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Re: Keeping Inverted Off Heroin!!! [Re: headyeddie]
    #321472 - 11/25/09 12:27 PM (14 years, 4 months ago)

that means alot.

we'll see how everything goes.

i've already started saving for something other than my drug habits so travel doesn't seem impossible anymore.


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They should teach african engineering at the college level.  mcgyver 101

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Has anyone really been far even as decided to use even go want to do look more like?

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Re: Keeping Inverted Off Heroin!!! [Re: MFDoom666]
    #321489 - 11/25/09 12:48 PM (14 years, 4 months ago)

I hope you achieve your goal, try to stay safe man.


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Re: Keeping Inverted Off Heroin!!! [Re: Dr. Siekadellyk]
    #321536 - 11/25/09 01:44 PM (14 years, 4 months ago)



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They should teach african engineering at the college level.  mcgyver 101

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Has anyone really been far even as decided to use even go want to do look more like?

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Re: Keeping Inverted Off Heroin!!! [Re: Inverted]
    #321813 - 11/26/09 09:08 AM (14 years, 4 months ago)

So how was the dose and deemsters Invert?


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Re: Keeping Inverted Off Heroin!!! [Re: Dr. Siekadellyk]
    #321818 - 11/26/09 09:25 AM (14 years, 4 months ago)

:lol:

Well the dose is sitting here for todays usage :yesnod:

The deemsters... oh man... oh man.

I had noooooooo idea visuals could be that intense.  I found myself laughing my ass off because I COULD NOT for the life of me describe how I felt or what I was seeing... I couldn't really say anything.  Amazingly powerful.  I can't believe there is something out there that does that to your brain.  With my eyes closed, what I was "seeing" was brighter and more colorful than when my eyes were open!  Odd to say the least.

I LOVED IT!  Today is gonna be good too, just gotta go get some bud before I trip.
:happyweed:


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Re: Keeping Inverted Off Heroin!!! [Re: Inverted]
    #323757 - 11/30/09 04:21 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

Update!

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Re: Keeping Inverted Off Heroin!!! [Re: Triptonic]
    #323794 - 11/30/09 04:52 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

I'm doing great man, although SpaceMonkey thinks I deceived everyone by taking suboxone and that taking it means i'm not clean.

Either way that's just his opinion, I consider not doing heroin for 30 days a huge fucking success and personal victory.  Who cares if I needed medication to help me quit?  :shrug:

I would have had to be hospitalized for my withdrawals if I didn't go that route.  Seems to have worked for me.

30 days man... :cheers:  Here's to another consecutive 30...  I appreciate your support Trip, you made this possible.  Thank you!


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Re: Keeping Inverted Off Heroin!!! [Re: Inverted]
    #323797 - 11/30/09 04:54 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

Where did he say.

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Re: Keeping Inverted Off Heroin!!! [Re: Inverted]
    #323807 - 11/30/09 05:03 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

no inverted, YOU made this possible.


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They should teach african engineering at the college level.  mcgyver 101

Harry_Ba11sach said:

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Re: Keeping Inverted Off Heroin!!! [Re: MFDoom666]
    #323820 - 11/30/09 05:14 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

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Triptonic said:
Where did he say.




I can't post PM's but a lot of it was in "no threads" in the Dome...

He said he lost all my respect as a supporter... WTF okay then.

I'm really happy with where i'm at right now so it doesn't matter what he thinks, but it was pretty sad to see him freak out over it.
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MFDoom666 said:
no inverted, YOU made this possible.




I may have done the actions necessary but you and trip were the most supportive and made me feel like my life was worth living again.  I almost killed myself because I was so depressed and you guys have made me feel like I have a purpose again and I no longer HATE myself w/ a passion.  Thank you so much.  I love you guys


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Re: Keeping Inverted Off Heroin!!! [Re: Inverted]
    #323822 - 11/30/09 05:18 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

the feeling's mutual.

dope is a struggle but i think it's worth the fight.


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They should teach african engineering at the college level.  mcgyver 101

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Has anyone really been far even as decided to use even go want to do look more like?

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Re: Keeping Inverted Off Heroin!!! [Re: Inverted]
    #323824 - 11/30/09 05:23 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

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Inverted said: I never said I was going to quit all opiates.  Just heroin.

I plan to use opiates a couple times a month, there are no repercussions to that.  So yeah




I think this is what SpaceMonkey has the biggest problem with, not the subs.
Personally, I say do your own thing, but nobody was doggin on you for using suboxone.


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Re: Keeping Inverted Off Heroin!!! [Re: 81renaissance]
    #323827 - 11/30/09 05:26 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

agreed. a former heroin addict only quitting heroin and continuing usage of all other opiates is just asking for trouble. it's like quitting parachutes but continuing to jump out of planes


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Re: Keeping Inverted Off Heroin!!! [Re: MFDoom666]
    #323828 - 11/30/09 05:26 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

It totally is.  Your brain may not let you see this though until you are actually off of the shit.  It controls you to the deepest levels, to the point where it does the thinking for you.

Get off the stimulants man!  It should be really easy, because withdrawals from uppers are pretty much the same.  You get depressed, and fucking sleep for days.

The opposite is true for Downers/opiates.  You CANNOT sleep for the life of you and want to crawl out of your own skin.  When I was in jail, I was the ONLY person not sleeping the whole fucking time, because I was the only white person and every other person was either a meth or crack addict, and they seriously just slept the entire time I was there.  I was so jealous.

Once you get 3-5 days past it, you will be happier than even when you were high on drugs, and that's no joke.  I feel good just waking up, good enough that I don't even want to use because the high won't even be as good as how I feel sober.


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Re: Keeping Inverted Off Heroin!!! [Re: Inverted]
    #323834 - 11/30/09 05:30 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

day six.

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on the morning of november 23rd i went to sleep at 5am in my room and woke around 7am in the living room with a nasty razor cut down my big toe not knowing who or where i was.

here's my sisters version.

she saw me fall asleep and woke up when she heard terrified screams coming from my room.

she said it sounded as if someone had there hands over my mouth and i was crawling on hands and feet like some sort of demonic animal.

i don't remember anything  and i'm pretty sure there's some supernatural force that had control of me.

these last few months i've been struggling with a meth and crack addiction that seemed impossible to kick.

i begged for help with the fight the night this occured.

something extremely different an unknown was in my house that night.

i don't cut myself nor would i ever think to do so.

all i know is i would've been on drugs this second if that hadn't've happened.

this last month i almost died three times because i don't know when enough is enough.

i hope anyone with an addiction can kick it before it's too late.

call me crazy but at least i'm still alive.




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They should teach african engineering at the college level.  mcgyver 101

Harry_Ba11sach said:

Has anyone really been far even as decided to use even go want to do look more like?

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Re: Keeping Inverted Off Heroin!!! [Re: Inverted]
    #323836 - 11/30/09 05:31 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

Somebody else changed that quote man...  I never said there weren't repercussions to that!

I mean suboxone when I say opiates...  I don't plan to use like percocets or oxy's or anything.  I think people are taking this the wrong way.

I use suboxone when I am having a bad day, and have problems with cravings.

He was mad because when he quit, he did it cold turkey.  He seems to think I never went through w/d's... which i most definitely DID.  He says its unfair.  Yes I don't have 100% of the opiates out of me, but at least 90+%...

Suboxone has only been around for a few years, and is already hailed as a MIRACLE drug for the treatment of opiates.  I'm sure if it was available they would have put him on it.

I'm not CHEATING by any means.  Would you guys rather that I go buy some heroin and use that when I have a bad craving day, or would you rather see me take 1/8 of a suboxone pill and be cool with that? :shrug:

I just wish everyone saw it from MY perspective.  Wishful thinking...


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Re: Keeping Inverted Off Heroin!!! [Re: Inverted]
    #323842 - 11/30/09 05:36 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

I really do support you through everything your going through, but if you want to know my opinion, I would want to see you just smokin some :happyweed:, not taking opies.


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Re: Keeping Inverted Off Heroin!!! [Re: Inverted]
    #323850 - 11/30/09 05:43 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

If you say opiates, we think opiates.  And nobody changed that quote, or this one:
Quote:

Inverted said: If I wanna enjoy an opiate from time to time you better bet I damn well will.




That's what is scary to the members supporting you through this.
I want you to succeed, and if you meant suboxone when you kept saying opiates, you can see how we might be confused.
I continue to wish you great luck in staying clean.


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Re: Keeping Inverted Off Heroin!!! [Re: 81renaissance]
    #323881 - 11/30/09 06:02 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

I understand Ren, sorry for the misinformation.  People were just jumping all over me and it came out wrong.

I never really indulged in other opiates after discovering H, and don't really like them, so not doing them is NO problem.

I won't ever take anything besides Suboxone or Subutex, because I could fall back onto the slope.  I'm not that stupid.

It only takes me a little more than an average dose (1-2mg's) of sub to feel ok when I'm having a really bad day, so I never actually get high off of them, just take away cravings.

Believe me, psychedelics and cannabis are top priority. 

Once this grow is harvested, I plan to use the mass amounts of smoking so that I won't even need sub.  :happyweed: FTW.

I'll get back to just smoking herb, which is where I plan to be til' death.

There's no way I can stop chuffin nuggies, I LOVE it like I love my GF, and also love the hobby of cultivation too much to ever give it up.

Trust me guys.  I've been a huge goodie good when it comes to fucking up lately, whatever you may think, I still believe that i'm doing awesome these days.

I can't be doing that bad If I no longer want to kill myself... :shrug:  and am actually HAPPY.


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Re: Keeping Inverted Off Heroin!!! [Re: Inverted]
    #323885 - 11/30/09 06:04 PM (14 years, 3 months ago)

suboxone and subutex when used properly has alot of potential.

just keep lowering the dosage until you're ready to stop.


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They should teach african engineering at the college level.  mcgyver 101

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Has anyone really been far even as decided to use even go want to do look more like?

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