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kidaihuan
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Suicide poll! Yayz!
#95725 - 07/28/08 08:47 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Ferris
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Re: Suicide poll! Yayz! [Re: kidaihuan]
#95754 - 07/28/08 09:27 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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I thought about suicide this morning. But then I thought about writing a short story about a dude who genetically engineers ant people then has to put up with government and religious bullshit. So it's all good until I realize that the stories probably been done about 100 times before
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Re: Suicide poll! Yayz! [Re: kidaihuan]
#95755 - 07/28/08 09:27 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Any reason why your polls are always multiple choice?
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Re: Suicide poll! Yayz! [Re: andyistic]
#95769 - 07/28/08 09:41 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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andyistic said: Any reason why your polls are always multiple choice?
They aren't always. However, today's polls are not simply yes or no, and more than one thing may apply.
I hope that makes sense.
And BTW, to prove that they're not always multiple choice, the STAL thread has a poll that only has one choice.
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Re: Suicide poll! Yayz! [Re: kidaihuan]
#95781 - 07/28/08 09:51 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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... which makes that particular one completely pointless.
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Re: Suicide poll! Yayz! [Re: kidaihuan]
#95782 - 07/28/08 09:52 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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I was a nihilist for a few months last year, and that was the closest I came to suicide. I thought about it, but never went through it. I knew that if I killed myself that would be it, so even though I felt life was meaningless, I knew it was all I had.
Then I started smoking a lot of herb and reading up on Buddhism and transformed my suffering. Buddah ftw.
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Re: Suicide poll! Yayz! [Re: kidaihuan]
#95795 - 07/28/08 10:01 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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-------------------- FurrowedBrow said: They should teach african engineering at the college level. mcgyver 101 Harry_Ba11sach said: Has anyone really been far even as decided to use even go want to do look more like?
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Re: Suicide poll! Yayz! [Re: godspeedyou]
#95805 - 07/28/08 10:12 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Yeah... I've gotta find a religion. I mean, lately, I can really see a use for it.
It bothers me that life will end and there will be nothing... I'd rather live my life believing there's an afterlife, or reincarnation.
I was brought up christian, but I can't go back to that - there's just no way I could *force* myself to believe that.
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Re: Suicide poll! Yayz! [Re: kidaihuan]
#95806 - 07/28/08 10:14 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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fuck religion.
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Re: Suicide poll! Yayz! [Re: usg543]
#95808 - 07/28/08 10:15 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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hail eris!
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godspeedyou
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Re: Suicide poll! Yayz! [Re: kidaihuan]
#95809 - 07/28/08 10:15 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Believing in a religion based on fear of nonexistence after death is worse than being a nihilist. I am a buddhist because it is a simple practice of transforming suffering into joy. It is validated by experience, not blind judgment.
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Edited by godspeedyou (07/28/08 10:16 PM)
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Re: Suicide poll! Yayz! [Re: godspeedyou]
#95811 - 07/28/08 10:17 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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kidaihuan
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Re: Suicide poll! Yayz! [Re: godspeedyou]
#95813 - 07/28/08 10:19 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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godspeedyou said: Believing in a religion based on fear of nonexistence after death is worse than being a nihilist. I am a buddhist because it is a simple practice of transforming suffering into joy. It is validated by experience, not blind judgment.
....meh.
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Re: Suicide poll! Yayz! [Re: godspeedyou]
#95847 - 07/28/08 11:34 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Quote:
godspeedyou said: Believing in a religion based on fear of nonexistence after death is worse than being a nihilist. I am a buddhist because it is a simple practice of transforming suffering into joy. It is validated by experience, not blind judgment.
ya dude eastern philosophy's the shizz
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Re: Suicide poll! Yayz! *DELETED* [Re: kidaihuan]
#95849 - 07/28/08 11:38 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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captain.koons
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everyone thinks of suicide.
I constantly think of killing people or killing myself.
It's not to the point where I'm a suicide threat so I guess I'm not suicidal.
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andyistic
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You have some issues in your life that you need to resolve if that's the case.
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Re: Suicide poll! Yayz! [Re: andyistic]
#100599 - 08/02/08 08:45 AM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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everyone has issues.
by constantly it comes up frequently
and a suicidal thought can be as subtle as would I survive this 75 foot fall? Maybe *shrugs*
My homicidal thoughts are somewhat of a issue I have.
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andyistic
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Everyone has issues - but not about killing people. Were you mistreated as a child, or do you face emotional hardship on a daily basis?
Pull up a chair son - this session's gonna cost you plenty. I accept most major credit cards. Sorry, no personal cheques.
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Re: Suicide poll! Yayz! [Re: kidaihuan]
#100625 - 08/02/08 09:10 AM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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this poll sucks
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Re: Suicide poll! Yayz! [Re: andyistic]
#100628 - 08/02/08 09:11 AM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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my parents would be legally retarded if IQ corresponded with proper parenting.
although both my parents are older than most consider my age (i'm their oldest son) they weren't very mature or prepared for parenting as far as I can tell.
I seem to be boarderline bi-polar, schitzophrenic (by this I mean the symptoms are there but I'd never be diagnosed with either. I seem to have hardcore anxiety, chronic depression and I'm an insomniac.
I've very arguementative, aggresive, and don't really get along with anyone IRL. I have very few friends I see or talk to on a regular basis.
My last long term / well paying job was around 4 years ago and I can't really stand working.
Your diagnosis?
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Are you taking any medicines, like SSRI's or lithium ?
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aDoS
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You need opiates, and lots of them.
its ok, I read Web MD. I know what I am talking about.
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Re: Suicide poll! Yayz! [Re: andyistic]
#100639 - 08/02/08 09:22 AM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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nah
I'm not a big fan of behavioral medication.
I prefer benzos, booze, opiates, weed. I'm actually thinking of quitting benzos and seeing if they will work medicinally for me I have a very good feeling they won't because I used to abuse the hell out of them.
If i'm not drinking and I take 6mg of clornazepam it doesn't get me high at all nor drowsy.
I'm also very ADHD but don't take any medication. I also don't drink much caffiene at all. I'll have my coffee days once a week max. I used to drink a lot of energy drinks probably 4-7 bottles of bawls a day or 4 cans of rockstar. That didn't begin until after I was most definately an insomniac and adhd. (haven't sleep more than 3-4 hours avg since I was 13 or so)
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I gave up caffeine completely (except for whatever's in chocolate), and I refuse to do any energy drinks (those also have caffeine).
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Re: Suicide poll! Yayz! [Re: andyistic]
#100643 - 08/02/08 09:29 AM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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I stopped drinking coffee 2 weeks ago, but today I am drinking it to help get my sleeping schedule back to normal. I am hoping to stay up for the rest of the day and go to sleep at around 10-11pm.
-------------------- "If we could sniff or swallow something that would, for five or six hours each day, abolish our solitude as individuals, atone us with our fellows in a glowing exaltation of affection and make life in all its aspects seem not only worth living, but divinely beautiful and significant, and if this heavenly, world-transfiguring drug were of such a kind that we could wake up next morning with a clear head and an undamaged constitution - then, it seems to me, all our problems (and not merely the one small problem of discovering a novel pleasure) would be wholly solved and earth would become paradise." - Aldous Huxley GIVE ME OPIATES OR GIVE ME DEATH
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Re: Suicide poll! Yayz! [Re: aDoS]
#100647 - 08/02/08 09:31 AM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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Good luck with that.
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captain.koons
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Re: Suicide poll! Yayo! [Re: aDoS]
#100648 - 08/02/08 09:34 AM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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same with me aDoS.
I haven't drank coffee or caffienated drinks frequently for about 6-8 months now.
I've really been cleansing my body and excersizing a lot. (I'm at around 2hours of leisurely cardio a day, 30mins of intense cardio, around 4hours total workout time daily)
I drink tons of water. eat organic veggies, non commercially raised beef/bison, chicken, eggs.
I even started juicing to keep up energy levels, drinking around 6-8 servings of fruits and 12 servings of veggies a day.
Celery + cucumber + apple = delicious beets + apples + raspberries = delicious too!
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Sounds like a classic case of hypochondriac and self-diagnosis to me. The reason self-diagnosis doesn't work is because you're biased. You may deny it and may not realize it but you are. My personal feelings on the subject are if you believe you can't fix it yourself, seek a professional.
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Re: Suicide poll! Yayo! [Re: BlargIAmDead]
#101178 - 08/02/08 08:24 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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prehaps that could even be possible if I went to see doctors... unless I need stiches or a bone set I don't see doctors... well I guess I'd go for gun shot wounds, and a possibly life threatening illness too but it doesn't happen.
I actually don't even talk about my issues to anyone and decided I'd just ramble on here.
Anxiety isn't hard to diagnose, nor is insomnia especially in my case where I've tried just about everything from behavioural conditioning, herbal medications, meditating, medicating, and exhuasting my body.. having panic attacks when you don't have a heart disease or cardiovascular issues is pretty coined in too.
As for chronic depression that was an actual "diagnosis" for when I went to see a professional as part of my alcohol recovery. If you met me the aggresion, bi-polar, argueing and failed work ethic wouldn't suprise you at all. I was supposed to take prozac and something else but I was in high school and thought it would be cool to rebel and I sold them.
As for schitzophrenia, that's my only exaggeration I feel as though I have extreme attitute and expressional changes, the diagnosis of schitzophrenia in the case that it isn't full blown is really a shot in the dark anyways.
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