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poor boy
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Registered: 06/07/13
Posts: 16,230
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A realization
#841294 - 01/01/20 09:13 AM (4 years, 3 months ago) |
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I've been in and out of trouble and jail many of times starting around 17 and ending around my late twenties.
Looking back, I realized that it's all due to drugs and alcohol. Any problem, or issue, or fucked upness that happened because I was under the influence.
As soon as I quit, it all stopped.
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns I'm a retarded, disfigured clown Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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XUL
OTD Janitor
Registered: 05/30/19
Posts: 817
Loc: America
Last seen: 2 years, 9 months
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Re: A realization [Re: poor boy]
#841300 - 01/01/20 02:14 PM (4 years, 3 months ago) |
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Smart move.
I used to be conflicted with drug use, but then I moved to a state where marijuana is recreational. And you can grow it legally, which, for me, makes it a crop that you smoke. At least that is the goal.
As far as drinking goes, I learned one thing about it: It never caused problems if you stay at home on your own property.
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Jenny
Registered: 11/18/19
Posts: 929
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Re: A realization [Re: XUL]
#841337 - 01/01/20 04:51 PM (4 years, 3 months ago) |
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don't forget being high in public on marijuana (medical or not),includes medictions stone effet too.
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poor boy
Village Idiot
Registered: 06/07/13
Posts: 16,230
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Re: A realization [Re: XUL]
#841342 - 01/01/20 05:05 PM (4 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
XUL said: Smart move.
I used to be conflicted with drug use, but then I moved to a state where marijuana is recreational. And you can grow it legally, which, for me, makes it a crop that you smoke. At least that is the goal.
As far as drinking goes, I learned one thing about it: It never caused problems if you stay at home on your own property.
No sir. I still found trouble even if I was drinking at home. Fights, financial bullshit, poor household decisions.
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Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes Lessons learned then gradually surfacing, Letting go, stripping naked to scream I am not perfect nor do I strive to be, I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns I'm a retarded, disfigured clown Dying to be heard through the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall I'm an equal being of no race, or color, a hallucination if you will Sneaking into the lives of strangers, and letting them fall apart to a new rhythm just to feel better
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XUL
OTD Janitor
Registered: 05/30/19
Posts: 817
Loc: America
Last seen: 2 years, 9 months
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Re: A realization [Re: poor boy]
#841348 - 01/01/20 05:46 PM (4 years, 3 months ago) |
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I like to drink and do physical chores. Only for simple stuff though. Like barn building or fence post digging/making.
It runs in the family.
I am a happy drunk myself. The best part is the end of the night when you smash food like a fucking barbarian.
I don't drink too often, but when I do drink I get that good ice beer. $1.00 Natty pounders with 8%. Can't beat that.
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