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 KaptKid
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Registered: 04/20/08
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 Are You Happy 
#640230 - 10/13/12 01:51 PM (13 years, 8 months ago) |
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Child of the 60's, Tripping ever sence.
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Fisherman
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 Re: Are You Happy [Re: KaptKid]
#640231 - 10/13/12 01:58 PM (13 years, 8 months ago) |
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I would be if someone who believes in their soulmate too would come out and say it, for those lonely waiting people, who just love that one soul....
Its always nice with some confermation of that ur not alone in being completly in love with just that special one person, whom ur gonna be with eternally, and want to be with forever : )
mine is currently married to someone else....
but we have fun in our dreams a lot, kissing, looking at the sun, living on our own lonely island, with animals of all sorts, just chilling through the dream till the day where we can finally become one....
god I miss her so much, she really is an eternally euphoric sun, and shes all I need to become truly happy... god I really miss her...
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Spenner
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Registered: 08/22/11
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Loc: Canada 
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Re: Are You Happy [Re: Fisherman]
#640242 - 10/13/12 03:06 PM (13 years, 8 months ago) |
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My best friend is everything right now. Carbon atoms are my best mates.  I'm pretty happy.
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Fisherman
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Re: Are You Happy [Re: Spenner]
#640249 - 10/13/12 03:41 PM (13 years, 8 months ago) |
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friends are awesome I agree : ) one ofo the best things in the universe
cept I dont cum when they hug me, like when she does :b
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Spenner
The Spenner
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Re: Are You Happy [Re: Fisherman]
#640255 - 10/13/12 03:59 PM (13 years, 8 months ago) |
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Guess it really depends what you're focusing on, the collective of all your molecular sized friends, or their individual components~ I like my carbon friends best when they're beside 2 billion others in the shape of my friend Lindsey
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Edited by Spenner (10/13/12 04:00 PM)
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Fisherman
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Re: Are You Happy [Re: Spenner]
#640263 - 10/13/12 04:35 PM (13 years, 8 months ago) |
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I know what you mean lol
its like
You always want her to be there
Your friends and family can come in second row, swimming around their fishbowls, chilling balls, while you make sweet love eerday, with the one you love, sometimes you just cant control it : (
I am sad ofteln because of my lack of control over life, I simply cant love the way I want to, cant see what I want to, cant believe what I want to....
I want eternal love but all I see is a tiny fraction of it, and then I am left almost completly alone in this vast sea of pirates and sharks : (
Lonely and blue, just wishing for that one day everyday, where I can truly be what I want to be, not this insane puddle of wandering mud, getting nowhere never ever, except those few steps taken in blind....
I really wish for better days I just never find them : (
I never got the molecula shit much cept I found an infinite hurt molecule I gotta destroy through meditation o.o being me sucks....
Like theres noone comming to save you, youre just... alone :/
FAILED COMPLETLY AT LIFE
repents for millions of years
becomes sad soul....
halp...
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Fisherman
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Re: Are You Happy [Re: Fisherman]
#640264 - 10/13/12 04:36 PM (13 years, 8 months ago) |
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but ur right some molecules are ment to be together....
Its just... ive become so alive and yet so dead that im just lost at sea forever, waiting for that day that never comes
FFS
sorry 
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 Hawksresurrection
Registered: 12/04/08
Posts: 13,464
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Re: Are You Happy [Re: Fisherman]
#640269 - 10/13/12 04:51 PM (13 years, 8 months ago) |
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I loved this album.
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Dude she isn't as young as she use to be.
-niteowl
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Fisherman
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I love things too hawkies, but goddamn that was random :b
care to elaborate? O.o
guess I kinda get yer mind somewhere, I just feel dark, lost, left alone and in despair
my mind is a scary place,
errday insanity motherfuckers
ps
make me king
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Hawksresurrection
Registered: 12/04/08
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Re: Are You Happy [Re: Fisherman]
#640275 - 10/13/12 05:15 PM (13 years, 8 months ago) |
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Not that random. He posted a video and i have fond memories of the album it's off of.
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Dude she isn't as young as she use to be.
-niteowl
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Fisherman
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ow, I getcha, lifes crazy man
I always wanted to love more than I could.
No idea what to say.
Its like, theres only one thing I wish for in life
but the fact that its so far away and I cant provide the world for SHIT,
Im just stuck trying to clear the entire worlds troubles i my head everyday
I got one life to do this shit in and I never get ANYWHERE
I feel love but I dont see the ends or start of it
I cant move the spaces that are supposed to move, I could write here forever for some contentment or something like that but where do I get, All I know is there is one thing I gotta do in life or everything fails, thats all I know, and its driving me crazy leaving me no rest
Ive spent 1 of the last 4 years in a psychiatry ward for not doing anything wrong at all.....
my minds a mess, a beautiful, fucked up going nowhere mess
trainwreck....
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KaptKid
Spaced Pirate
Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 5,616
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Last seen: 1 year, 4 days
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Re: Are You Happy [Re: KaptKid]
#640842 - 10/18/12 08:05 AM (13 years, 8 months ago) |
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Meet a sweet red head last night.
Now to find out if its all red.
The weekend lay's before me.
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Child of the 60's, Tripping ever sence.
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