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 Coaster
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im in my early twenties
and im at home smokin meth by myself
but im almost out
my friend doesnt dj til 7am
got a long way to go
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Coaster
I'm Back Baby
Registered: 04/23/08
Posts: 25,306
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Last seen: 12 years, 11 months
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 Re: So I Got Banned  [Re: Coaster]
#547035 - 04/16/11 12:29 PM (13 years, 12 days ago) |
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fuck i just remembered i shouldnt hold it in 
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Big_tiggy
Registered: 05/07/08
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: Coaster]
#547040 - 04/16/11 12:34 PM (13 years, 12 days ago) |
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Coaster said:
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Big_tiggy said:
there are no exceptions, not with those drugs, and especially from what Ive seen happen to you the past so many years this sites been open, your just gonna have to hit bottom bro, I guess theres no explaining it, its the place where only the strong survive
no offense but ever since I was a little kid I've been hearing about this imaginary place called "rock bottom"
i think its similar to hell
in the way that you only get there if you believe in it
you dont have to believe in it, take it from some one who didnt believe in it either, until he was looking straight into the devils eyes, the epitamy of all fucking evil, and once your there you're in his playing feild, aint no god gonna hear your cry's, you think getting banned and having no one to smoke meth with is bad, try imagining being in the worse place ever, being tormented constantly and knowing its gonna get worse and that theres no escape, I pray you dontend up there homie, the devils greatest trick was to convince man he doesnt exist
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Coaster
I'm Back Baby
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: Big_tiggy]
#547042 - 04/16/11 12:35 PM (13 years, 12 days ago) |
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dang what happened to u man, sounds serious
maybe i can learn from ur specific mistake
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Big_tiggy
Registered: 05/07/08
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: Big_tiggy]
#547043 - 04/16/11 12:35 PM (13 years, 12 days ago) |
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and if you keep smokin that shit your gonna see him too, he aint pretty
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budnectar
Planetary Citizen
Registered: 02/19/11
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Loc: Mars
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: Coaster]
#547047 - 04/16/11 12:37 PM (13 years, 12 days ago) |
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What's the rush Coast?
There's a lot to see in the world, don't make any rash decisions based on the fraction that you've seen. I've had my fair share of tina in street x and it was the best. I know it feels like givin up something but it's really nothing man. You'll see only good can come from backtracking and looking at the big picture.
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Coaster
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: budnectar]
#547051 - 04/16/11 12:38 PM (13 years, 12 days ago) |
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i havn't done meth in a week and i haven't done tar in probably even longer im pretty sure so its all goodddddddddd
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Slave of Cthulhu
Marijuana Connoisseur
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: Coaster]
#547052 - 04/16/11 12:41 PM (13 years, 12 days ago) |
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I'm guessin you're 23, haha.
Stop smokin them meffs by yourself bro, actually just stop smokin them meffs period. I doubt you'll hit rock bottom cause somehow you manage to hold your shit together... But it won't take you anywhere that's for sure. I bet if you stopped doin drugs for one full year you could make yourself famous.
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Big_tiggy
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: Big_tiggy]
#547053 - 04/16/11 12:41 PM (13 years, 12 days ago) |
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man I've been in and outa jails, mental hospitals and rehab... it started in highschool, smokin weed everyday, drinkin and doin blow on weekends, then psychs, and after I couldnt cope with some very bad trips I turned to dope and pills and booze to numb the memory's and flashbacks, along with more acid thinking that maybe another trip would make it all right again, maybe it would put me back together, well it doesnt, nothin can but you, and the choices you make for yourself at this very moment and later on through out the rest of your life, I'm tryin to paint a picture for you and it isnt a pretty one, Ive been through the fucking ringer, Ive seen some shit that will fucking scare a war veteran, it might be too late for me, I've lost my mind and still havnt found it, but I think with some time and good habits replacing the bad itll come back,
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Coaster
I'm Back Baby
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: Big_tiggy]
#547056 - 04/16/11 12:43 PM (13 years, 12 days ago) |
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so how long did it take you to go from being a regular druggy into a hardcore druggy hitting rock bottom?
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budnectar
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: Coaster]
#547060 - 04/16/11 12:45 PM (13 years, 12 days ago) |
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You're cheating yourself out of your evolutionary resilience. You can't walk downhill forever. You'll eventually traverse the valley and start up the next hill- with or without your body.
How are you banned? not from this site obviously
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Big_tiggy
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: Coaster]
#547069 - 04/16/11 12:53 PM (13 years, 12 days ago) |
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had my first drink at 15, by 19 I was shootin smack everyday, kicked outa the house, and making a consistent appearance, at the local jail and hospital, rehab did jack shit to help, only thing that helped was I realized I cant be like this anymore, and that it wasnt who I was, so now Im just tryin to find myself again now Im 22 and Im livin at moms, gotta job, still smoke pot and drink occasionally, and once in a blue moon a mushroom trip, but I know Im stronger today, and as long as those bad memories arnt forgotten, Ill be to scared to touch that shit again, it took 7 fucking years for me to realize I woulda been better off without any of it, and that maybe id be somewhere better in life right now, but I dont let it get me down, Im just happy Im still standing on this rock
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Coaster
I'm Back Baby
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: budnectar]
#547073 - 04/16/11 12:56 PM (13 years, 12 days ago) |
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You're cheating yourself out of your evolutionary resilience. You can't walk downhill forever. You'll eventually traverse the valley and start up the next hill- with or without your body.
How are you banned? not from this site obviously
flooding 
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Coaster
I'm Back Baby
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: Big_tiggy]
#547075 - 04/16/11 12:58 PM (13 years, 12 days ago) |
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Big_tiggy said:
had my first drink at 15, by 19 I was shootin smack everyday, kicked outa the house, and making a consistent appearance, at the local jail and hospital, rehab did jack shit to help, only thing that helped was I realized I cant be like this anymore, and that it wasnt who I was, so now Im just tryin to find myself again now Im 22 and Im livin at moms, gotta job, still smoke pot and drink occasionally, and once in a blue moon a mushroom trip, but I know Im stronger today, and as long as those bad memories arnt forgotten, Ill be to scared to touch that shit again, it took 7 fucking years for me to realize I woulda been better off without any of it, and that maybe id be somewhere better in life right now, but I dont let it get me down, Im just happy Im still standing on this rock
dang well how long after u first did h did u hit rock bottom
im not saying im better than you but u sound like u did everything really fast
shootin h everyday by 19
i was doing heroin for years before i did it everyday
and i never was shooting it everyday
only plugging
im glad ur trying to help me and u are really i just think that im a bit different from most people and i can keep my shit together
i mean look at my first post on the shroomery
u probably wouldnt think i woulda lasted as long as i have now after reading that
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Slave of Cthulhu
Marijuana Connoisseur
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: Coaster]
#547078 - 04/16/11 12:59 PM (13 years, 12 days ago) |
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When WAS your first post on The Shroomery??
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THEBats
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: Coaster]
#547080 - 04/16/11 01:00 PM (13 years, 12 days ago) |
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I don't think anyone goes about their drug use thinking they're right on the edge of going over. Most people are comfortable in thinking they have control of the situation. The edge is a blur. You only know it's there when it's too late and you go over.
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you know what i did in english class? I came to class stoned out of my mind every day, i chugged vodka in the back of class, i put dead fish in the ceiling tiles. i put a gallon of old milk and orange juice in the file cabinet before winter vacation. i brought snakes in a tied up sweater and let them loose during class. i didnt go to school to learn, i went because i had to. i didnt care, and i didn't fucking listen to that stupid bitch. and i still don't fucking care. i tore the pages out of her books and burned them, and threw away all the books in the class, two books per day. 
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Coaster
I'm Back Baby
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Quote:
Slave of Cthulhu said:
When WAS your first post on The Shroomery??
iono go look im banned or else id link u
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Coaster
I'm Back Baby
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: THEBats]
#547085 - 04/16/11 01:04 PM (13 years, 12 days ago) |
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THEBats said:
I don't think anyone goes about their drugs use thinking they're right on the edge of going over. Most people are comfortable in thinking they have control of the situation. The edge is a blur. You only know it's there when it's too late and you go over.
well ive been on the edge foreverrrrrrrrrrr
i think im too pro for it
i no ppl who are older than me who have been doing this longer than me who are rich and super smart
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Slave of Cthulhu
Marijuana Connoisseur
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Re: So I Got Banned [Re: Coaster]
#547086 - 04/16/11 01:04 PM (13 years, 12 days ago) |
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So you really got banned from The Shroomery huh? Haha, kinda funny. Fuck that site, this place is better. I'm too lazy to go look....
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Coaster
I'm Back Baby
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ya pris was being mean
there was no1 on there except me and him and he didnt like my threads
hes sometimes nice 
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