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 Picklez
Registered: 04/20/08
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Last seen: 11 years, 10 months
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 Just a Little Update 
#723255 - 03/25/14 09:32 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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I feel like I havent posted on here lately and figured I would update those of you who are interested in my progress
So since my relapse I have managed to stay clean. Not only from dope, but from alcohol as well, and even gave up smoking cigs several days ago
The dude I am living with has made things substantially harder as he is an addict. He has no running water in his house any more cause of some problem with his well pump, and now his furnace has gone out and he has no heat. So basically it's camping but with electricity.
I will hopefully be back to living with my girl and her son within the next couple of weeks. But worst case scenario I have to spend a few weeks back at the men's shelter until things get sorted out legally.
All and all, I cant complain. I feel good about where things currently stand with my drug/alcohol use. I have been looking for work and feel like something is going to open up for me in the next week or two
So how is everyone here doing? I have been lurking but not much. I saw that PO's little one said his first word, that's pretty rad. Saw a couple old members pop back in.
Anyways, would like to thank everyone for their continued support over the past several years. I know I have had lots of ups and downs. and far more downs than ups.
If anyone has an extra dose or two of kratom, I would be really appreciative of a small treat for myself
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Picklez
Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 17,919
Last seen: 11 years, 10 months
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: Picklez]
#723256 - 03/25/14 09:33 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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Oh yeah, And I start my individual counseling tomorrow night. I had been doing group counseling which really sucks. So I am happy to be doing private counseling now and I hope she gets me setup to see their psych doctor within 3-4 weeks so I can get on some medication for anxiety and insomnia. I think those are 2 of my biggest issues. Being awake til 7-8am in the morning makes your day pretty much worthless.
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 iStoner
Astral Beast
Registered: 06/09/10
Posts: 7,176
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: Picklez]
#723264 - 03/25/14 10:53 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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Don't relapse, i got money on ya bro!
lol kidding, but i am glad you're doing well.
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Stoneth
D.I.L.L.I.G.A.F.
Registered: 10/06/08
Posts: 25,271
Loc: No where ville, USA 
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: iStoner]
#723267 - 03/25/14 11:11 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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iStoner said:
Don't relapse, i got money on ya bro!
LMAF
But yeah keep your chin up Picklez.
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Picklez
Registered: 04/20/08
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: Stoneth]
#723274 - 03/26/14 12:17 AM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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As long as I can get a fucking job and move back in with my family, things will be peachy... hopefully it's not too far off.
I am really hoping things are in a much better place in the next 30 days. Because I cant keep living how I am living.
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Picklez
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: Picklez]
#723582 - 03/27/14 10:16 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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Well my girls worthless fucking lawyer is going to file a motion to get the custody agreement changed, which means I can finally move back home with my family... But who knows how long it will take to get in front of a mediator/judge. Hopefully not more than a month
I meet with my case manager tomorrow and going to hit up the Temp Agency in town and apply at some other jobs downtown. I need to start making money again! I hate not working
I meet with my P.O for the first time next week and I would like to have a job by then.
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Picklez
Registered: 04/20/08
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Last seen: 11 years, 10 months
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: Picklez]
#723583 - 03/27/14 10:17 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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Anyone have any Kratom?
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iStoner
Astral Beast
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Posts: 7,176
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: Picklez]
#723587 - 03/27/14 10:27 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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no but i have a vendor who does
also hope you can start living with the fam again soon, you seemed to be doing well for a while there while living with em.
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Picklez
Registered: 04/20/08
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Last seen: 11 years, 10 months
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: iStoner]
#723588 - 03/27/14 10:35 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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iStoner said:
no but i have a vendor who does
also hope you can start living with the fam again soon, you seemed to be doing well for a while there while living with em.
My family is my girl and her kid. Not my parents. Just to clear that up
And yeah, I was doing really well after I got released from prison up until the time I relapsed. I started drinking again a bit too much but I was doing pretty damn good for myself.
I will get things back in time
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iStoner
Astral Beast
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Posts: 7,176
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: Picklez]
#723589 - 03/27/14 10:40 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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Well yeah, i hope you weren't thinking about moving in with the parents, you're a little old for that. lol.
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Stoneth
D.I.L.L.I.G.A.F.
Registered: 10/06/08
Posts: 25,271
Loc: No where ville, USA
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: iStoner]
#723591 - 03/27/14 10:41 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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Picklez
Registered: 04/20/08
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: iStoner]
#723593 - 03/27/14 10:55 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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yeah, just last time I said "my family," someone thought I lived with my folks. Just had to clear that up
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KaptKid
Spaced Pirate
Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 5,616
Loc: Bright Side of the Sun
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 Re: Just a Little Update [Re: Picklez]
#723686 - 03/28/14 08:56 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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As always, I wish you the best.
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Child of the 60's, Tripping ever sence.
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Picklez
Registered: 04/20/08
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: KaptKid]
#723781 - 03/29/14 06:29 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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Thanks Kapt
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poor boy
Village Idiot
Registered: 06/07/13
Posts: 16,230
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: Picklez]
#723830 - 03/30/14 09:06 AM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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I'm down to a qp so no kratom from me... Good luck with your new adventure called life. Just remember, everyone has problems... Just keep your head high.
keep your head high... You know what I mean.
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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UltimateDevotion
TwistedByDesign
Registered: 11/23/12
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: poor boy]
#723835 - 03/30/14 09:16 AM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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I bet you just inspired the shit right out of him. 
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Harry Detroit in 304 made one last promise now
"I'm goin out without a trace, a vanishing act before your eyes"
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poor boy
Village Idiot
Registered: 06/07/13
Posts: 16,230
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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Picklez
Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 17,919
Last seen: 11 years, 10 months
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: poor boy]
#724247 - 04/01/14 07:18 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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Got a job offer today, it's just pending the background check, but I told them what would show up on it. she said it's ultimately up to their HR department but she thinks I still have a good shot at the job
I got a fuck ton tomorrow, meeting my PO for the first time, 2 job interviews, and counseling
How is everyone doing around these parts? I havent seen much posting lately... I try to hop on at least once a day
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iStoner
Astral Beast
Registered: 06/09/10
Posts: 7,176
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: Picklez]
#724251 - 04/01/14 07:43 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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good to hear man. not much going on here, got a job interview tommorow. hoping that goes well.
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Hawksresurrection
Registered: 12/04/08
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Re: Just a Little Update [Re: Picklez]
#724258 - 04/01/14 07:56 PM (12 years, 1 month ago) |
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BOOZE!!!! And I just ran out of tramadol...
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Dude she isn't as young as she use to be.
-niteowl
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