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send him my way
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing
Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect, nor do I strive to be
I am alive in this world of face-first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard for the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race or color
A hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers and letting them fall apart
To a new rhythm, just to feel better
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 Re: ughhh  [Re: Dunno]
#20027 - 05/05/08 02:36 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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i lost 20 lbs when i binged on dxm for a week.
....that was a crazy ass fuckin week. lol
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Dunno
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Quote:
mel_lonta_tauda said:
i lost 20 lbs when i binged on dxm for a week.
....that was a crazy ass fuckin week. lol
i remember those days. i think the longest i went on a dxm beinge was for 4 days straight.
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing
Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect, nor do I strive to be
I am alive in this world of face-first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard for the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race or color
A hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers and letting them fall apart
To a new rhythm, just to feel better
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Re: ughhh [Re: Dunno]
#20031 - 05/05/08 02:40 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Can you say brain damage 
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Dunno
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Re: ughhh [Re: Ombient]
#20035 - 05/05/08 02:42 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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thats why im so fucked up now. i was doing that shit when i was 15-16 and stopped doing the shit like 2 years ago. thats like 6 fucking years.
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing
Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect, nor do I strive to be
I am alive in this world of face-first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard for the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race or color
A hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers and letting them fall apart
To a new rhythm, just to feel better
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Re: ughhh [Re: Dunno]
#20043 - 05/05/08 02:52 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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the only reason i binged was because i read that you could hallucinate off of 3 bottles of robo. so i just worked my way up every day upping the doses. the first night that i did 4 bottles i watched 101 dalmations so i could see spots all over the place. i think i felt the life being sucked out of my body that night. 
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Re: ughhh [Re: Dunno]
#20047 - 05/05/08 02:55 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Did DXM one time. That will be the last time. idk just not my thing at all. I love psyches, but not that one.
Seemed like tripping while being really drunk, and i hate being drunk. Maybe thats why some like it and some dont? 
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Dunno
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i have all kind of cool as stories dealing with DXM'
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing
Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect, nor do I strive to be
I am alive in this world of face-first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard for the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race or color
A hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers and letting them fall apart
To a new rhythm, just to feel better
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still beLIEve
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Re: ughhh [Re: Dunno]
#20142 - 05/05/08 05:33 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Quote:
Dunno said:
Quote:
mel_lonta_tauda said:
i lost 20 lbs when i binged on dxm for a week.
....that was a crazy ass fuckin week. lol
i remember those days. i think the longest i went on a dxm beinge was for 4 days straight.
try 6 months. that fucked me nasty. and i dont mean straight fucked up for 6 months. but like 6 months worth of doing it 5-6 times a week.
i wasn't right for years
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niteowl said:
See, that term pedo gets thrown around a lot.
Is a 16 year old guy having sex w/a 16 year old girl a pedophile?
If not, then how is a 30 year old considered a pedophile for doing the same thing?
I think y'all need to look up the definition for pedophile.
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Dunno
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im still not right. i wish there was shit i could do to the reserve the process.
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing
Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect, nor do I strive to be
I am alive in this world of face-first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard for the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race or color
A hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers and letting them fall apart
To a new rhythm, just to feel better
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Re: ughhh [Re: Dunno]
#20218 - 05/05/08 06:33 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Yeah dissociatives will fuck up your brain. You probably did no research at all before you took it that much, plus If I remember you did Coricidin, so your liver is probably fucked up real nice too.
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Re: ughhh [Re: Ombient]
#20224 - 05/05/08 06:35 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Fucked-up livers, FTW!
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Dunno
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Re: ughhh [Re: Ombient]
#20227 - 05/05/08 06:36 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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yeah yeah,
is there anything i can do to put me in for the better?
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing
Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect, nor do I strive to be
I am alive in this world of face-first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard for the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race or color
A hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers and letting them fall apart
To a new rhythm, just to feel better
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Re: ughhh [Re: andyistic]
#20228 - 05/05/08 06:36 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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No, andy, not FTW.
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Dunno
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Re: ughhh [Re: Ombient]
#20230 - 05/05/08 06:38 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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serioulsy
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing
Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect, nor do I strive to be
I am alive in this world of face-first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard for the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race or color
A hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers and letting them fall apart
To a new rhythm, just to feel better
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Re: ughhh [Re: Dunno]
#20236 - 05/05/08 06:41 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Quote:
Dunno said:
yeah yeah,
is there anything i can do to put me in for the better?
Don't drink a lot, it's just more strain on your liver. The APAP probably did a number on it but you haven't done it in a while, right? Eat right, exercise, try and live healthy (that might make a difference) and see a doctor about it I guess. Tell him what's up.
Say you did some stupid stuff when you were younger and you still feel off. Tell them it was DXM and ask if there's anything you can do to combat the longer term effects of dissociatives on the brain (If there are any ways, I don't know).
Edited by Omni (05/05/08 06:42 PM)
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Re: ughhh [Re: Ombient]
#20261 - 05/05/08 06:51 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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im gonna do that, youre a smart kid.
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing
Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect, nor do I strive to be
I am alive in this world of face-first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard for the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race or color
A hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers and letting them fall apart
To a new rhythm, just to feel better
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still beLIEve
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Re: ughhh [Re: Dunno]
#20275 - 05/05/08 07:00 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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yeah like, it completely removed my conscience. i attribute my DXM abuse, to my getting locked up for so long. i really just didn't care, and i believe that was mostly due to DXM. i have now been off it sick november 05. i still feel my liver suffered, and im not sure as to what long term effects it will bring. all i can do is to not do it again, and thats what i plan to do.
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niteowl said:
See, that term pedo gets thrown around a lot.
Is a 16 year old guy having sex w/a 16 year old girl a pedophile?
If not, then how is a 30 year old considered a pedophile for doing the same thing?
I think y'all need to look up the definition for pedophile.
Edited by still beLIEve (05/05/08 07:18 PM)
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Dunno
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thats a lot of words
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing
Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect, nor do I strive to be
I am alive in this world of face-first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard for the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race or color
A hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers and letting them fall apart
To a new rhythm, just to feel better
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still beLIEve
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Re: ughhh [Re: Dunno]
#20284 - 05/05/08 07:05 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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79.
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niteowl said:
See, that term pedo gets thrown around a lot.
Is a 16 year old guy having sex w/a 16 year old girl a pedophile?
If not, then how is a 30 year old considered a pedophile for doing the same thing?
I think y'all need to look up the definition for pedophile.
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