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 FRACTALife
Rust Fuckin' Cohle
 
Registered: 03/19/10
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 thangs and life 
#430566 - 06/09/10 09:20 PM (15 years, 10 months ago) |
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Coaster
I'm Back Baby
Registered: 04/23/08
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 Re: thangs and life [Re: FRACTALife]
#430568 - 06/09/10 09:26 PM (15 years, 10 months ago) |
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how does ur OCD affect ur life?
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FRACTALife
Rust Fuckin' Cohle
Registered: 03/19/10
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Re: thangs and life [Re: Coaster]
#430570 - 06/09/10 09:29 PM (15 years, 10 months ago) |
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intrusive thoughts are overwhelming. paralyzing.
makes me anti-social and compulsive to the point of making it hard for me to get things done.
guilt.
anxiety.
i still love life and feel good a lot. but i really need to work on the ocd- it is healing i hope.
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Coaster
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Re: thangs and life [Re: FRACTALife]
#430573 - 06/09/10 09:34 PM (15 years, 10 months ago) |
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what kind of thought do u have that are intrusive
who told u that you suffer from OCD?
how were u diagnosed
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FRACTALife
Rust Fuckin' Cohle
Registered: 03/19/10
Posts: 6,838
Loc: Carcosa
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Re: thangs and life [Re: Coaster]
#430576 - 06/09/10 09:39 PM (15 years, 10 months ago) |
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i was diagnosed at a young age and was put on drugs 
my ocd became very real to me more recently
it is dead on to every detail
i went off some drugs and went on some others for it and the ocd got a bit worse then.
these are great descriptions to how i feel
intrusive thoughts
OCD
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Coaster
I'm Back Baby
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Re: thangs and life [Re: FRACTALife]
#430584 - 06/09/10 09:57 PM (15 years, 10 months ago) |
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have u tried just quitting all meds?
i get intrusive thoughts everyday too according to wiki but i live with em it doesnt have to run ur life
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TomCollins
Registered: 10/06/09
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Re: thangs and life [Re: Coaster]
#430642 - 06/10/10 03:03 AM (15 years, 10 months ago) |
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Psilocybin has been known to treat and cure OCD.
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andyistic said:
Ok so let me bring you idiots up to speed.
The admins are tired of this shitfest being made the joke of the weed community on the Internet.
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FRACTALife
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Re: thangs and life [Re: TomCollins]
#430658 - 06/10/10 06:14 AM (15 years, 10 months ago) |
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Coaster said:
have u tried just quitting all meds?
i get intrusive thoughts everyday too according to wiki but i live with em it doesnt have to run ur life
i did that a while ago but now i am taking xanax and adderall  Spency said:
Psilocybin has been known to treat and cure OCD.
that is what i hope to try soon 
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 Inverted
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Registered: 06/01/08
Posts: 9,953
Loc: North Star
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Re: thangs and life [Re: FRACTALife]
#430666 - 06/10/10 08:37 AM (15 years, 10 months ago) |
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You have never eaten mushrooms?
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Harlz
Registered: 02/05/09
Posts: 4,449
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Re: thangs and life [Re: Inverted]
#430677 - 06/10/10 09:22 AM (15 years, 10 months ago) |
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Inverted said:
You have never eaten mushrooms?
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FRACTALife
Rust Fuckin' Cohle
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Re: thangs and life [Re: Inverted]
#430752 - 06/10/10 12:43 PM (15 years, 10 months ago) |
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Inverted said:
You have never eaten mushrooms?
technically yes but i was on medicine and didn't get any real effects.
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Tangerines
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Re: thangs and life [Re: FRACTALife]
#430754 - 06/10/10 12:44 PM (15 years, 10 months ago) |
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You are taking xanax and adderall? Uppers and downers that sure seems like it would help your "disorder".............................................
Or how about you take some damn control of your mental state? Or is that too much for you to handle? I know life can throw shit at you but damn come on dude it's in your mind. I could be like "yea i used H all day everday cause if i didnt i would freak out so I must have OCD or some retarded doctor prognosis" because we all know how doctors like to categorize everything. Most "disorders" of your sort stem from being socially retarded in some way or another. IMO
I support you.
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Harlz
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Re: thangs and life [Re: Tangerines]
#430762 - 06/10/10 12:50 PM (15 years, 10 months ago) |
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Tangerines said:
You are taking xanax and adderall? Uppers and downers that sure seems like it would help your "disorder".............................................
Or how about you take some damn control of your mental state? Or is that too much for you to handle? I know life can throw shit at you but damn come on dude it's in your mind. I could be like "yea i used H all day everday cause if i didnt i would freak out so I must have OCD or some retarded doctor prognosis" because we all know how doctors like to categorize everything. Most "disorders" of your sort stem from being socially retarded in some way or another. IMO
I support you.
I couldnt agree more, its all in your head
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FurrowedBrow
Free yourself from yourself
Registered: 04/20/08
Posts: 12,045
Loc: Carpal Tunnel
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Re: thangs and life [Re: Harlz]
#430776 - 06/10/10 01:04 PM (15 years, 10 months ago) |
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Don't forget what happened to Sarah Goldfarb.
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Tangerines
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I don't know if I forgot what happened to her, but I forgot who she is.
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FRACTALife
Rust Fuckin' Cohle
Registered: 03/19/10
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FurrowedBrow said:
Don't forget what happened to Sarah Goldfarb.
I haven't seen requeium for a dream yet but I want to really bad. Can you tell me without spoiling it?
Man. I am having a really bad OCD attack right now.
 
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Edited by FRACTALife (06/10/10 01:55 PM)
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FRACTALife
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feeling better now
just a healing process i guess and i am healin right now
gettin over the attack
had another
now i am really gettin over it
i can't let it discourage me
i am and will stay that way
things are getting, and will get, better!
i really should take a good dose of mushrooms
i mentioned it to my therapist, who i think might have tripped before, and he said not to
he said that i am going through hard stuff right now and a trip is a solo jounrery and it may be darker and scarier than i think. i disagree with him but since i trust him and he is a cool guy it kind of gives me some bad vibes. i think what might make it a bad expereience is him saying it might be a bad expreieince.
he says that we should focus on my ocd in session instead of me and a mushroom trip but i say why can't the two both exist and have a symbiosis?
i think it may be a beuatiufl thing
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FurrowedBrow
Free yourself from yourself
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Re: thangs and life [Re: FRACTALife]
#430915 - 06/10/10 06:42 PM (15 years, 10 months ago) |
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 Sarah got hooked on uppers and downers catalyzing a complete downward spiral. All to fit into a red dress to be on TV. You HAVE to watch that movie asap.
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FRACTALife
Rust Fuckin' Cohle
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FurrowedBrow said:
Sarah got hooked on uppers and downers catalyzing a complete downward spiral. All to fit into a red dress to be on TV. You HAVE to watch that movie asap.
HOLY FUCK! I AM DOING THAT EXACT SAME THING!
I eat pills for breakfast, lunch and dinner.
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FurrowedBrow
Free yourself from yourself
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Posts: 12,045
Loc: Carpal Tunnel
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Re: thangs and life [Re: FRACTALife]
#430926 - 06/10/10 07:18 PM (15 years, 10 months ago) |
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So that you can fit into your prettiest red dress?
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