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hat do you do if you do not know if you are insane or not, fall in love with a person or the imagination (andor) of her, if you hear your friends say that they can hear your telepathic voices in communication face to face but realize that this whoever you love does not really love you as you wished, you feel as if you are being dragged out into the most insane parts of the universe and having your body mind and soul ravaged and destroyed by a single entity you are not even sure if exists, you are forced into thoughts of having to eat drugs to ever explore this love of yours, you are told that if you do not do the things you dont want to do you will never see the true love you always wanted to see, nothing exists anymore
I am stripped of all thought and common sense, my mind is deprived of everything, I cant see my way out anywhere, there are no logic and all forces of positivity die away inside of you as you see complete darkness surround you, you hear her call again while you muster a hurting feeling in your throat, cancer, love, both and just a lot of hatred?
This is worse, its completly out of bonds, there is no love left, all I see is abnormalities and a craze I cannot get out of, what can you say to me?
What can I do, but not want to do and then do anyway? this alone is an eternal damnation...
Do you not remember me at all? Am I all alone with no love to hold on to yes I am
I will never show a real smile to anything again
Catch my shades, im going home to die, and lose my mind