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InvisibleTriptonic
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Horrible dreams.
    #317852 - 11/18/09 04:34 PM (7 years, 16 days ago)

Recently I have been having horrible dreams and shit. I dont know why all I know is that I have had Anxiety for a while. I need to get on meds for that shit I think. I've seen some pretty fucked up things in my 20 years on this earth. Its made me depressed as shit. I've seen people that have blown their faces off with shotguns and they are still alive screaming. I have seen people hang themselves and had to cut some people down. I've seen people get shot/stabbed multiple times. I've even seen little kids get killed in car accidents. Its fucking horrible. What makes people want to end their life? How horrible is your life that you want to end it? I dont understand it. It puts a lot of stress on me. I have been thinking a lot about what there is after life and I cant come to any conclusions. I dont believe in Heaven or God. So is there just nothing after we die? Anyways I'm just ranting.


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Re: Horrible dreams. [Re: Triptonic]
    #317874 - 11/18/09 04:57 PM (7 years, 16 days ago)

uhh.  Seriously?  That is fucked up indeed.  Anxiety meds will make you a zombie.  You only have dreams when you are not in a deep sleep.  There are not really pills that put you in a deep sleep, in fact to my understanding sleeping pills encourage you to be in a bad kind of sleep.

My advice?  Get a gym membership and exercise a lot so that you sleep deeper.  It will also help with the anxiety and make you feel better, especially if you get cut from the lifting.

But what do I know I have never seen a person kill them self.


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Re: Horrible dreams. [Re: SmOakland]
    #317907 - 11/18/09 05:45 PM (7 years, 16 days ago)

I don't have dreams(forgetting them as it's called). I agree with what makes people want to kill themselves? I would most likely never ever want to kill myself. All stoners have one awesome reason not to :thumbup:


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Re: Horrible dreams. [Re: Triptonic]
    #317970 - 11/18/09 07:12 PM (7 years, 16 days ago)

how bad do you have to hurt inside
to take that away?

food for thought:shrug:


:peace:


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Re: Horrible dreams. [Re: Ben18]
    #317978 - 11/18/09 07:21 PM (7 years, 16 days ago)

Quote:

Ben18 said:
how bad do you have to hurt inside
to take that away?

food for thought:shrug:


:peace:





pretty bad i assume


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Re: Horrible dreams. [Re: FarBeyondDriven]
    #317988 - 11/18/09 07:33 PM (7 years, 16 days ago)

ya i think of 3rd degree burn victims who would rather die than take another second of pain then put that inside.

yeah i understand the argument on how it effects family and friends when one commits suicide but for some reason i feel sympathy for them.
they really do hurt, bad.


tough subject though.


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Re: Horrible dreams. [Re: Ben18]
    #318002 - 11/18/09 08:02 PM (7 years, 16 days ago)

In cases of depression the person doesn't want to kill themselves.  The person just see's suicide as the less painful way to die.  Think of the people who jumped from the world trade center when faced with death by fire.  Severe depression can be no different.


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kickin-two-hundo said:
you know what i did in english class? I came to class stoned out of my mind every day, i chugged vodka in the back of class, i put dead fish in the ceiling tiles. i put a gallon of old milk and orange juice in the file cabinet before winter vacation. i brought snakes in a tied up sweater and let them loose during class. i didnt go to school to learn, i went because i had to. i didnt care, and i didn't fucking listen to that stupid bitch. and i still don't fucking care. i tore the pages out of her books and burned them, and threw away all the books in the class, two books per day.  :twobooks:


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Re: Horrible dreams. [Re: THEBats]
    #318003 - 11/18/09 08:06 PM (7 years, 16 days ago)

but to think that's the easy way out means there is some serious issues/pain.


don't get me wrong i didn't mean to make those statements sounding as if they explained all suicides.
there are many types and reasons

i was just saying in the case of so much mental pain that your way out is killing yourself, i mean i have sympathy for them.


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Re: Horrible dreams. [Re: THEBats]
    #318005 - 11/18/09 08:08 PM (7 years, 16 days ago)

Well obviously there is some issue.  Clinical depression is very serious.  I was more responding to the question of why would someone kill themselves.


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kickin-two-hundo said:
you know what i did in english class? I came to class stoned out of my mind every day, i chugged vodka in the back of class, i put dead fish in the ceiling tiles. i put a gallon of old milk and orange juice in the file cabinet before winter vacation. i brought snakes in a tied up sweater and let them loose during class. i didnt go to school to learn, i went because i had to. i didnt care, and i didn't fucking listen to that stupid bitch. and i still don't fucking care. i tore the pages out of her books and burned them, and threw away all the books in the class, two books per day.  :twobooks:


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Re: Horrible dreams. [Re: THEBats]
    #318118 - 11/18/09 10:23 PM (7 years, 16 days ago)

Ya I'm pretty depressed but suicide doesn't ever cross my mind. I need some sort of something to get me through this rough time. I get weird sensations like I'm going to piss myself sometimes. And I get lightheaded and feel like I'm going to pass out. I've seen a urologist so its noting with my baby making factory. It must be in my head damn it.


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Re: Horrible dreams. [Re: Triptonic]
    #318349 - 11/19/09 10:41 AM (7 years, 15 days ago)

That's more disappointment then depression.  With depression it doesn't matter how one's life is going, it could be going great but one doesn't experience any joy in anything.


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kickin-two-hundo said:
you know what i did in english class? I came to class stoned out of my mind every day, i chugged vodka in the back of class, i put dead fish in the ceiling tiles. i put a gallon of old milk and orange juice in the file cabinet before winter vacation. i brought snakes in a tied up sweater and let them loose during class. i didnt go to school to learn, i went because i had to. i didnt care, and i didn't fucking listen to that stupid bitch. and i still don't fucking care. i tore the pages out of her books and burned them, and threw away all the books in the class, two books per day.  :twobooks:


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Re: Horrible dreams. [Re: THEBats]
    #318351 - 11/19/09 10:43 AM (7 years, 15 days ago)

Well whatever it is its making me have panic attacks basically. And I need to get on some meds. :lol:


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Re: Horrible dreams. [Re: Triptonic]
    #318353 - 11/19/09 10:46 AM (7 years, 15 days ago)

It could be some form of generalized anxiety disorder.  Are these sensations situational?


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kickin-two-hundo said:
you know what i did in english class? I came to class stoned out of my mind every day, i chugged vodka in the back of class, i put dead fish in the ceiling tiles. i put a gallon of old milk and orange juice in the file cabinet before winter vacation. i brought snakes in a tied up sweater and let them loose during class. i didnt go to school to learn, i went because i had to. i didnt care, and i didn't fucking listen to that stupid bitch. and i still don't fucking care. i tore the pages out of her books and burned them, and threw away all the books in the class, two books per day.  :twobooks:


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Re: Horrible dreams. [Re: THEBats]
    #318355 - 11/19/09 10:51 AM (7 years, 15 days ago)

No, although they do become more intence when I'm in a place with a lot of people. Like I went to a casino and had to sit down cuz I felt like I was going to pass out or piss myself. I get all clamy and shit all the time. and my hands and feet get cold. Its the most uncomfortable thing ever.


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Re: Horrible dreams. [Re: Triptonic]
    #318358 - 11/19/09 10:58 AM (7 years, 15 days ago)

Can you point to this being caused by worry?


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kickin-two-hundo said:
you know what i did in english class? I came to class stoned out of my mind every day, i chugged vodka in the back of class, i put dead fish in the ceiling tiles. i put a gallon of old milk and orange juice in the file cabinet before winter vacation. i brought snakes in a tied up sweater and let them loose during class. i didnt go to school to learn, i went because i had to. i didnt care, and i didn't fucking listen to that stupid bitch. and i still don't fucking care. i tore the pages out of her books and burned them, and threw away all the books in the class, two books per day.  :twobooks:


Edited by THEBats (11/19/09 10:59 AM)


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Re: Horrible dreams. [Re: THEBats]
    #318361 - 11/19/09 11:02 AM (7 years, 15 days ago)

It could be worry, but I dont know. I mean I do worry about a lot of things haha. Mostly cuz I'm broke. But it just started before summer and hasnt stopped since then. All I know is that I'm able to handle it more now. But its not an enjoyable sensation and I shouldnt have to just "handle" it. Ha ha. Its probably Anxiety/Depression I'm in abnormal psych and those two seemed to jump out at me.


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