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I_AM_SWIM
Someone Who Isn't McKenna

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Do you ever...?
#567067 - 06/24/11 02:42 PM (14 years, 10 months ago) |
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Do you ever feel like you're dreaming?
I feel that way right now.
I felt this way a few days ago too, then it stopped, now I'm starting to feel this way again.
Feels weird man.
Sometimes I get this feeling like I'm about to wake up which can be really and not in a way either.
Kinda 
I think it's partially due to benzo withdrawal, but IDK. Its been about a week since I last took a benzo, and I've been taking them daily for almost a year.
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Cage
Melancholy Mindfuck.


Registered: 01/13/11
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Re: Do you ever...? [Re: I_AM_SWIM]
#567126 - 06/24/11 07:18 PM (14 years, 10 months ago) |
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Usually when I do it's in a bad way, I get lost inside my head and and almost forget that the I can actually interact with the things and people around me, and that I'm actually "living", and so is my environment. It's not from withdrawal or anything though
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I_AM_SWIM
Someone Who Isn't McKenna

Registered: 06/08/09
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Re: Do you ever...? [Re: Cage]
#567130 - 06/24/11 07:28 PM (14 years, 10 months ago) |
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Well I just borrowed a 1mg klonopin from a friend, and I feel a lot better.
I mean it's not like I can't tell if I'm dreaming or awake, it just feels like that. I told my friend that I know I'm awake, but it just feels like I'm dreaming.
It's just an odd sensation where you feel like you are dreaming or haven't woken up from a dream, and sometimes I feel like I am about to wake up, even though I know I'm already awake. But this feeling of 'I'm about to wake up any second' can really be distressing sometimes.

IDK it's weird. I guess it's like a foggy feeling of some sort.
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Toiletduk
Head Goon


Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 1,675
Loc: Earthfarm 1
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Re: Do you ever...? [Re: I_AM_SWIM]
#567137 - 06/24/11 07:42 PM (14 years, 10 months ago) |
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You know, you seem quite intelligent, when you're not spamming that stupid feelsgood frog all over the place. Seriously, stop that - it's really annoying.
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Alounacara
Born to be banned....



Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 6,623
Loc: Spicemaster, Texas
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Re: Do you ever...? [Re: Toiletduk]
#567142 - 06/24/11 07:50 PM (14 years, 10 months ago) |
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It makes him feel special TD
-------------------- You never see a motorcycle parked outside a psychiatrist office
Texas is humongus compared to France
Our Gair, who art in Texas,
Paw Paw be thy Name..
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RasJeph
Psycho Pete



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Re: Do you ever...? [Re: I_AM_SWIM]
#567145 - 06/24/11 07:53 PM (14 years, 10 months ago) |
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All the time bro.
Its not the drugs either. Life can be so floaty at times, its sometimes hard to tell reality from your dreams. Theres days where I spend all afternoon in a daze. I dunno.
-------------------- Of course it's happening inside your head.
Why should that mean it isn't real?
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Tangerines
Grease Wizard


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Re: Do you ever...? [Re: I_AM_SWIM] 1
#567146 - 06/24/11 07:55 PM (14 years, 10 months ago) |
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row, row, row your boat...
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Alounacara
Born to be banned....



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Loc: Spicemaster, Texas
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Re: Do you ever...? [Re: RasJeph]
#567148 - 06/24/11 07:56 PM (14 years, 10 months ago) |
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I get that way all the time when im driving to my next service call, sometimes the customer phones in on me because they think ive gone mental
-------------------- You never see a motorcycle parked outside a psychiatrist office
Texas is humongus compared to France
Our Gair, who art in Texas,
Paw Paw be thy Name..
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Big_tiggy


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Re: Do you ever...? [Re: Alounacara]
#567150 - 06/24/11 08:04 PM (14 years, 10 months ago) |
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it happens to me when my dreams are real, and my waking life is a blur... or when I'm trippin
Edited by Big_tiggy (06/24/11 08:04 PM)
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Goombah
Esquire



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Re: Do you ever...? [Re: Big_tiggy]
#567199 - 06/25/11 01:17 AM (14 years, 10 months ago) |
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You are not wrong who deem That my days have been a dream Yet if hope has flown away In a night, or in a day In a vision, or in none Is it therefore the less gone? All that we see or seem Is but a dream within a dream
E.A. Poe
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FRACTALife
Rust Fuckin' Cohle




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Re: Do you ever...? [Re: I_AM_SWIM]
#567201 - 06/25/11 01:22 AM (14 years, 10 months ago) |
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I feel exactly like that when I'm tripping or high.
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Mad_Larkin



Registered: 04/20/08
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Re: Do you ever...? [Re: Toiletduk]
#567244 - 06/25/11 10:07 AM (14 years, 10 months ago) |
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Toiletduk said: You know, you seem quite intelligent, when you're not spamming that stupid feelsgood frog all over the place. Seriously, stop that - it's really annoying.
Don't be a SWIM, I've had this sensation before and it doesn't last. You should probably cut back on the chems, you'll no doubt feel a difference.
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I_AM_SWIM
Someone Who Isn't McKenna

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Re: Do you ever...? [Re: Mad_Larkin]
#567251 - 06/25/11 10:52 AM (14 years, 10 months ago) |
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RasJeph said: All the time bro.
Its not the drugs either. Life can be so floaty at times, its sometimes hard to tell reality from your dreams. Theres days where I spend all afternoon in a daze. I dunno.
Yeah, my first experience like this was on mescaline. I remember and realized I was dreaming. Although I was , so I have to take that 'truth' with a grain of salt. I also vaped dmt about a week ago too, so maybe having tripped recently has something to do with it. 
Goombah said: You are not wrong who deem That my days have been a dream Yet if hope has flown away In a night, or in a day In a vision, or in none Is it therefore the less gone? All that we see or seem Is but a dream within a dream
E.A. Poe
Poe is awesome, but sometimes i think dreams are nothing more than just a product of a brain, and that everything that we experience is all due to the functions of the brain, and so when the brain dies, we die. And that's it, I have no clue what lies after death, and I'm not even sure there is a 'thing' that lies after death to have a clue about, but seeing reality as a dream within a dream, seems like another coping mechanism we animals do because of our own fear of death. It's a nice thought though, and definitely a possibility.
Mad_Larkin said: SWIM, I've had this sensation before and it doesn't last. You should probably cut back on the chems, you'll no doubt feel a difference.
I guess, everything around me seems to be telling me that I need to take a break. And I just recently bought an ounce of some dank Kratom extract. Oh well, I guess I'll take a break after that Kratom is gone.
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auronlives69
Stranger


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Re: Do you ever...? [Re: I_AM_SWIM]
#567270 - 06/25/11 11:59 AM (14 years, 10 months ago) |
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i would feel like that after a month of attempting to lucid dream, freaky feeling when you realize your entire existence has always been a dream
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