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 poor boy
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 Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude  [Re: Jenny]
#840188 - 12/14/19 06:05 PM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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What? Is that one of the lines from tool?
Sounds pretty gay.
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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poor boy
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: poor boy]
#840189 - 12/14/19 06:09 PM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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 Jenny
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: poor boy]
#840190 - 12/14/19 06:33 PM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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no its not a lyric from tool ….I seriously hear voices in the sky, don't be a hater
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poor boy
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: Jenny]
#840191 - 12/14/19 06:42 PM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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Sure it's not one of those gay Alexia gadgets?
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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Jenny
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: poor boy]
#840192 - 12/14/19 07:25 PM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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well the night is calm, I doubt theyre real people, it's probably a head trip 
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Sham87
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: Jenny]
#840196 - 12/14/19 08:52 PM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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aka schizo... yeeesh
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: Sham87]
#840198 - 12/14/19 09:26 PM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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yes I am a diagnosed schizoaffective bipolar
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poor boy
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: Jenny]
#840199 - 12/14/19 09:41 PM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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Hey, I have ADHD and I'm bipolar. I'm an emotional fuck. I'm labeled as bipolar 2..
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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Amanita86
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: poor boy]
#840201 - 12/14/19 09:47 PM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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I’ve never been diagnosed because I got camo like a professional but there’s gotta be something off. I don’t get lulled into the stupor of the masses, the govts programming doesn’t work on me bruh.
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It's not easy being green..
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poor boy
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: Amanita86]
#840206 - 12/15/19 06:09 AM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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When I was younger I thought I was a robot with human skin. I came close to cutting open my arm. I didn't. Instead I started acting like a robot that acts human...
My most uncomfortable exp was in my late teens to early twenties. I thought everyone could read my mind. I thought I was in some sort of hell and everyone was one and I was me. I use to think everyone was connected and knew my thoughts and what I'm doing at all times.
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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XUL
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: Amanita86]
#840207 - 12/15/19 06:17 AM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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I think it is really an illness when it affects your life and you cannot function how you want to or how you used to.
I had anxiety when I was young, but I have since shaken it.
Getting older took that away from me. Also working with my hands and getting some confidence.
Being young is sometimes tough as far as purpose and confidence goes. Confusing times I think.
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poor boy
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: XUL]
#840215 - 12/15/19 06:37 AM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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It was the opposite for me. The older I get the worse my anxiety becomes. I'm all sorts of fucked up. Now that I have decent insurance again I can get diagnosed again.
They had me on all sorts of shit when I was a kid
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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poor boy
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: poor boy]
#840216 - 12/15/19 06:40 AM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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As an adult I realize and understand why I got so deep into drugs and alcohol. I was able to hide behind a substance.
Whats wrong with poorboy? She's acting all fucky and shit.
Oh, she's drunk and or on drugs.
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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XUL
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: poor boy]
#840217 - 12/15/19 07:03 AM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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I hear about children being given meds. I am not sure how I feel about that. I think children are naturally hyper and shouldn't be drugged out to stop it. There is this lady in my community now. She has a kid who is too "hyper" in school and so she just decided to home school him. Good choice, IMO.
I like my alcohol still. I like drinking it when I am secluded with my friends and "family." No driving, total privacy, and freedom.
I got drunk out on my property the other day and I was just yelling at trees and shit. How life should be.
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poor boy
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: XUL]
#840218 - 12/15/19 07:13 AM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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There's a dif between being hyper and ADHD. I assure you it's a real thing and it's a struggle. Everything you hear in the songs and I'm movies is real.
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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XUL
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: poor boy]
#840219 - 12/15/19 07:23 AM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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Oh for sure. I think it's real.
Although, I would be willing to bet that many kids are misdiagnosed.
There was a study a while back and I forget the name.
Two psychiatrists checked themselves into a psych ward. They acted as they normally do in their day to day lives and were eventually both diagnosed with personality disorders.
It is no secret that if there are more disorders, there is more business.
I was a psychology major and because of this industrial complex, I strayed away from therapy or work with humans and focused strictly on experimentation through the scientific method.
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poor boy
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: XUL]
#840220 - 12/15/19 07:53 AM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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Adhd covers a wide range of dysfunctions that mirror other possible disorders. I don't think I was misdiagnosed. I do, however, feel like they barely scratched the surface.
Look at autism... Any kid that is a bit off and a little weird is autistic. Why is it that the majority of kids that are "autistic" white?
Autism is the new fade as ADHD was in the 90s.
Both are real, but out of all the cases, only a few were actually dealing with it.
For this reason, people thought ADHD wasnt an actual thing.
I honestly think we, as a society, need to spend more time and money on mental disorders instead of asking 10 basic questions in order to diagnose someone.
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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XUL
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: poor boy]
#840222 - 12/15/19 08:01 AM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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Psychometrics. Do you know what tests you took?
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poor boy
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: XUL]
#840223 - 12/15/19 08:06 AM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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I was 6. I remember being in and out if the hospital 100s of times, speaking to dozens of therapists, going to a bunch of groups, and taking random tests.
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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Re: ATTN: Jenny is a dude [Re: poor boy]
#840224 - 12/15/19 08:20 AM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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You must've done something really weird.
I was raised christian, I was terrified of my parents, my dad would make loud noises.
But there were periods where i'd be really hyper and would watch shows that kids my age should never watch, but mainly comedy.
my friend got diagnosed with adhd when he fucked his step sister
aspergers autism isn't a disability, but people with autistic people in the family display those systems
really I just think they're sort of akward
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