

I have quite a bit of xanax, because I have a script but I have grown to not like it. I don't like how it makes me feel, and I don't like it brings down the cannabis high, and psychedelics and whatnot. Plus it's just not that fun. SO I only take them when I have a beer or something or when I need one for anxiety, which doesn't happen lately at all.

Since she is being crazy and not letting me smoke weed at her house, I took some xanax there so I'd be able to talk to her calmly.

So when I got back home I had quite a few xanax, I didn't like feeling drowsy like that, so I decided it would be a good idea to snort and eat some adderall:facepalm:, chain smoke some marlboro 27's and weed, and really get to work on writing my novel. I did that, it was awesome and I am proud of what I accomplished so far.

I also went to buy Ben and Jerry's for my Dad and I at 3am. :rofl::awesomenod:

Anyways, after getting into writing my novel, which does have a little to do with psychedelics, I felt I needed to smoke some DMT.

I did, it was a nice mild trip, felt healing. I don't know quite how much I have left since it's hidden under different layers of tinfoil, but I got a decent trip. I pray I have enough left for a breakthrough trip, which I will most likely smoke later, and then maybe I'll have a little left for when I get acid/shrooms. I'm crossing my fingers. :goodluck:
I hope the DMT fairy comes again soon. That would be so fantastic. :awebig:


Now I plan to chill out, and not take anymore drugs except for :bonghit: and maybe get some sleep if I can. Then later in the day when I feel the xanax/adderall have worn off, if God be with me, and I have enough left- will be blasting off again soon.:deemsters:

Life is good!:feelsgoodman:


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Re: crazy night [Re: FRACTALife]
    #655149 - 01/16/13 10:10 AM (3 years, 10 months ago)

I suggest sleeping :smile:


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Re: crazy night [Re: FRACTALife]
    #655155 - 01/16/13 11:14 AM (3 years, 10 months ago)

:facepalm::lolsy:


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Re: crazy night [Re: TomCollins]
    #655163 - 01/16/13 01:05 PM (3 years, 10 months ago)

CLASSIC FRACTAL!!!
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Since she is being crazy and not letting me smoke weed at her house, I took some xanax there so I'd be able to talk to her calmly.




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Re: crazy night [Re: RasJeph]
    #655165 - 01/16/13 01:05 PM (3 years, 10 months ago)

Quote:

RasJeph said:
I suggest sleeping :smile:




Still awake. :ifyoucanawe::bongload:
Going to go eat some ice cream and lie down.

Too tired for more DMT, going to wait until I have a totally clear head at a good moment or until I'm tripping on something else.


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Re: crazy night [Re: P-O]
    #655167 - 01/16/13 01:06 PM (3 years, 10 months ago)

Quote:

PositiveOutlook said:
CLASSIC FRACTAL!!!



:dawerp:  :iamderp:


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Re: crazy night [Re: FRACTALife]
    #655168 - 01/16/13 01:09 PM (3 years, 10 months ago)

I have to say the hits from the bong I took just now felt soooo goood. :happyweed:
Must be a sign the xanaxis finally leaving my body:cool:
so glad. I don't like that junk.


Just ganja for me :burnone:


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Re: crazy night [Re: FRACTALife]
    #655172 - 01/16/13 01:13 PM (3 years, 10 months ago)

ya agree benzo dull everything...  thats why they suck. 

I feel edgy and bitch the day after i take em.  and they totally ruin a weed/mush/lsd high.... just numb you out to the max


I only take em on acid come downs to sleep... and even then i usually regret it.


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Re: crazy night [Re: P-O]
    #655180 - 01/16/13 01:58 PM (3 years, 10 months ago)

:ilold:

haha Fractal I thought you were supposed to slow down on the xanax/adderal


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Re: crazy night [Re: Manitou]
    #655217 - 01/16/13 07:41 PM (3 years, 10 months ago)

Even if you're not a classic "addict" Fractal, you have some serious indicators of strong drug-usage compulsions.
You're mixing different chemicals in an effort to self-medicate, and don't feel that you can have specific interactions w/o them.
You also deny the degree to which you use these substances even though your numerous posts provide evidence to the contrary.

I know you'll respond to this with a denial that you have any sort of a dependency issue, but I think you need to consider it a bit more objectively...a lot of the guys here have hit bottom, and I'm sure they'd be happy to tell you they wish they would have stopped sooner.

I've held off on posting this for a while, because I imagine that your behavior will remain the same, and that you'll just get better at hiding it from us, but I also don't want to just keep waiting and waiting.


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Re: crazy night [Re: 81renaissance]
    #655224 - 01/16/13 08:40 PM (3 years, 10 months ago)

I concur


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Re: crazy night [Re: 81renaissance]
    #655226 - 01/16/13 08:49 PM (3 years, 10 months ago)

Adderall and xanax is prescribed to me, I honestly haven't taken xanax in weeks and I really don't like it anymore. I know I used to take them too often, but that was just a stupid phase I am way over.

I take my daily prescribed dose of adderall, that I've been on since a young teenager from stupid ADHD doctors, but I never abuse it. That was the first time I ever snorted any, and it was just for stupid fun, and I barely took that much.

You guys seem me as some sort of addict junkie, I understand why, but if you knew me in real life you'd understand I don't abuse drugs, the only one I really love and take habitaully is cannabis, which is also medicinal. I'm not that kind of guy, I would never do anything like cocaine- I've never taken opiates, except for when I had vicodin for an ear infection. I'm kind of a pussy, and I'd never ruin my life with drugs. My dad and I have had serious talks about drugs when I was young, my Uncle did coke in college and it kind of turned him into an addictive personality and then he became an alchoholic. I know adderall is not much better than cocaine, but I was put on it when I was young and naive, and I never take more than prescribed.

I'd like to get off it soon so I can smoke the changa I have.

I love psychedelics too, but I don't take them THAT often due to their not being highly available to me.

I'll try and do better to share the less druggy aspect of my life with you guys, so you can understand me better, I realize how some of posts could give you all the wrong idea.



Edited by FRACTALife (01/16/13 08:53 PM)


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Re: crazy night [Re: FRACTALife]
    #655304 - 01/17/13 04:19 AM (3 years, 10 months ago)

Weeks???  I call bullshit.


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Re: crazy night [Re: Hawksresurrection]
    #655306 - 01/17/13 05:14 AM (3 years, 10 months ago)

How bout 1 week??


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Re: crazy night [Re: Alounacara]
    #655307 - 01/17/13 05:17 AM (3 years, 10 months ago)

maybe....Still doubtful though


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Re: crazy night [Re: Hawksresurrection]
    #655308 - 01/17/13 06:01 AM (3 years, 10 months ago)

Maybe I'm a bit drunk tonight.


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Edited by hawksapprentice (01/17/13 06:32 AM)


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Re: crazy night [Re: FRACTALife]
    #655311 - 01/17/13 07:25 AM (3 years, 10 months ago)

I've been prescribed medications that definitely played a large role in dismantling my life. You mentioned two of them.

All I can say is man... "Stick with beer, whiskey or wine. Don't go for the cocktails."


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Re: crazy night [Re: Hawksresurrection]
    #655339 - 01/17/13 02:35 PM (3 years, 10 months ago)

Weeks. I swear to God.


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